Tormented,Demented and Retarded.....

---WARNING ANGRY-EMO POST----

Well
here i am again
writing to a wall which i guess no one ever reads haha
well truth to be told
this is after all the place for me to spill out
everything and anything for all i car
becose well nobody reads it haha

1st of all
for some unknown reason
my really weird habit of talking to myself is back
i find myself talking to my self more and more often
of course it comes with no suprise tought
the stress dats in my head rite now well only
i would really understand haha

Ocasionally
I feel like there is really nothing left to live for
my friends are all seriouly anoying to no end
well dat would be harsh seriously
wad i ment is
the ones that are always beside me
they sing like its a rock concert
which well
really ticks me off especially at the time of
nearing the exams
well its becos
sch is usually where i study
sooooo being disturbed there
means byebye study time =.=
haizzz

My patience dis days
are seriously at rock bottom low
i get tick off over everything
from my friends calling me when teacher is teaching
to a simple sarcastic joke made by dem about how
much of an ass i am as a monitor
which well i dont deny as well becos
I HATE THIS MONITOR CRAP !!!!!!!!!!!!
haizzz
its probably just a personal excuse
to start scolding people for fun i guess
but i really find it to keep it in more den usuall
especially with a whole suprano of singers which
out of 10 only 2 have talent the rest are utter rubish
to be as lenier as possible
are a sore to the very ears of man kind....besides
their parents of course..

Well i am no different i guess
i make no effort in helping dem shut up
all i do is ask dem to shut up and i either get back to my
book,drawing paper or my sleep dis days
well i wouldnt say i make alot of friends dis ways
infact
i made alot of enemies in my artillery
some of which i deserve
some of which i rather be enemies with
and some of which i didnt even do anything but to tell
a rumour about him to sumone becos dat guy wanted
to know and dat guy went to tell him i was the one who spread
it and then the " SOME OF WHICH I RATHER BE ENEMIES
WITH " go and mengapi-apikan the thing and tell him
i told alot of nonsense about him...
haizzzz
To me
its very simple

THINK what YOU want to THINK
and I think what I want to think
If u think i am right den i am
if u think otherwise den its otherwise
but whatever it is
i couldnt careless about u....

no offence to those who r not related
dis only applies to the enemy lot
i mention above...

well
i fell alot better now spaming my anoyance here
hahahaha
good nite