The Crap Around me

more thoughts from quah

2010-03-10T03:29:00.001-08:00

heres a quote i though of recently

what will be will be
what will come will come
what will go will go
it is the way of life

but

what will be can change
what will come can go
what will go can also come
if we do not put in the right effort

thus

As things are already certain
we still need to strife on with diligence
because even if the odds might be stacking againts us
we might still be able to turn the table around
giving up even before we start
is probably the stupidest thing ever to be done
while giving up in the middle is probably the most regretable
and finally skrewing it at the very last moment
may as well be the last thing you ever want to do
thus
strive on my friends
and may what you want
come to you
in the way you want or another
what will be will be
what will come will come

My dream....

2009-12-13T17:59:00.000-08:00

It took a long time but
i have finally made up my mind about my future
It came to me in kinda of a dream lol
yea i know i am probably the only person on earth
who has decided what he is gonna do via dreaming haha

What i want to be is a teacher
an ordinary teacher would do teaching math and add math
at the same time if fate has it installed for me
i would really really love to serve in my school....PFS
In the school what i would really want to work towards
is being the principle of the school
lol a little far fetched right but who said a man couldn't dream haha

if that doesnt happen then i still have a back up plan lol
i would still become a teacher in the school i love
I would like to take up the post as house master of pinhorn
scout master in 7gts and maybe Buddhist society teacher advisor
getting back to my roots haha.Either one of it would be fine
but if somehow i manage to become all of it then
i would be a very happy man indeed

but as they all say
things never happen the way to want it to be
its by gods grace and gods will
which is always for the greater good and for the best of you
so i would be happy whatever i become wherever i end up
i follow the wind to the very end
till next time

A little something about me...

2009-12-13T07:18:00.000-08:00

Have you ever sat down
and wonder...who are you??
not literally as in what your name is and all
but metaphorically as in
what are you in this world
are you just like any tom dick and harry
or are you the one that shines above the rest
are you the one that makes your friends laugh
when the times are down
or are you the one that makes the time down?

yea you guessed right
its one of those days where i sit down and think
of things of no such importance such as this
and yet i cannot help feeling that the answer
is beyond the great horizon away from the grasp
of my large and clumsy finger tips

What am i to the the world
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm...............
to be honest i don't know
i have always been different depending on who i am with
maybe thats who i am...a chameleon
ever changing in every different scenario
or maybe not?
Even a chameleon has its original form
a form any other form can recognize as the main
but me??what is my main personality?
i wonder hmmmmm................

when i was at very young age, i was always the cautious one
the one whom took a detour at the very sight of danger
when i grew older at standard 1-3, i was always the one in the corner
always there but invisible,not of any significant importance i guess
when i grew older again around standard 4-6 i became more aggressive
wanting to fit into society more i begun to imitate the people around
imitating peoples personality,the way they talk,what they talk, and etc
i was finally among a group of friends then
again although i was acknowledge as a friend
my presence was there but not there,
it was of no important significant so it doesn't matter if i was there or not
invisibility was a great irony indeed considering i towered among
my fellow classmates back in those age

The time came when i had to move on
to a new era of of my life...middle school
i was enroll into 1budiman where i started anew..fresh for a new start
once again my personality and all practically imitated what is that
of my surrounding ....it took me about 2 month to finally find
a group of people who acknowledge me as their friends
2 month worth of observing how they talk,what they talk about,
and so on and well it work so what the heck i guess

And then came scouts
yes the society that practically change my life to what it is today
the society which i am so proud to be in and will still be till the end of time
when i was with scouts
my personality once again changed....
around my PL which that time range from the calm and inteligent PL daniel lai
to the ferocious bear tan su leong and the wise cheng guo sern
they were all part of my life which shape me
my time with daniel lai made me more lax with my scouts
my time with tan su leong made me less eager to skrew my members
my time with cheng guo sern taught me the greatest tool of all in scouts
..improvising.....
and every time the pl changed,i change abit as well

after some time
the personality started to set in
the personality which my friends have all come to know
are i would say my annoyingness lol
i would when among my friends
find a topic where i have heard not long before
in hope that this group of people has not heard it yet
so that i can start common point where we all talk
i would always try to kick in a few jokes
just to brighten the mood....it doesnt always works
and at some times
strange words and philosophy start forming in my head
for god knows what reason
but i dont care
as long as everyone's happy
i dont mind dipping my name in mud a few times
just to make the guys around me laugh abit
its just me i guess

but now that i have so much of a free time
i start to wonder to my self .........
who am i really??
i change in the presence of everyone
and i am different to everyone depending on situation
so who is the real me that has been doormat for so long
in fact
to be honest
i go as far as to say that i have forgotten how to laugh
i have always held back a laughter
i dont know why
but i have always try not to laugh
but when i do
it would always be an inaudible sound
or an imitated laugh
but well again
this isnt the time for blabbering nonsense haha
i manage to sketch up a picture
it took me half the afternoon to complete

its a picture of a man with many facade
the picture is suppose to mean the falseness of truth
the mans real face represent the truth
while the mask symbolizes a lie
as we uncover one lie,we stumble upon another greater lie
and as one lie leads to another
the truth will never be unveil
maybe the answer to the question is there is simply
no such thing as the truth
but then again who are we in the vast land in the universe
just a speck of dust i presume in the eyes of HE
never meant to known the whole truth but just
a truth shrouded in lies
but i guess we just have to be great full about it
because its better to know something
than to know nothing at all
and things that are meant to be are meant to be
so if we dont know the truth then the truth is not to be known
by us..that is HIS will
and HIS will is always for the greater good
till then
good nite

A hike up penang hill

2009-12-11T02:32:00.000-08:00

Woke up at 6 today morning...crazy right
but its for a good reason haha
today i am going hiking from moon gate
all the way up to penang hill
The reason why i make it a point to wake up
that early is because the day before
navnith...who is the organizer sent me this msg

IF you are confirm going up penang hill
tomorrow please reply this message and be at the
moon gate by 8.15 or we will leave without you

pay attention the the be at the moon gate by 8.15
or we will leave you...why??continue reading

I reach moon gate at 7.30 because my dad had to fetch
my mum to work,so i was just wondering around
reminiscing about my not so distant past in coronation
which to my horror instead of becoming a what they call
projek bambosela-sumthing instead it has become PAS's
hq!!!WTF!!yes PAS...the political party that whats to turn
malaysia into an islamic country run by islamic laws...
i am not gona comment about them but for all the reason
the goverment bared the rights of all the scouts in penang
to have a surreal camping experience in the wilderness
they had to make it into a park....i dont mind the park
seriously but if they want to make a park then MAKE IT INTO
A PARK!!why the hell is it PAS's hq!! argh that really piss me off
Anyways i walk back up to moon gate around 7.45 and saw paalan
has arrive..followed shortly by meng jiang and chulan...
guess what time navnith came...
...
...
8.30!!!!
ish we actually called him
and threaten to leave without him
of course we didnt mean it hahaha
he had some official business with the loo
apparently it was about some awesome mutton curry he eat
yesterday and wanted to share some of whats left...in his stomach..
with the loo...how kind of him =.=
But then alls not lost
as even if the organiser was here...the guide wasnt
so we were force to wait for him who was bringing
keshav and narinder along with him lol

It was a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGG
journey of course and it was filled with nonsence and adventure
chulan and meng jiang went on and on all the way to the top of the hill
about their room companions in college...apparently meng is heading
to the same college as chulan which is H.E.L.P college....that says alot by itself.
meng was saying about how the college room was so small and expensive
because it was the size of an average veranda and he had to share it with
a room mate with the rent of 500..On the other hand if he rent an house
then it would be much cheaper because its ok la in size and the rent is only
450 with no roommates...which he then quickly add that he had to share it
with a Vietnamese couple and another 2 Vietnamese guys...no roommates huh
the conversation that followed had alot of sx-18 rated elements to it and is
not suitable to the delicate eyes of who ever who is reading this

not long after we started out our journey
we stumbled upon our 1st great and probably the greatest obstacle of all
which is the stairway to hell...in metaphorical terms....
There was just SOOOO many steps up and they were SOOOO steep
every step we took...or at least i took..required an herculean effort
but we manage to pull through i suppose haha
after that very annoying part of the journey,
we stumbled onto a rock with the word

149 the 9 look like this €
<--

me and chulan were debating what in the world that sign meant
i came to the conclusion it meant that we were 149feet above sea level
but then the 9 look like this € which in short look like the logo for cent
so we both agreed it was a toll booth and were required to pay 14 cent
to pass it....we didnt of course...

not long after that we manage to reach to our 1st pit stop along the
journey .We sat there about 5-10 minutes over there releasing
some steam before we started our journey
we had some coffee which was made up there
it was very good
i honestly suspect it was filled with 3/5 of sugar
because it was really really sweet
but it was really one of the best coffee i had hahaha

we started to move again when just after we were moving out
from the pit stop we ended in a wide plane of land
the guys went wild running around playing tag for awhile
until they found a sepak takraw ball by the side of the recliner
this was what happen

Jerome:Oi jeong take the ball then we play sepak
Jeong mark went and take the ball and start kicking
Narinder:Ok guys dont kick too hard ar(in his indianish accent)
right after that jeong mark super kick the ball and it fly
right over the cliff wall
Narinder:I told u not to hit so hard right
jeong:oopssss
after that we all had a short laugh
and narinder volunteered to take the ball down
jeongmark went up with him...god knows why
but as they came down
jeongmark was asked to wash the ball because it was already
dirty..(they were planing to keep it).
And so jeong mark went down to the pit stop
which was just near by to wash it
as soon as he did he came walk towards us
and kick the ball the the ground..=.=
everyone laugh their ass off because
now jeong mark has to wash the ball again lol
now as he came up with the washed ball again
he went and throw the ball to the spot where we found it
and once again we laugh our ass off at the fact
jeong mark once again has to wash the ball AGAIN!!

We continued our journey to the summit of the hill
the 2nd league of the journey was filled with treacherous pathway
one of the pathway had be smashed off by a landslide
leaving only a fraction of the path...enough space for one foot only
but we manage to went on i guess
about now i was so far in front i didnt manage to eavesdrop
on anybodies conversation...oh well..
But MAN!! leading was anoying
i was walking half way with my jaw slightly open due to fatigue
when a leaf pratically moving at 45kmph flew right into my mouth
....it was disgusting ok...
after that incident my mouth was firmly shut
but that wasn't a factor to deter mother nature as not long after
a small cotton/moth/seed ball flew about 30kmh into my nose
this time it was reallly annoying as it took me about 5 minutes
of blowing my nose to get it out....eeewwww

the road was long but flat so it was nice and relaxing
it wasnt long before we reach our next pit stop
and probably the last pit stop in a building
over there we took a really long rest
about 20 minutes or so
during that time
narinder much on a sandwich his mum made for him
chulan,meng jeong was eating some chips i assume chulan brought along
i can barely remember what everyone else was doing
but we snap some pictures of our ass facing the sun
and maby our faces as well
i wonder why they even bother as all they could see was black darkness
of course unless they meant to use it to insult vimalesh then it was
TOTALLY reasonable i guess
after that we debated to either take the road up
or the trail....against our logic we decided to take the trail
which we absolutely did not regret...at least after we reach he top

this new train was fairly annoying with it steep slopes
but it was fine i guess.During our walk
i notice there were a few fallen trees which lie on top of each other
which make them look like gate ways...they were sooo cool
i remember seeing about 9 of them along the way
weird thing is to some religions
it is believe that there are 9 gates of hell
hmmm 9 gates of hell....9 gates on the way to penang hill
INTERESTING!!!

it wasnt long before we decided to take a rest
i was at the middle station...we took the liberty to sit on the stairs
and just talk...of course there were monorail comming and going
fetching passengers up and down the hill
narinder,meng and jeong got all euphoric and ecstatic and started
shouting and waving to them
some of the monorail-er were friendly enough to wave back
some merely thought we were crazy
one of them was waving at us when jeong mark started saying
lu lau ah pek aaaaa
which in chinese means u old man aaaaa
then there was one where they didnt wave back and meng
shouted OOOIII!!! at them.......lol
accompanying these crazy stunts jerome and navnith
were looking at girls on the monorail
they comented on afew of them and hope to see some of
them on top
but it never came true...
(even if it did i doubt they would DARE to come near us...we STINK!!)

we continued our journey
this time we were following the trail
beside a raging flow of water down hill
narinder jokingly said he wanted to test the effects of gravity
so he took a leaf and threw it into the drain...well it went down so fast
we couldnt see it..so he took a stone the size of half your fist
and threw it down the drain...it to went down like an
obese falling down an bungee jump...it was fast
and not long after we all heard a BOOOMM!!
coincidence?? i think not....

not even a few feet up the trail..we found out a huge tree
has collapse on to it so there was no passing it
so keshav asked us to use a detour.....which is to
walk pass it via the water drain around the tree
the drain was SOOOO slippery thanks to water flow
but once again we manage to pull through
i was leading the about till the half point where the road
changed into stairs again...NOOOOOOO!!!!!T.T
but thank god because that was the last stretch because
as soon as those steps was over it was the sight of heaven it self
we have reached to summit...finally
all our grumbling and past discontentment were all swept
away by a great sense of achievement and fulfillment
however the pain remained as a reminder
of the price we pay to achieve the things we wanted

the first stop upon reaching there was no other that the
food court haha.all of us drank like a horse and eat like a bear.
the food there was awesome...well the fact that we just hike all
the way up probably made it felt awesome haha
everyone else was one table away from our table
the reason was obvious...we stink ok
the aunty that was selling water at that small domain thought
that we her business was bad due to racial reasons and thank
us for eating there when everybody was not....little did she know
that we were the cause of it lol

the guys wanted to go to the canopy walk however it was still
undergoing repairs...if memory serves me correct
it was still under repair 2 years ago when i was form 2
and with our countries efficiency, god knows how long more
will it stay that way...haiz

well we all went our separate ways as we head down the monorail
i hitchhike navnith's mum home however i think
i might have somehow offended them lol
if i did then sorry nav..
a nice bath and a good sleep will do good for me
as i have badminton tomorrow
and having legs the weight of 1 ton wont help me tomorrow
so good night

ps: i dont have the pictures but i feel like drawing some of the "gates"
i saw on the way so i will post it up as soon as i am done
tata

Left for Dead 2...AWESOME!!!

2009-12-08T22:59:00.000-08:00

Was playing left for dead 2 today
with myself of course to get a feel of the game
before teaming up with gary,arif and leon or jason
to go afew round later tonight
and well
i am after all not really a good shooter
in fact i would pratically be the worst team mate
u will ever have.
WHY???
Simply because i shoot my guns like nobodies buisness
and shoot almos anything that moves....
regardles of whom it may be haha
at the end of the game

i saw sumthing that really made me laugh hehe

Just in case you cant see it
i am the one where the name is yellow in colour
where the part of most friendly fire
all my allies got 0 mine was 14
and where least damage taken where my
allies got 100 sumthing
i got 500++ lol
Oh well
back to my plans

Pulsing

2009-11-25T08:34:00.000-08:00

Well yea its kinda late
for me i guess because i usually sleep at 9-10 haha
oh well i guess i have been thinking too much of
the add math paper i did earlier the day
man it wasnt an easy paper
and i was so confident that it was going to be an easy one
thats because
paper 1 was kinda easy so base on experience
form the math paper we took days ago,paper 2
was suppose to be easier..
but then again its murfis's law i guess
what will be will be,what might happen will happen
hahaha
paper 2 was a killer
so far,it is the only paper powerfull enough
to get me glued to my seat
all the way till the end of the exam
other paper's usually take about half
or slightly more than the time give
which is how i do things
but add math was....dang..

Recently
my head has been pulsing with songs
i really dont know why but i think
it might be my brains automatic calming down
mechanism because this is not the 1st time i am
experiencing this...usually during camps,meetings
and exams....
Whatever it is,its working because i can sit
and think properly and carefully in whatever
i am doing
but then again
having songs pulsing in your head aint such a good thing
because you tend to start moving head left and right
in accordance to the music in your head when people
around you dont hear athing therefore u look absolutely
stupid and weird at the same time
lol....

oh well i think i will head to bed now
good nite

MY classmates

2009-11-23T02:32:00.000-08:00

Yay
after some fiddling with my camera and some cable
i have found a way to upload pictures from
my camera to my com
whoopeee

and i have decided to make
the first few pictures in my blog
to dedicate it to my friends and class mates haha
viva la free school
well shall we begin

Candidate 1:Neoh shaw jin a.k.a praying mantis

Yes if u were wondering,
his surname is neoh
i too was dumbfounded when i first found out
but never the less he was a great friend
a big pain in the ass at times
but always a nice guy to talk to
his knowledge on all things H
is particularly scary in fact
but i must say
one of my favorite quotes from him is
i have watch so much "BLUE" normal "BLUE" makes me bored
sorry for those of u who hate this type of stuff
i am just saying
But dont look down on dis guy
behind his kinky behavior
lies a little evil genius that even you
wouldnt be able to defeat
yes i mean it
i had always thought he was an easy guy to beat in the exams
but he prove me other wise
his knowledge in all things science far surpass any of us
and his vast vocabulary only seconds to Tan
be afraid...be very afraid...

candidate 2 : Lee Jeong Mark a.k.a addidogs

Yes i know
his already pretty famous even without this free publicity haha
oh well
i had never like him especially when he cheats in his exams
almost throughout the whole year
but besides that his a really fun guy to be haha
he goes around telling us jokes and then
laugh with his signature teehee teehee yes he actually
says teehee instead of expressing it lol.
In terms in badminton
lets just say let sleeping dogs lie
among our group of badminton junkies
his one of the best...well rating less than vincent and
dennis i suppose but his pretty good as well
haha.....

Candidate 3: Narinder a.k.a conde numbjhfjer 2

Well as his name suggest he is pretty much your every day
ordinary singh which means his very very very tall...in fact
so tall it makes u feel short in comparison and also very hairy
lol just joking
his a really fun guy to be with honestly
his a good listener and very easy to be with
in fact he can follow up with any conversation easily as well
want an example?? here i was chatting with him yesterday
for fun when i msg him
me: Oi u on drugs again isit so high
Him: No la oni take afew shots of ganja and some kangkung sambal to go with it
me:may i recomend coke and maby some estacy to give it an extra height og highness to it
Him: OoOOO u very creative ar u
me:....ooookay.....

as i said very interesting haha
i believe if i am not wrong
he is gona become a doctor
well i dont doubt it
because his bio is suppose to be better than mine haha
of course i have my fair share of whooping his ass in that subject
as well as ong siew chai
but well we are free school students
nothing beats us in terms of intelligence
after all we are a school for scholars,sportsmen and gentlemen
lol good luck to u sister haha

Candidate 4: Lim Eam Ming a.k.a kisame

See the resemblance
his name is lim eam ming we call him fish
i believe it was because his dad's name ended with HU
which is a chinese character for fish
I remember during form 3
during the exam
he would always sit behind of me and well
we were pratically still impish back then
so i took out some stickers and drew fishes on it
and stick it to the wall only visible to him
he would on the stop complain to the teacher
lol
then there was last year where he really save my ass
by buying me a brush during one of my torture
sessions in camp lol
arigato gozaimas kisame-kun
Dont look down on this guys fishy face
behind the facade
lies the evil math genius
yes u heard me right
he can do math as well as shoemarker can drive the F1
in fact maby better
i must boast that my add math is fairly better than average
because math is my favorite subject but this guy
can pratically play circles around me and almost
everyone in my class for this subject
truly an opponent to be feared off haha
good luck eam in wadever ur doing

Candidate 3: Azharul amir a.k.a blue

Well his nickname
i guess says it all
so no further explanation is needed i hope
haha
anyways this guy is really....
well
no words can describe the awesomeness of this guy
his crazy enough to do anything , brave enough to face anything
and smart enough to pull it off
his truly one of a kind
he is my fellow mascot buddy as i am samurai or P-man for last year
and he is the phantom or the taliban man for last year
He is a prefect
so i dont blame him for skipping class all the time
but i really hope he and all the prefect as well
sho up their faces early morning so i can mark their attendence
but lets just leave that as that because leaving he class all the time
dont seem to affect them at all
NO they are truly the elite of my school
they may skip class but they can cover up everything
in fact some of my classmates who are prefect score higher than those
who stay in class and pay attention all day to lessons
amazing....
good luck blue

I have saved the best for last

Here we have Tan siew Hung A.K.A taugeh tan/Topedo tan

Hehehehe
my faithfull assistant monitor
who sits beside me in class
and does most of the times
really really stupid magic trick
for example
he will take 2 coin and douse it with cold water
then put it on the table and then ask u to take one
and squeeze it with ur hand as hard as possible
then he would mumble in sum alien language
and touch both coin and as IF BY MAGIC
he knows which coin u take...if u really dont know
how he did it well i dont blame u i was the 1st to found out
anyway
He is nickname taugeh tan because his dad sells taugeh
and not just sell his dad is practically the supplier of taugeh
in penang lol
he plans to take over the business and add it a spice
of his own which he says he will encoparate biology to it
lol good luck with that tan
He is also known as topedo tan
WHY?????
simple he always play football as the keeper
and he has a signature move
which is he will slid at the opponent
at full speed forcing them to either move away and lose the ball
or risk THEIR balls in the line of fire
the ball...whichever ball which gets hit...will fly about half way
across the field in a very outstanding manor right above
our heads most of the time...a feat u would never forget in fact
and the point is..he does it almost every time a ball comes
lol..danger alert danger alert haha
In terms of knowledge
he could pratically squish me in sejarah,all the science subject
math and siviks if he was really focused because he has really really
good study methods which i would never succumb to my own ego to ask
...haiz..

Next we have Shaun a.k.a best friend...

This guy arrrr
can be said everybody wants to be friend with him
and yes i mean it
I sometimes dont really understand why when i think of it in
a logical manner but i guess nature is not dictated by the laws
of simple understanding and logic..because is more complex than that
there was once a talk given by my teacher about mindset
she said that before the exam if u say fail d la then chances are u will
do badly because u already given up...this seems to work upside down for
shaun
He pratically goes to the exam hall and every single paper right
after opening one page he will say fail d laa
in fact its his signature word
but the weird part is...he scores even higher than average
which is to say he pawn me flat in exams except addmath T.T
One of my favorite quotes from him is
"I will pedigree that guy through the table"
which he said in accordance to some news about politics in
malaysia haha but that is another story for another day

And then we have Vimalesh...a.k.a (anything which has the word black in it)

He is by far
the most hated yet the most like student in the class
everyone in the class will find even the smallest reason to argue
with him even if it was irrelevant but we all feel really really
sad when he is suddenly missing and all
i mean it
althought everyones teases you we actually are quite fond of u
haha
I remember eam ming said somethign of him
being my brother from a different mother and father
lol...i might agree with that.
the only difference between me and him is skin colour
besides that in terms of everything else we are pratically on par

our intelligence level...we compete exam after exam taking over each other
at the next exam

Our Sport achivement...ok i dont have many achievement compared to him
because of all his tennis achivement but i am very active in sports..i mean it as in
in terms of my sporthouse and all.

Belly size.....yes we both have almost the same belly size....i am proud to say mine
is smaller then his =P.

and last but not least KAVIRAJ A.K.A godfather..kononnya

He is
a really really really really anoying guy
at least to be
he tries to imitate real life actors
but i guess over time
that has become a part of him
a significant part which is like a unique signature
for him self
i remember back then
when i had to harrase him to pay up his patrol fund
yes i was his PL back then and i had to fork out money
to pay for this guy who in the end not only never turn up
but never pay me back as well....and this repeated 3 times
yea i know the saying once's a mistakes, twice a fool
and i am trice which makes me a dumb ass...lol
I heard recently
he had been involve in some sindicate in my school
to sell off stolen calculator but i have good comformation
that it is a lie ...thank god
after all we wouldnt want our friends to get stuck in
nonsense do we haha

Owh gosh i really have to go and get back to my moral
to those of u i didnt post up
lets just say i didnt manage to snap a picture of u lol
sorry yea guys because u were all wonderfull friends to me
and well i could only put up this few pictures,
till then...

Things to think about

2009-11-23T02:06:00.000-08:00

I was reading past a manga today
to just pass off the time because i had already
finish my moral revision which is more like
memorizing a 2 whole sheets of paper haiz
anyways
i was reading a manga called parasyte
and well it came up with a very interesting quote
haha just something for ur mind to ponder around
with
the quote goes like this :

"If we regard animals the same way we regard men
then the next time we have chicken for dinner
we are actually eating a human corpse"

well is something off a manga after all
so yea of course it sounds corny lol
but makes you wonder abit doesnt it
animals too have feelings
what makes us superior to any other being
that we are allowed to take their life at our whim

and then again the argument goes like this
isnt it the the law of nature to eat or be eaten
as lion's hunt for gazelle and human hunt for....
erm anything that is edible to be more precise
so is our actions justified??

who knows
why dont u tell me haha
till then

IN MY HEAD...

2009-11-20T04:02:00.000-08:00

In my head now
A war of epic battle is unfolding
the adult in my head is shouting and screaming at me
The child in my head is crying
The devil in me is asking me to defy whatever the adult is detesting
The angel in me is asking me to skrew what the devil is saying

fighting against what
i doubt i will ever find out but my my
its a real migraine in my head
In the end i guess i will just hum myself to sleep or mask my
thoughts in loads of math and add-math to ignore
them fighting over god-knows-what

till then

I bid Adieu To History

2009-11-20T00:54:00.000-08:00

Yesterday
exactly at 3.30pm
I had one of my most fulfilling
moment in my life
which is the end of the dreaded subject
known to all middleschoolder as SEJARAH!!
Yes u heard me right
as i took my steps out of the hall
away from the sea of human
all there for a common reason
which is to score the sejarah paper
for our SPM
although
it was not a happy thing b4 the exam
all the nervous and anxious feeling which filled
the very core of ALMOST every students heart
but the feeling of leaving the hall
not the one last time for there is still
bio,chem,phy,addmath,math and moral
but the point is
its the last time i will ever set my eyes on the
straineous notes made only to torture the very soul
of man kind to its core which is well known as sejarah
never will i ever have to learn about useless subject
such as pakatan murni,renaissance and the ottoman empire in arab which
they OVER emphasize and OVER exaggerate in a
light of false goodness ever again
MUAHAHAHAHA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well
that must be disturbing
but its just so nice to be freed after all that memorizing
i know many of my friends
who actually threw their sejarah notes into the pond
in the school grounds after the exam haha
i was tempted to lol
I know a friend who already BURNT yes BURNT her notes
i cant confirm it thought
Oh well next is math and add math
2 subject which i only need light revision haha
till next time

Day One of Tekanness

2009-11-18T02:18:00.000-08:00

Day 1 of SPM lol
I couldnt even sleep yesterday to be honest
i was trashing in my bed for a nice hour before i went
and read some novel to fall asleep haha
DATS how nervous i am lol

Anyhows
Today, my mum fetch me to school
so i manage to catch up on some peribahasa
which i have to admit i didnt even use one ltr on
reaching school as if fate may have had it
singh and nik was behind of me lol
so we chatted all the way to the canteen about
how stressed we were for the exams
of course singh didnt really seem to be bothered that much
...WOW...
In the canteen i meet up with the usual gang
Seow,Shaun,Jho,Steph and yada yada
and all of us talk about whats gona come out

Among the best comments i heard from the crowd were

-shaun-
WHOEVER ASK ME ABOUT SEJARAH AFTER THE PAPER I
WILL PUNCH DAT GUY!!!

-matthew-
Pencemaran wont come out wan la!!last year come out d ok....
(just so u know...it came out...in your face matthew)

Well the talking and discussion continued
until the bell rang
which is when i saw a giant gathering of students
so i tought that was where i was suppose to go but it turn out
the malays were reading prayers there...lol

To be honest..
it wasnt as scary as we imagine it to be for the past few days u know
haha i manage to finish the paper pretty fast and check it a few
times as well but still its the quality that counts in the end...

Oh well
have to go back to sejarah soon
next time then

Its been awhile

2009-11-15T17:48:00.000-08:00

Wow its been so long since i have last been here
that i have actually forgotten about my own blog
address haha.I had to went to stephens blog and then
follow the link to my own blog...lol

Anyhow my scaner is down so i cant scan pictures in
and i doubt it will ever be fix because i lose the
disc for its function and i cant seam to download it
off the net...haiz

school has been the same as ever
boring and full of ramblings, haha
i still doubt any of you will ever return here as...
well i havent edited here for such a long time now
wakakakakakakak

anyhows SPM is nearing
and well as much as everyone else i am really
panicking right now
the stress level is off the roof....
to be honest i was so pissed of my self
i almost chuck my sejarah book out the window
and scream till my lungs soar haha
but i didnt
instead i went for a 3 hour walk
up a hill in sungai ara
stoping and seeing every building and site i have
been before such as my old patrol meeting places
haha..
it was a really fun walk...and real tireing one indee
but at least i am more cooled down now haha
i guess i will be updating my blog ones again lol
i dont mind if no one read this haha because
its simply a place for me to ramble nonsence and
all i feel about haha.

Oh yea
i made a decision to become a teacher recently
it was a snap decision which i made because i couldnt sleep
but i have no regrets of it now haha
after a really long thought of it
i have decided on my life
"at last" thats what my parents and aunt would say
haha
i plan to to be
a guru pakar haha...preferbly in math
but to be honest there is a small spark in me that
wants to be the principle of PFS...lol
and yea i want to teach in my school haha
because it holds things that are dear to me
like all the vandalism i did to my school
lol
there was once i wrote a tamil dictionary on the wall
in my class room purely for fun and reference
....lol...
If i do end up returning to PFS...among the post i would
wanna pick up would be
being house master for pinhorn
maybe scout master for scouts
and guru penasihat for buddhist society...
haha just maybe but above all
if i become the principle...
MUAHAHAHAHA
there goes the school i guess

ok then have to get back to sejarah
till then

Tormented,Demented and Retarded.....

2009-07-22T07:12:00.000-07:00

---WARNING ANGRY-EMO POST----

Well
here i am again
writing to a wall which i guess no one ever reads haha
well truth to be told
this is after all the place for me to spill out
everything and anything for all i car
becose well nobody reads it haha

1st of all
for some unknown reason
my really weird habit of talking to myself is back
i find myself talking to my self more and more often
of course it comes with no suprise tought
the stress dats in my head rite now well only
i would really understand haha

Ocasionally
I feel like there is really nothing left to live for
my friends are all seriouly anoying to no end
well dat would be harsh seriously
wad i ment is
the ones that are always beside me
they sing like its a rock concert
which well
really ticks me off especially at the time of
nearing the exams
well its becos
sch is usually where i study
sooooo being disturbed there
means byebye study time =.=
haizzz

My patience dis days
are seriously at rock bottom low
i get tick off over everything
from my friends calling me when teacher is teaching
to a simple sarcastic joke made by dem about how
much of an ass i am as a monitor
which well i dont deny as well becos
I HATE THIS MONITOR CRAP !!!!!!!!!!!!
haizzz
its probably just a personal excuse
to start scolding people for fun i guess
but i really find it to keep it in more den usuall
especially with a whole suprano of singers which
out of 10 only 2 have talent the rest are utter rubish
to be as lenier as possible
are a sore to the very ears of man kind....besides
their parents of course..

Well i am no different i guess
i make no effort in helping dem shut up
all i do is ask dem to shut up and i either get back to my
book,drawing paper or my sleep dis days
well i wouldnt say i make alot of friends dis ways
infact
i made alot of enemies in my artillery
some of which i deserve
some of which i rather be enemies with
and some of which i didnt even do anything but to tell
a rumour about him to sumone becos dat guy wanted
to know and dat guy went to tell him i was the one who spread
it and then the " SOME OF WHICH I RATHER BE ENEMIES
WITH " go and mengapi-apikan the thing and tell him
i told alot of nonsense about him...
haizzzz
To me
its very simple

THINK what YOU want to THINK
and I think what I want to think
If u think i am right den i am
if u think otherwise den its otherwise
but whatever it is
i couldnt careless about u....

no offence to those who r not related
dis only applies to the enemy lot
i mention above...

well
i fell alot better now spaming my anoyance here
hahahaha
good nite

A theory of friends

2009-05-22T06:52:00.000-07:00

Its been a while hasnt it
since i last posted a thing
well i wan lazy seriously
didnt really came across me to
write down anything at all
with all the exams and study
that hurles in my way
all i can say is haizz

but recently
i have been back to some of my
old and weird ways of observing people
yeah some could say i back to my
pit of darkness where nothing really
reaches me anymore

well this time
i was observing on how friends drift apart
how often have u feel
that the presence of your friend
is no longer desireable.....
in fact one might come to the point and say
the presence is an utter nuiscance and
you would be better of without hearing his load
anoying and familiar voice ever again

well i felt it alot recently to be honest
i just dont feel as friendly i used to
maby because i am as anoying as usual
as loud as one may be
and as noisy as one could get
well i might be over doing it to some
or under doing to afew
but that is for u to dicide
i am here to share my theory on drifting friends

Well lets get straight to the point
after awhile of observation
i came across a constant
which is something like

friends start to drift apart especially when they
were to end up in the same class
with the condition the friendship
was made outside the class......................

some of u might be saying WTF you kapsiau tang about
well this is base on my experience and afew others
when a friendship is made outside of a class
or to be more specific in a open area
one befriends another without
fully knowing the true characteristic of the person
due to the restraint of society and image control

however once they were to meet in the same class room
for one full year....everything starts to change
WHY.................
well simply because
they get too much of u
when they dont even know anything bout you
they start to see yout true character
because in school especially at secondary
we tend to be all we want to be
and live wad we want to live
so i have to admit
we all do get a little anoying at some part of our life
at that point even the closest of friends
will start to drift away

well it comes to no suprise to me tought
however
a perculiar thing is
if the friendship was made in the class
the opposite USUALLY wont occur
in fact if they were to change class
and then get back together
their bonds will only grow stronger
however drifted friends will just go further
as they said
broken chain can be mended but it will never
be as strong as before....

well it all goes to show
moderation is key
haha

Just A tought

2009-05-03T06:00:00.000-07:00

Well
it was friday nite
after i finish my temple duty
me and my family went to a family reunion
sumwhere near the jetty
my mom keep saying "chun thau"
which literally means ship head....god knows
what does dat mean

Anyway
while eating with my siblings
my eyes stop hold on one of my siblings
to be more exact
my youngest uncle's 1st born...a girl
NO my eyes didnt not got hold on her
becos i am a pervert nor a pedophile ok
well she was sooo small
and well all the food was like the other side
of the table which in her sense would be
the other side of the world....

being born in this world
do u decide ur own fate
or let SOMEONE control yours
do you sit around waiting for whats to come
or do u go out get what u want

these were well part of the questions that arise
why u ask
well not only was she unable to take anything
she was too shy to ask......
back to square on

Do you DECIDE what you want
or do u wait and let sumone control the
food u have on ur plate

Do you sit around and wait to be serve what
is rightfully yours
or do you stand up and brave to ask for
the dishes across the table

well i never came up with an answer
i guess i dont know what i want haha
but all goes the old hokkien proverb
paiseh chiak ka keee
which directly transalated means
if ur shy then eat yourself
haha

till next time
(if u were wondering how she did got her food
well my dad ask me to SERVE HER ok)

Hari Sukan

2009-04-27T01:01:00.000-07:00

Well
couldnt sleep the night b4

was too woried of all the things that has to be done haha
Cos well i was incharge of the tent,marchers,marcher
decoration and so on and well seing its my last year
i wanted to give it my all...which i did

I made armour for everyone
with the plan to blind miss lee off her foot
when she has to hormat back at my squad of shiny knights
muahahahaha
The tent planing was WAR tent
more towards japanese styl
we drew our pinhorn emblem all over the tent
which was well actually kakashi's mangeku saringan
and it really look like a japanese war tent
well at least until marching was over
why??
u will know soon enough

I reach school at 6.30
i wore my once favourite t-shirt
which was my hawk patrol traplex t to sch
why u ask muahahah
becos it was black and long sleave plus it had a hood
as soon as i reach sch
i had my hood on and start my work
willian chan came to the field 30 minits ltr
and well i can see from the looks of his eyes
he was scared nuts cos he tot i was a hantu
hahahaa....my plan work lalala

Anyways,
this year i made a super fast,super simple,super cun
design plan which was well very simple to do for the tent
and well as planed it all went up in a good 2 hours
hahahaha
as soon as it was up,
i changed into my samurai costume....i am the mascot
and trained with the other mascot the phantom aka azharul
for our scene during marching

Marching time soon came
we were in a frenzy to get all the marchers in costume
when we were finally at line
one by one of the marchers soon came
what the hell man
So we were force to tell them
sorry la
den came the most anoying anoucement of all
all girl marcher standing behind are not allowed to
wear traditional clothes......WTF man
and u know whats the worst part is
all our girl marchers are wearing sareeee
and they make like 30% of the marching squad
ish ish ish
we were forced to kick them too
i can see in their eyes...deep remorse
i know they really worked hard and train for
this....not even one of them were glad...at least
as far as i could tell

When we finally started marching
we were as plan
god was on our side
it was blazing hot with the sun right on our head
i didnt see what the marchers did when they hormat
but man when we were finally standing halt at
where we were supose to be
it was dam freaking shiny hahahaha
soon things start to turn for the ugly
one of the marcher
which coincidently never ever came for one
pratice at all and was only allowed to join the squad
becos he was pleading like a little girl
said he could take it any more
for the 1st few sec i tought it was becos it was too shiny
they it hit me....he was a wimp....
okok i am being harsh here
but seriously
if ur gona do sumthing like this
should u know what u can and cant do???
haizz
the very second i see him walking back to tent
i knew all was lost....
like a soilder walking home from a lost war
my hse marchers marched with sorrow
in their eyes
cursing that wretched fool for ever joining the ranks
we made a conspiracy
to give him 0 marks for his achivement
in his koko form for pinhorn
Betraying ur sports house is like betraying ur country
and u know what we do to people like that
we hang them.....u deserve it naim

Anyways
as soon as i reach back the tent
DEN DEN DEN
i saw the most horrible thing of all
the tent was soooooooo SHINY!!!!!!!!!!
it look more like a pesta tent than a war tent
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
this time
me and the girls
conspire to pull out and exterminate as much shiny stuff
as possible haha
why u ask
becos we cant do it openly
one of the hse teachers did it
so to undo it is utter disrespect
soooo we did it behind her back....
well she didnt have much of a memory to start with
soooo all was well hahahaha
However let me state this clearly
no matter how anoying this treacher is
she is a very good one
especially when it comes to the wellfare
of her students
the only reason she made the tent shiny was
becos it was plain at 1st
.....which was well for a reason
which is that all the marching props
are also part of the decor
soooo the tent could only be really completed
after the march haha

Then came the envy of all houses
our captain
the YAAAB Miss lip sin Mr. GaneshKumar
ordered dominos pizza for lunch...for everyone
WOHOOOOO
dam nice man hahaha
in contrast to what other houses dine with
which was burger and mee goreng
we had the most expensive lunch of all haha
Mr.Ganesh u truly are a conoiseur of good wellfare
hahaha

After half time was over
me and the other tarik roda participant
wan sitting down and talking bullshit in the tent
when someone came and told us
tarik roda was cancelled
we were like WTF!!!
so hazwan kinda went off so did ken por
only to find our
30 minits ltr it was back on track
we were life WTF!!! again haha
we beat tunku putra by a nice 13 seconds
haha beat that

anyway
came the last event
we were like cheering and shouting till all our
voice just came out
in the end of all that cheering
i was voiceless
for 2 reasons:

1st.I shout for like a good 30 minits at the top of
my voice...unless i wasa titan i would have lose
my cvoice by then

2nd.my team lost..........

In the end of all of that
we ran to the front in top speed
I felt dam sad that we lost
but then as my friend once said to me
It doesnt matter win or lose
its the spirit in which we try
all that matters is
we all had a great time
and we tried our best
to the fullest extent
so that we have nothing to regret about in the end
hahaha

oh well
time flies
till then

Nostalgia

2009-04-19T05:17:00.000-07:00

Nothing much has been going on

yeah the sukan saringan came and went
just like every other year
it has its ups and downs

well this year in particular,

i manage to lose the the silver medal

to my friend by 0.07 feet....ish

well i still got a bronze but well could have done better

and whats worst than that

i did my worst preformance ever

in my lempar cakera event

where i failed even to get in to the finals

when i could have easily gotten a silver

cos well i beat all of the in training and every year b4
but this year, guess i have finally lost it

Neways

i was browsing through my pictures to

see if i could clear some space in my com

when i cae across my form 2 pictures

to be more precise form 2 traplex pictures

and man it didnt take long for the nostalgic feeling to come

yeah i have to admit

it was one of my best scouting years

where competition was about winning throphies

and not among our self

it was the same year i learnt and important thing

which is well

NO man is an island

why..????

in the start of the whole traplex thing

i was not given pcghs guides

but more like they were traded in from the senior

whos gf was in the guides unit i had

so truth to be told

i wasnt very happy haha

anyway

when everything setle down

i did what i did best

which doing things by myself

it was the way i prefered to work

in the process

i made most of the guides go nuts

becos when it came to pratice dance

i would just be a stick standing there

...(NOTE: i pratic the dance at home and

got better than most of them...MOST!!)

Then came sketch

it was afterall my favourite part of the camp

and well i did a bullshit of a job which i will never forget

i made the script too long

so i super speed the whole skecth

making it sound like nonsence

well i seriously doubt that even with normal speed

the guides could understand it

When we were praticing the sketch

i was the same as b4.....a stick......

well seeing back to the pass

i guess the real reason was

i did almost everything spontaneously

and was afraid that if i skrew up even during

pratice i would be too ashamed to show my face again

well it proved to be a selfish tought
i was actually scolded by one of my guides

who coincidently just came back from a holiday

and was tired and cranky

i would thank u now for doing that haha

if it wasnt for u,

i would still be just a stick

During the whole duration,

my team was the most cost efficient and nature loving

patrol,to prove it

all our outings was outdoors activities

such as hiking or simply making homemade bubbles

well not all of us

only and handfull

the rest was well....buzy....

well

i have nothing much left now

the past memories will remain just memories

well till then

The only memories i hae left...

Patrol outing at Penang Hill

My Fancy costume and my guides

Thanks for everthing.............

a very sick day

2009-04-11T15:43:00.000-07:00

Recently
my school sukan tara has just passed
i as usual am proud of my sport hse that we
manage to top the event once again this year
it was no easy feat however,
the wu lien teh hse was close by and
half of my hse members was missing during
the second day of the event
which where me and the captain agreed
if we were to lose it will be on their head
but we won so their off the hook hahahaha

Anyways
after that
i manage to get my self ill
with sum sort of diesease
which was well what the doctor called
"coliegue" not sure if my spelling is rite
but dats how it sounds like
its supose to be sumthing like my collon
or part of my stomach start to twist turn and crap
all at the same time causing alot of pain
haha the doctor prescribe me with 3 medicine
and 100 plus....haha
well it aint plesent let me say dat

Later that day
the stomach problem started to cool down
den came high fever
the doctor this time prescribe 4 medicine
and ask me to continue taking the earlier meds
haiz........
u know what
i just broke my record of seeing doctors
this would be the 1st time i seen 2 doctors
in one day....swttt

Neway the fever went down
and then rashes started to come
ish i only wonder whats wrong with me

Just so u know
i am having probs with my key board
which keeps repeating the letter "i"
usually when i click on
W,E,R,U,O,P....
and believe me its dam anoying
dats why i havent been updating my blog
haiz

hope the problems fix soon
i shall post pictures on sukan saringan
next week once its done
and maby hari sukan too ok
haha for now visit stephens blog
theres plenty of pictures there haha
till then

Post-Examination-syndrome

2009-03-13T01:45:00.000-07:00

Well
exams have come and go
have been kinda lazy to update my blog
after my exams really
well its cause of my horid exam marks
haiz all the effort in my study
and i am still not able to pull my self up
ish for those of you who are curious
my memory on my marks are blur
but its
1A1, 2 A2, the rest all B and C haizzz
and with no suprise
my add math is A 1....
well i have ONLY been working on it
truth to be told
sooo i didnt expect anything less than dat

Today
school was like any other
given exception on the pain i feel at all my joints
hahahaha
it hurts because i was teaching my juniors
how to play cakera and peluru yesterday
and well b4 u started teaching them
i actually trained for 1 hour 1st to make sure
what i tought was correct haha
Anyways
once school was over today
i coudnt wait to get home
and start my holidays hahaha
but well
the rapid was SOOOOO dam slow
it was like 1 hour later than usual today haizzz
while waiting at the bus stop
i manage to see a few people and sum funny stuff haha
i saw

-a boy digging his nose
-a boy basicaly dancing in his car...his mom wasnt please...
-theresa and her boyfriend on a hotwheel....siau eh hahahaha

well b4 i could see anymore
the bus manage to came.....FINALLLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
on the bus
for sum reason i felt really tired and went for
a short nap haha
when i woke up
the bus apparently have passed CGL and RESCAM
and beside me was a whole bunch of
CGL girls talking bout DOTA and TOWER DEFENCE...WTH!!
haha
base on what i eavesdrop i found out they were around form 4-5
....yes i know evesdroping is bad ok but well u cant really help it when
they are all around u rite hahahaha....

Well
my holidays are already kinda book seriously
My schedule is as below:

TMO
-go for Undang Undang kursus

Sun
-Go to Navnith birthday...AT INFI WEE!!!!!

Mon
-Non yet

Tues
-Have to go temple for buddhist society

Wed
-non yet

Thurs
-Visit ODTC camp and give advise

Friday
-Go visit 8th south keracut

Sat
-Take undang license

Sunday
-KO

Haha
well in between all those
i have loads to do tooo haha
oh well
anyways
have been working on some drawings recently
i was testing with shading and lines
the pictures havent gone too well yet
sooo i wont post it up haha
when its finis ' i will post it up haha
till then

buzy buzy

2009-02-27T04:33:00.000-08:00

Been buzy this few days
well honestly speaking
i was preoccupied with monitor duties
thanks to a certain ketua kecerian
who cannot even do his job properly
i have to do the jadual tugas and waktu
for my class room
well i wont say i regret doing it
cause it looks way better than the jadual waktu
in other ppl's class wahahaha
afer all its done by ala mour hahaha
okok enough baseless flatery
I have more to life
than to ruin my days in school
worying about the stupid class
which in a sense
doesnt even care for themself
haizzzz

Anyways
besides all the monitor crap
i have been working hard ...
well at least for add math
.....honestly speaking again...
only add math
i found out too late
i have been neglecting other subject
for too long already hahaha
oh well
we will see the results....
if i manage to get a even an A2 in the exam
i swear i will comit suicide cause all i have
been doing is study add math hahaa
thus i expect nothing less of an A1
at least oni for that subject haha

Truth to be told
exam being all so near
and th pressure getting more and more
i somehow manage to get my ass sick
just a few days before exam
how great is dat pfft
i have no idea what i am gona do now
well i manage to draw a few picture
but i havent manage to complete any of them
yet...aikx
haha
oh well
i guess its back to my add math
till then

Pinhorn Pratice weeee....

2009-02-19T04:23:00.000-08:00

Well since chulan ask for it
I am comiting this whole post to
my sport hse pratice which i shal codename

-BLUE HOUSE-

Due to the reason my school wont allow
us bloggers to critic the school so to prevent myself
from accidently criticizing the school i shall keep it in codename
well

TOday in BLUE house we all did our long jump pratice
well for those of u who dont know
My school has a very long and i would say nice
tradition of doing sukan tara dat is
everybody will do the few main events to score points
for their hse...Main events such as high jump,long jump
100 meters and 400 meters.
And i am proud to say

we the BLUE sport house members
are the proud champions of the sukan tara cup wahahaha
for 7 years standing haha

Well we started off with some running as usual
then followed by preparing for the jump
and as tradition goes
i was never a really good long jumper
high jump yes,100meters 1pts and 400 meters maby 1pts
but never long jump cos
i have never manage to get a hang on it haha
well me and a few buddies of mine
went around taking photos of each other
and the sports event cos well
this may be my last year in PFS
and i go as far to say

The crusaunt is to france as
sukan koko is to my school

and i am proud to say it hahaha
If u miss the koko activities in my school
u miss being part of the School comunity

Well as far as that has to say
being in my sports hse for any event whatsoever
from pratice to marathon run
it has always been a honey of an experience to me
and its always filled with a bottomless barrel of laughter

and a heart filled with acomplishment
not to mention how tired i will feel after it hahahaha

I guess the old proverb
"U never know what u Got till its gone"
speaks for itself in this case
cause many people when first entering the school
sports hse pratice is a real pain in the back
however as years pass
many of us...NOT ALL OF US..which includes me of course
will become very enthusiastic about our hse
like me for example
when i 1st become a school boy
i was like dammmmmm irritated about PK KOKO
for mewajibkan this koko stuff
Now I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT!!!!!
I wouldnt miss my sport hse activity for the world
and knowing i have to sooner or later
makes me kinda bum haha

And to chulan
i have no regrets on becoming vice captain
i try to do my best however my best is all i got
so..... it might not be much but to me and hopefully
to everybody else
the best should be the only thing one should be giving to
his sports hse no matter what situation haha
as MY saying goes
Betray UR ship,Off with ur head boy
haha
which means
dont MENGKHIANATI UR SPORTS HSE
AND ALSO UR COUNTRY HAHAHA
with this i submit sum photos
of the sports hse

haha

hope u enjoy

EVERYONE MEET THE VICE CAPTAIN -SINGH-

The BLUE HOUSE Dominating the green and the

weird orange colour house wahahaha

Oi william ur supose to be in PIHORN not CHEESEMAN!!!!

(-beware of the chilf molester....den den den...i hope his not

reading dis hahaha)

The jump of the day by our very own captain ganesh

Meet ganesh the new pinhorn house captian

sorry to say chulan buy his more handsome than u

wahahahaha

till then guys

Emo.......again..

2009-02-17T00:37:00.000-08:00

When i 1st entered the sch this year
feeling the start of a whole new a challenging year
i was excited till no end
however
that preception quickly change
as much as droping one class was a huge
blow to me because that means
change of teachers and different stly of teaching
and i definitely prefer m.r Davids way of teaching add math
but then a few weeks later i manage to let that
pass by
then came the second most anoying thing of all
reshuffling....
many of my class mates which were my friends
got sent one class lower...(i couldnt change cos well i am nuber 1 in class)
This is another blow to me cos well now
not only am i missing the old teachers and stly i have to adapt to
now i have to adapt without friends....haiz
all in the name of equality.....bullshit

After that came the most dreaded thing of all
being class monitor...
to those of u who think being monitor is easy
especialy in my sch all i would like to say is
think again
As a monitor i had to collect
everyones ic,sports hse,EXACT name
and so on
well is a snap rite
WRONG!!!!!
my dam anoying class mates are always missing
some go for editorial board mtg, prefects are always missing
then there is the group of veteran pakar ponteng class
which is soooo hate
then as if that is not enough
when i ask them to check if is right or wrong
they say its all corect
only after i deliver to the person who wants it
my class teacher tells me that the person
has a spelling error and get this
i already ask dat dam bloody person if his name was spelled correct
and he said YES!!!!!!
My fellow classmates and u know whoever u are

FOR GOD SAKE I DONT GIVE A FUCK BOUT YOU UNDERSTAND
I DONT GIVE A DAM IF YOU FAIL UR SPM
AND FINALLY I DONT GIVE A HELL IF UR NAME HAS A TYPO
WHEN U RECIEVE UR SPM SLIP BECOS YOU SAID THERE WAS
NOTHING WRONG U DAM STUPID SOB!!!!

Ahhh
i am glad i let dat out
to those who sent in early
kudos to you and thank you for not making my life hell
and to those i might have hurt becos i was stupid enough
to think that forgeting me might be the best solution for
them i am sorry tooo but what is done is done and i know
that u hate me

till then
(OH yeah chulan i will writ about sports pratice but i have
to keep stuff in initials cos the sch are now monitoring
students blogs thanks to a certain incident..)

Engulf by a dark abyss

2009-02-01T02:33:00.000-08:00

My head has been screaming
my heart has been racing
my mind has not settled in a while
my thoughts racing and jumping
to the smallest thing ever

Never have i felt a greater emptyness in me
So great it disrupts my decision
it disrupts my peace

Reading which has always been a ticket
for me to escape my daily woes
have failed me badly
word after word,page after page
the feeling is presistant
the emptiness stays on
the void has been reopen

But then
it came with no suprise to me
the way i feel especially at this time of the year
because it has been constantly reopening and closing
during the long span of the years
i wonder where it started........

I have lost my sense of direction
i have lost my sense of desire
i have lost the peace of mind

No book has suceeded yet
no msg has too
All i feel is emptyness and lonelyness
and i wish i knew why
maby i should just let everyting go
and be myself for once
just ignore everyone else
for a day or two
or maby pretend to be voiceless
so that i can hear myself more clear
whatever the reason is
i hate feeling this way

If you are reading this post
i am now voiceless for the whole week
and i mean it

Till then...

A game Of risk

2009-01-30T05:31:00.000-08:00

Well

there days i woke up with a pang in my head

getting all dizzy very frequenty now and then

it all started after comming back from temple

on wednesday

although i feel dam great helping out and all

but well its sumthing i keep to my self all this while

but well spilling the beans might give a chace for

you guys to tell me what the hell is wrong with me

Well

I enoy going to the temple and spam my energy

but everytime when it comes to blesing

my head feels like sumthing i trying to burst free

from my head making me all dizzy and disorientated

it was the worst case on wednesday

aikxxx

still getting the aftermath today

making me hard to make good desicions haha

Oh well

anyways

no mater how headace i am

i never fail to play a good game of risk with my

cousins and family

haha

My bro and cousins challenged me to play

it with them....well i knew i was gona lose

cuase they were like super pakatan rakyat wan

so i susah wan to win ler haha

but well here is how it went

Me- black

My bro- green

cousin- red

another cousin-blue

It started of slow

i took over australia as soon as i could

well which is on the second round

my another cousin took the offensive and started rampaging

through asia, i took the defensive protecting australia

and also secretly ploting my attack in central america

and also europe...

my Bro who was dominant in central america

was the top power in the early game

but after alot of scheming with my cousins

i manage to smash him all the way to an isolated corner in the map

wakakakakak

after he was out of the way

what was left was a very grumpy brother who was no threat

besides noise polution and a sore loser...( he went on rambling

and complaning to my cousins why they didnt attack me and wack him

instead without realising he was so noisy i had to on the music to max

just to ignore him..)and another 2 cousins who were quickly gaining pase

one of them has been confine in africa and the other dominat i asia

whos moto was well Asia for Asia

Anyways

the one in africa manage to get some reinforcement units

which equals to 40UNITS!!!!! giving him an instant upper hand

but the other cousin didnt budge instead he call his own reinforcements

which was 45 UNITS!!!! and they went on fighting each other

while i slowly scheme and wait till they get weak

then BAM i go on a killing spree killing them i a single round

they wont even know what hit them wakakakaka

okok i wont take credit for this strategy

cos it was my dads strategy...i just recycle it hehe

oh well if u wanted to see the game

here it is haha

I hate TM-NET!!!!

2009-01-24T23:23:00.000-08:00

Well It has been another week

this week is special

cos its chinese new year eve haha

today usually

we chines people will go to our grandparents hse

and have a reunion dinner haha

well

i am not going anywhere today

cos i already did dat yesterday haha

we has steam boat like we do every year

Only that this year

instead of eating in the kitchen

i was eating in the "new wing" in my grandparents hse

haha

aparently they extended the hse

now it looks well great haha

Couldnt on9 dis few days

bloddy TM-NET

server jam again

and i mean again

its like the 2nd time in the week man

haizzz

oh well

the time it jam

i took the liberty of brushing up some of my drawing

well i have to say

its has been a long time since i draw sumthing

and well

i am not as fast as i was a few months ago

b4 i went under a greuling grilling session

with a very meticulas senior who wanted to

teach me how to paint

and well....it didnt went too well

but anyway i manage to pick up a few pointers

which i applied into my drawings haha

well here it is,...hope its better than my older drawings haha

Another weak..

2009-01-18T03:24:00.000-08:00

Another week has come and pass
this week
marks the 1st day of me
assuming my post as Vice Captain
for my sports house
if u are asking HOW THE HECK I BECOME VC
then feel free to ask chulan whose
on my friend list cos frankly
i tought it was a joke haha
This week
my sports house aka PINORN!!!!
were training for 100 and 400 meters
i manage to get a 1 mark for 100 meters
which mean i ran within 16 seconds
however i was 20 seconds short
of getting 1 mark for 400 meters aikx
oh well its only the training so have to work
harder haha

Anyway
i have been addicted to a game which i believe is call
left 4 dead in the CC behind my sch
I ONLY GO THERE AFTER SCH with condition
i have to stay back for another activity later
which usually is buddhist society
well besides all dat kahoot
the game is nice in many ways haha
yeah i mean who doesnt like shooting zombies
in the masses haha
only down fall to the game is there is only 3 weapons
with 2versions of each weapons to chose form aikx
luckly they have my favourite the carbine hehehehe
for those of u who dont know
when i play shooting games
call me MR.RAMBO
cos i will take a machine gun and run right into
enemy lines and start spaming bullets hahahaha
anyways i can only update my blog weekly
so i will update my blog weekly hehe
till then

A whole NEw Year haha

2009-01-11T04:50:00.000-08:00

Well
this year is different from the rest
because of the darn SPM i am taking end of this year
haha

1st day of school is a blast
althought i have to say
i was rather disapointed to know
i drop a class
but i guess u reap what u sow
and a man should get NO MORE than he deserve
and yeah i guess i really deserved it
cos of last minit study and all
haizzzz
but this year is different
i have made a steel hard resolution
to kick butt hahahaha
in short
i will cut all those who were at my class
who stayed at that class this year
hahahaha
Oh well
i cant say my new class is dat bad laaaa
the teahers not bad haha
some kinda pelik
some kinda blurrrrr
and most of dem definitely dam funny
haha my favourite will be syeik sultan with no doubt
he brings the letter F in funny
and no joke hahaha
he can talk all sort of nonsence
from dirty jokes all the way to politic
and all at the same time relating it to our BM poem haha....

Due to the resolution i made
i have been studying in fevor every day after sch
i made a new time table
which was simple
Balik rumah study all afternoon until 6 lidat den
relaks time
becos ususally at that time i got tuition
so not much of a relaks time laaa hahaha
But seriously speaking
all the studying is getting to my head
i going nuts dee now hahaha
very stressfull ler in short
dont talk as much as i use to
and always solo at my table doing add math
or sumthing...well in short being anti-sosial
well pretty much like during PMR hahaha
my friends call it PES
Post-Examination-Syndrom
which they obviously got from the word PMS
which well YOU KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING BOUT!!!
so i am not gona explain haha

Well
wont be updating much
if anything plz leave me a msg in my msn or the c-box kay
haha and i already add u in my list wern yen haha
till then

I am Back..weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2008-12-27T19:56:00.000-08:00

After such a long long long time
i finally recover my password THANK GOD
now i am back to edit my blog hahaha
till my next post..

Taking A break..

2008-10-31T07:38:00.000-07:00

Well
have been buzy preparing for exam this whole week
to be honest my head is a mush right now
Been having many weird nightmares lately
which i concluded source from my constant
new addcition to school rumble haha
You know whats nice about it
its nice because you can really somehow
relate the story to our daily ramblings
and that is what makes it sooooo nice
and the plus point is its hillarious

Anyway
everyday the same thing
come home open book study
memorise latihan memorise latihan

well enough of that
today i am taking a one day break
from all the studying
which is also due to a flu
i got after going for the YE final convention

till then

Study Frenzy

2008-10-26T02:50:00.000-07:00

Last few days b4 exam

i have on my turbo mode in studying

Besides that

only thing i have been doing is

drawing and watching sch rumble

in intervals after finishing every 1 or 2 babs of sejarah

or else

100% just focus in studying can kill you

or at least can kill me haha

anyway

i draw a picture not long b4 i post this final post

at least until exam is over

tell me what u think of it

...Fed Up...

2008-10-18T04:04:00.000-07:00

Internet has been down lately
i am curently on9 on a secondary number
which is obviously more expensive
Haiz.....

My life has reverted to what it was
being unable to fall asleep
trashing around my bed every night
the night has never been so long
everytime the light goes off
its a battle of patience not to shout or scream
in boredom and anoyance
due to the fact i cant fall asleep
Haiz....

Today
went to school
for hari KOKO
i lead the scout troop of 7 people to march
right into the frying pan

well its no wonder
my troop is called

7th Georgetown South

After all of that crap
i took care of the scouts booth for awhile
and then vanishing my self to the bus stop
waiting for the bus to go to my MTG place
well okok
its not really to the mtg place
its to my hse behind there
well it did came
i boarded the bus
with pheng sheng,chong yen and tze lun
i manage to con them
saying the distance between my hse to
the MTG place is near.....
well to me its near la
cos i walk to tuition which is further than dat
but to them
well it was hell hahahaha

They finally gave up half way and called
charmaine to fetch them up to her house
......she can drive a car.....WTF!!!
Upon reaching the MTG place
i recalled something
THE KNN CAMP THEME HAS CHANGE !!!!
what the hell man
now i have to replan the design of the banners again
haiz.......

I got a glimps of the banner the guides drew
which was the welcome banner
its well....very PCGHS like
no offence to anybody
but its not a bad thing actualy
its actually a very good thing
only thing dat bugs me is that
it doesnt go with the NEW camp theme
which was well

....GREEK MYTHOLOGY....

Haiz

My mood was well
swinging here and there
getting aggitated very easily today
especially in MTG
i wonder why
most prob becos
i have to replan the banner design again
hahahah

While at the MTG
the guides ask me to buy cloth
which if i am not wrong
is :
8 1x3 meter banner of black colour
6 1x1 meter cloth of white,blue and purple respectively

well
they told me that
the banner cloth is rm2.50 a meter
but knowing what a lazy ass i am
if the rm2.50 no such colout
i will skrew it and buy the rm4.50 wan hahaha
they obviously dont want dat to happen ler
cos well its gona be a dent in their pocket
and they wont acept if i subsidise for them
becos well they will feel guilty later
so i say to them
okokokok la haiz i go search
(which means if i cannot find i will buy the rm4.50
cloth then "LOSE" the reciept and so they dont know
the price and scam them say rm2.50 nya so they dont
luan too much hahahaha =)
p.s i know its a stupid thing to do)

Anyway
charmaine was kind enought enough
to tumpang me all the way to the laksa tiam
where i start my journey home
In the car
she ask a few question's which i have been
frequently ask b4
which are.....

"why dont u ask ur parents to fetch you"

The answer to that is well....unknown
i guess its just me to prefer walking than
troubling my parents to no end
i have a motto about walking which is well weird

"PPl tulan walking go wait for bus,
"I tulan wait for bus so i walk home..."

swt rite
Now i am back home
my body is starting to ache
due to todays full day workout
and yesterdays all out working in temple
and tmo i am gona all out all day long in temple summore
if i survive this
hahahahaha good la

till then

-[Will you guys just stop fighting and work together!!!Its a collective effort of your fighting that is weakening what you care for...(if u care for it at all)...the most and not the external attack on it so WAKE UP and GET MOVING stop DAYDREAMING and MOVE ON!!!!]-

-[Scouts are brothers to all without regarding Race,Religion or Nation]-

The faces i miss so much

2008-10-08T01:52:00.000-07:00

Been seeing so much lately
been experiencing soo much
causing me to remember loads of stuff
i never wanted to remember
No matter how sweet the memory may be
it is not worth the pain that comes after
i had once said

There is no Love if there is no memory
there is no Love when there is nothing to remember
there is no Love when there is no contact to the person
direct or indirect
both will ignite or keep on a feeling for the person

and i have always come to believe
that this quote is all so true
as long as i dont see,i dont contact and i forget
bout the person
i can forget bout her

...BUT....

Life has been not the same
thinking bout the times
that was once all so sweet
But all has come and pass
We have all left and walk our own path
seeing back not the pass we all had
seeing back not the times spent as a team

Life has been a pain in a butt
everytime i tought i have finally let go
of those dear memories
it always find away to rope me back in
may it be shaun or anyone else...mostly shaun
(which i find really amusing)
Seeing the smiles when walking down the hill
has open a domain in me that i never knew
a domain which my mind tried to close all this while
a domain which contain memories
seal up by the neurons of my brain
forgotten by the sands of time

Its not that i dont want to reply you
its not that i dont want to make jokes in front of you
its not that i want to be a stone in front of u
but
its because
ur smile makes me remember of things i dont want to remember
ur words makes me remember of words i dont want to remember
ur action makes me remember of the times i once had with her
my heart crumbles everytime i remember of the things i once had
things which i hold on so dearly
things i tought i have finally let go of
..why........

I am always scared
i would be a nuiscense to you
thus its why i never sms u
I always thought
the reason why your name echo in my head
was because i keep seeing you everday
but that was 2 years ago
however
ur name still does echo in my head
every day and night
anoying me to my wits

screaming to my self
has become a regular thing
faking a smile to hide my true self
has become a regular thing

why those this happen to me....and all of us...

Let me say it here
once and for all
so i dont have to scream in my head ever again
so i dont have to remember you ever again
so i dont have to burden you with thoughts ever again
i never did and never 1ill
love nor like you
i might have but its all an illusion
and may it always be an illusion
so that neither of us
will ever be burden by it
so that neither of us
will remember the past anymore
let the sands imburst it once more
let memory pile onto it once more
let our life be free once more
never looking back
into the bitter sweet past

one last thing
for all the things i have done
even thought it has already been one year
even thought i have already said this countless times
even thought i know u will never read this post
i would like to say
I AM SORRY
once and for all

till time do my head apart

Memories.....

2008-10-07T01:40:00.000-07:00

Its a monday morning
the morning after the holidays
i am eager to reach to school
to meet up with the guys once more

Reaching school
My day was ruin by my very FANTASTIC
chemistry teacher which due to safety reasons
i am not allowed to name but
we all call her MANAROATH

She apparently call the whole class
to do a mudule paper
which is an exam which will determine the fate
of the language of the science subject either
in english or BM
Doing the module paper is not the bad part
The bad part is
We didnt even learn what the darn shit
is being ask by in the paper
she only teach until bab 7 but
ask us do bab 9 punya question
Some students including me started
throwing traunts at her:

Ming Wei : Went on the spot to sleep ignoring the paper
ME : Wrote "CIKGU BELUM AJAR BAB INI BAGAIMANAKAH PELAJAR HENDAK BUAT" on the paper as a sign of protest

Some students went to the extent
of making a Anit-(dat teacher;s nam) club in friendster
LOL

Well the rest of the school was well
boring
nothing much happened
so i shall skip all the way to tuition

BM TUITION-.....5pm...
I went there well early as usual
only one guy was there
this condition didnt stayed
because not long after
students started pouring in
Teacher gave some latihan to do
Not long after
Zoe entered the classroom
and went like

"Hi quah jit"

well i guess
she was trying to be nice
after all we are all gona end
up working together in camp
but i guess
the real point of dat
was to anoy me hahahaha
and so
she went on and on
whole duration of the class
saying
Hi quah jit

Well
as i told this to many people before
it aint easy to anoy me
unless u know exactly how to
because i am pratically emotionless
to many thing.....

After awhile
she got bored.....obviously
and the class went on

around during almost the end of the class
I asked her
if she could take me to the mtg place
which was up the hill
She said fine
and so
we went
up up up up up the hill
talking bout alot of things
most which i stayed quiet
which was for a reason
because she sounded so much like........
never mind
Haiz
listening to her and seeing her smile
reminded me loads
of my form 2 years
during traplex

We finally reach pass an uphill road
towards the house
however time was not with us
because it was already 7.20 something
and i have to walk home later
okok the real reason was
there was a cow infront of us
and she is terible afraid of cows
and this one just increases her fears
because
well
on the way down
we started talking bout BEEF
she said
a only good cow is a cooked cow
and i agreed
as soon as she said that
the cow behind us started to MOOOOOO at us
we quicken our steps and move on
laughing and continue the convo on beef
which the cow continuously moo-ed
everytime we touch the beef part
i dont blame the cow
it was like saying

I AM GONA COOK U COW MUAHAHAHA

right in front of him hahaha
walking down the hill
i had to acompany her back to her house
before i can start walking back
on the way down
we saw a very funny quote on a car
which said:

"Dont like my driving???
Then Call
1-800I DONT CARE

lol man
As soon as she went back to her house
it was a quick donw hill run
this awfully reminded me of
the time
during form 2
when
i challenge my guides that
i can run to her house
faster than
she can use her motobike and fetch all
the other members up
dont underestimate the geographi of the area man
its a very steep slope around 75 degree slope
well i won the bet alright
i reach there b4 she can manage to went down and fetch the last member up
hahahaha
while running i remembered
a little boy look at me from the fence and said

"lu siau arr"
(U crazy arr)

swt man..
haiz
let bygones be bygones
Loads of memories poured
back into my head
heading down the hill
actually
walking up the hill itself
has already
reminded me of the not so distant pass
one which i can never forget
because it brings so much joy to my life
however
joy always follows by bitter
and thus
this is what makes life what it is....

Well
till then

Walking home from Infi

2008-10-05T05:09:00.000-07:00

It was saturday
4pm......after having lunch with adrian
at a vegetarian stall which happen after
we visit infinity cyber cafe in sungai dua
I told adrian i was going to take the bus home
and so he turn and said goodbye
as soon as he chow
i turn around and started my journey home
the sun was blazing hot
i guess its just GOD's divine punishment
for going to cyber cafe after the 40km got canceled
which is short means i have to lie to my parents again

On my first junction
I thought to myself
there lie to junction in front of me
both which are equally tempting
both which will take me to the same goal
A decision which is both hard but easy
easy because both will eventually lead to the same goal
hard because both roads will have a good share of pro and con
I chose the path which was apparently the hottest path

aaahh....
a mistake it was
the sun was not kind to me
as it blaze in full glory over my already burnt skin
however
considering the nuisance we are to earth
tearing a hole here and there in the ozone
ravaging it wonders and mystic
i guess the sun could not be any kinder than this
for if it wasnt i would have skin cancer now

A long journey it was
not as long as the longest
but not a short one either
2 hours and 30 minits it took me
walking in the hot unforgiving nature
missing all the T304 and U303 busses
which even if pass i would never have took
however
it would have been a test of faith
if either one of the busses actually passed me

On the 2nd junction
i was presented with another choice
both also will eventually reach a goal
one way ment going with my 1st route choice
the other ment mending my ways
and turning back to the road i could have taken earlier
both equally tempting
both equally teasing
both also equally vicious in throwing torments
i took to stick to my route
the route i selected earlier at the very 1st junction

Taking this route
the sun became calmer than before
but still as vicious as a summer day
sweat trickled down my neck
as i started sweating
i wondered
what joy it was to finally be back at home
.................eventually...........................

Turning here and there
into lengkok and lorong
many passer by stared at me
not blaming them
me with a big red rugsack
look like i was running away from home
.....running away from home....

Finally
i reach to the point
where both route finally converge
this however is not the end of the journey
the is still 1/5 of the way to go
it got me thinking
by hook or by crook
one will eventually reach the designated place
as much as
by hook or by crook
one will strife to achive what he wants
sometimes u wonder
if what you own right now
is really what u deserve??
or what u stole from others
under the pretext of ambition or justice

Finally seeing the gates of my hse
a slight pean of joy was uttered
never i was this happy seeing my hse
not comparing this to camps..which is 10 times more teruk
i went to take a bath
and good nite world
only to wake up today
for a far worst fate

...........COMBINE MEETING..........................

till then

A Great misadventure

2008-10-05T00:55:00.000-07:00

The night before saturday
i was trashing round my bed
unable to sleep
due to anxiety of the day later
which is 40km journey
many many things keep haunting me
things like
am i really gona make it to combine MTG the next next day??
The moring finally came
i prepared my rugsack
which if u have seen b4 is a very big and red bag
and went off my way
upon reaching there
(with adrian)
the counsillor came
saw the permission slip
and said

"i am sorry but u all cannot do the 40km journey"

me and adrian stand there am te diau
we found out
it was becos we forget the most important person
punya cop which was the HM.......NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

And so
me and adrian stared at each other and
planed a journey of our own
because we came for a journey and we will get one
and so
we took the sapu chia go komtar
for ur information its a illegal taxi
which is dirt cheap compared to taxi
at komtar we wonder around
from the goverment office all the way to the minister punya carpark
which smelled awafully like a fish maket....horrible just horrible
we took U301 back to sungai dua
where we spen 4 hours in the cc playing dota
(no coments on the match)
After that i walk home from infi
which took me 2 hours to reach home
quite a long walk ler
but i have walk longer distances before
which is from my house to PFS and back to my house haha

Today
i went to school early for combine mtg
it was wellll
boring
mathew insisted that mtg ended sharp at 12
even thought'
by 10.30 all of us were sitting there like zombie already
the whole day went
i felt like i was missing something
i dont know what it was......but it was missing
i wonder what...haiz

till then

A long long holiday

2008-10-03T04:50:00.000-07:00

Trashing around my bed

it has become worst lately

i think i have insomania

but dat can be

i still fall asleep dont i

only thing is dat

i keep waking up from a sleep

.....which i can blame my bros anoying alarm clock for...

Oh well

I remembered

during my brief period of rest

about a dream i had...not long ago...

which basicly means b4 i woke up from the darn alarm

Well i am not going to go into details about it

becos its personal....

Anyway

Holiday has been a hell for me

truth to be told

I prefer school day to holiday anytime of the day

the only reason why i would like holiday

is that i can get a few extra hours of shut eye

which i fail to get thanks to that darn alarm clock

and thus holiday is hell to me

I stare my cpu

day to nite

either playing a GBA game

or search wiki pedia about myth,budhism and others la

just to pass the time

Today

i had to wake up early

but considering the time that darn alarm clock start ringing

the time i was supose to wake up is ages

compared to the time i wake up

Anyway

Today

i went to temple

sempena the 3rd week of my grandmum's passing away

we went to the burmist temple for the dana*

(Dana means donating in this case food to the monks)

My cousins and uncle join along

among them was jon wen and others..

I took the opportunity to walk around the garden

looking at the murals and sculpture

of what else....buddha hahaha

walking around half way

Adrian call me

asking if i wanted to acompany him for 40km

i ask if anybody else was going

he said no

and so...i said ok la i follow

to acompany him and also

to rightfully earn my kiam pia badge*

(kiam pia badge is a nickname to the 5 venture badge

the senior scout's get however this has been abuse by

generations of TL and ATL that says if i become TL/ATL

i automaticly wear the badges...this act according to

Mr.Toh is like giving simply giving datukship to anybody

which is WRONG!!!)

However

not long after i acept the invite

i remembered that on sunday got combine mtg

and i have to be there

and so

NOW

i have to finish 40km and then

rush all the way to PFS by the next day

(note 40km is a 2 day journey)

Tomorrow when i reach PFS for the MTG

i am gona look like what i look a day after wesak day

a giant zombie panda bear hahaha

Till then

ps: even thought i am walking 40km i am still free to sms

hahaha

Things are really not what is seams to be

2008-09-27T05:44:00.000-07:00

the clock shows 4 am
yet i am wide awake
trashing around the bed
not being able to sleep
only 4 hours ago i was playing a short game of DOTA
with the AI which was me a good
4/6 rounds.....haiz
Anyway i continue to lie in bed
trashing around the bed
praying to god that time goes faster
or i fall asleep
which never did happen
I stayed awake
an agonising 3 hours later
i skrew trying to sleep
and just go down and start my daily chores

Well
i had scout MTG at 9am
today was supose to be exco mtg
so we will be meeting up with the girl exco today
The 1st thing that pop in my head was
...Sombody later sure chi ko d wan ler either pheng sheng or daniel...
that was what i tot la but i was proven wrong
later on the day....we will get back to this subject

Upon arriving the destination
i waited and waited and waited and waited
Not even the shadow of mathew was there
and its already 9.15!!!!
i took out my hp to see clearly if i had read his msg wrong
but well
it wasnt
its stated there clearly 9AM!!!
as soon as i kept my hp mathew arrive....swt
We went to the class rooms and started to arrange the table
The table was arrange in a large square shape
with a hollow in the center
mathew' and chong yen 's imagination went wild
all the way from mathew strinping in the center
to wild gladiator fights where mat was the king
and pheng sheng and a gorilla is the gladiator

The guides arrive not long after
Mathew came up with a plot
dat
pheng sheng should be left sitting in the far coner with zhou sik
so that he doenst tok balls too much
and zhou sik will anoy him
so that he doesnt talk balls too much

Well as soon as he arrive
he saw mat and daniel in exco mufit
if u dont know the difference between exco and member mufti
the exco mufti has a dark blue colour
while member mufti is light blue
Then he shouted at daniel

Pheng Sheng : Lema eh u all arr ke kiang la wear exco mufti
Daniel : *Forgotten the text*

Then pheng sheng went out the mtg room

Pheng sheng : wei where is chong wee wei
Daniel : for what
Pheng sheng :Take the exco mufti la lema
Daniel : =.= now who ke kiang arr
Pgeng sheng : where la
Daniel : behind there

as daniels point behind the class room
pheng sheng runs in the class room
while daniel call me and both of us ran to the
form 6th block to take the mufti from chong wee
our goal was
to prevent pheng sheng from wearing the mufti
just for fun
as soon as he realise what we were up to
he quickly caught up to us
but daniel was faster
and got the mufti
hastala vista exco mufti hahahaha

During MTg there was a few funny events that happen
One was when mathew was asking
the guides about their name

(The guides are telling mat their name)

Mat : HAr!! cannot hear u la
Guides : My name is *yada yada*

(mat was buzy talking)

Mat : Ok now lets get on with the MTG as i was saying
............eeer whats ur name again???**

(** refering the the guides who just mention their name)

Thank god the guides were ki kuai eh ppl
laughing all away nya wan or else bye bye good impression d

after dat on the same batch of guides

Guides : we all cannot come on *a certain date*
Mat : WHY!!
Guides : we all go holiday
Mat : go what???
Guides : Holiday!!
Mat : u mean under sch or holiday wan
Guides : HOLIDAY!!!

Well i have nothing to say
to coment about this
for the greater good of myself

Mtg started and ended just like that
to my and ivans opinion
the ice breaker session was a totol failure
everyone still kinda blur who is who

Mathew demanded we go to class room to clear up
as soon as we reach
he say he stomach ace and went off
me dan and pheng sheng clear everything up
went out
and guess who we saw
MATHEW chiko with the SGGHS guides
out of everybody it had to be him...tsk tsk tsk

I went to MCD makan
den chow go wait for T304
which came 30 minits later

Nothing much happen after that
at night
i watch a show
which i am not sure the name
but i think its
"Monet Not Enuf "
The start was funny la
after all its a comedy
but after reaching the mid point to the climax to the ending
it really became a sad story
because well
u really really dam pity the ama u know
seriously
i write the the sypnosis of dat part down la easier

The ama got 3 kia
the 3 kia all married d wan
all of them doing well in buisness
den suddenly
1 of them the company someone pecah amanah
so now he bank crupt
the 2nd is the distributor of a product
which is supose to cure ppl
but then it turn up to give sickness
so he also kena bankrupt
the 3rd one work for the 2nd one as a salesman
after the product bankrupt he also tutup gerai la

They all banyak hutang
so all go pinjam from the ama
the ama u know la
just give them la
c the face of the ama dam dam dam kelian man

give d
the ama EMO
becos she say
she scared not enuf money to help the kia
so she go ask the friend
the friend teach her go beg for money in kopitiam
when the ama go do
the 1st person she ask is the wellfare worker
so she kena masuk old folks home
The kia come a few minits later to take her out
sambil memarahi nya which again c d dam kelian
on the way out she pengsan cos well she diabetic wan
She masuk hospital then was discharged

(* there is a blank to the story as i was drawing upstairs*)
When i finally did came back
this is where it was now

The ama masuk balik hospital
dis time teruk punya kes d
the 3 kia go burn the kim chuah for her
as soon as the kim chuah burn
the ama eh beat went teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
which means no beat la
the doctor go and take blood from the blood bank
at the same time
the wife of the 1st kia
was speeding with their kia inside
as they were buzy kap siau tang
the car crash and the kia fly out and u know la
teruk sampai teruk
masuk same hospital
and doctor say
"WE NEED BLOOD DONOR"
the parents cannot donate becos
one is anemic and one got liver problem
not enuf time go blood bank
and there is oni 2 packet of that blood nya
and its for another patient
which is the ama
so the 1st kia eh wife ran upstairs to take the blood
the other 2 kia ma luan lo
they all end up fighting over the blood
the ama woke up
saw her kia
she just took her life support out
and bye bye ama
The scene arrr..........waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
pityfulll really really pityful
and its supose to be a COMEDY!!!
in the end
they win 4d toto
1st prize
and everything went back as normal
the end

haiz
oni thing i can say is dam kelian nya
oh well

till then

Life is an anoying circle

2008-09-26T07:08:00.000-07:00

School was
As usual as everyday is
except for 2 factors:

-1 week holiday after today
-there is a guy who is sedang merajuk againts me

well
my day couldnt have been more boring
if without the help of the guy who sedang merajuk
well
he sedang merajuk
becos
i didnt want to tell him about sum "THINGS"
i was whispering to another friend which was
well not related to him la

Seeing his behavior
it reminds me of last year
B4 traplex
B4 i setia to my own unit
which was when
i go to one patrol to another
helping them...............which i soon came to regret

It was during school about the same time last year
where Falcon patrol came and ask me for their help
however reluctant i was to help
i couldnt leave them to rot either
because well i have friends there too
and it will hurt sooo much to me if they end up crying
becos of failure

Anyway
during one of the MTG
which was during sch
we were just playing around talking bout gossip
as u might have guess
being in a stat of high along with the other members
i sent a msg to the friend of mine
who is a friend to the person the falcon patrol leader likes
however
this was a HUGE error
u know why??
because the whole school was standing behind
the hp of the friend i just sent the msg too
and so not long after which was about 30 minits the whole school knows

And so
the PL doing what everybody would
go to hiding trying to avoid the person
either to hide his shame or afraid to face rejection
He was hiding inside the hse of his members
while the person was outside working
the person now loath's me.....wouldnt blame her

i tried coxing the PL to come out
but by all means failure
AND so
i had to resort to my last trick
hilang maruah trick hahaha

well
i just left him there
knowing exactly what he was going to do next
i went outside
thicken my skin
said sorry to the person
and as soon as i did that

The PL did what I expected him to do
he came out
and started shouting while crying
i just shut my mouth
knowing no good would come from saying anything
after he was done
i ask the member to allow me to chow
becos
i mean like
how can u NOT feel uneasy sitting beside
the person who just skrew u
after he merajuk
over WHAT I myself did

and so
i fake a smile
and just went off
doing other erands for the Unit
which was the starting point of me setia to the unit
becos
to me there was really no point helping others anymore
of course
i still went around helping other patrol
but...
only if they ask
if not den i dont care ler

and so
end in end
this whole thing tought me
TO KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT
and
its useless consulting a guy
who sedang merajuk againts u
lebih lebih lagi if u cause wan

because well its useless
ANd so
seeing my good friend today merajuk until lidat
i just ignored him
which is well
you can call me
not much of a friend
but well
I am what i am
I change for myself if not for the best
...........................

After all that event above
i actually sworn not to voice it out again
but
i actually feel relieve
that i can finally tell somebody bout it
my blog

A whole load of head pain

2008-09-21T03:44:00.000-07:00

BAH!!!

suddenly woke up from my not so long slumber

only yesterday

i went to a cyber cafe with adrian

to download many anti spyware and virus program

to be more exact 6 of it

and so

i left my cpu running all nite long

scanning for virus and spyware....all 6 of it at one time

i look at the watch and

LEEEEEEEEMMMMMMMAAAAAAAAA

3am in the morning oni

Yawn

i went to check on the cpu

and FINALLY

all the downloading paid off

it caught 7 trojan horse per anti virus and spyware haha

bye bye spyware i hate u hahahaha

there goes all my worries of sending nonsence to ppl muahaha

After going back to sleep

i woke up again at 7am...which was already to me

kinda late...

okok i speed off the rest of the day cos

well nothing happen

During physic class

i heard a very interesting theory haha

its about heat and charles law

which stats that

volume is linearly poportional to tempreture

which means

the lower the tempreture the smaller the volume

as the theory goes

when we cool down air in a confine place

air pressure starts to decrease and volume decreases

after a certain period of tempreture

we can find

that

the graph meets zero at a point

which basicly means

air is compress in to zero volume

or in other words becomes nothing

this tempreture is -273 degree also known as absolute zero

what makes me thinking is

if air can be cooled to a point where the volume is zero

then wouldnt it make a vacume

and if this is so

since

what can work in one way should ultimately also work the other

means

heating vacume will produce AIR????

buts here's the catch

vacume is NOTHING AT ALL

haiz

if u have an answer to it

plz tell me haha

till then

A whole world of complications

2008-09-13T01:22:00.000-07:00

I woke up today
feeling something wasnt right
the weight of my heart feels so heavy
i wonder why
maby because
i am just power crazy and being demoted
to a VUS is just a big blow to me ego dats all
who cares

I went to school for Troop Investuture today
i reach there at 7
seeing only me and daniel where there
we went on setting up the whole place
with the help of 3 PL's
when we were finally done
we found out
that
troop flag pole was easily 2-3 arms length
longer than other flag pole
making it tooo high
since we have no parang or saw
we had to resort to a sesat method
using the digger and hammering it to the bamboo
and so we manage to tear a good 3 arms length off the bamboo
now its ok but still too tall
who cares la
move on to the ceremony

The investment of recruits,members to ventures and venture
to full pledge ventures were held
during the investiture
of venture to full pledge ventures
our very own MR.LIM did a mistake
and gave a whole series of wrong comands haha
normal la.
We all had a good laugh
however there was still a feeling of heaviness in m heart
ish
i wish i wasnt so power crazy...aargh

After all that bull shit
we had some drilling sessions
during that time
we had to jog one lap around the field
syncronise
however
during the run
some of them kam lan
go change the timing from

kiri kiri kiri kanan kiri

it change to

kieu kieu kieu kan kieu

which means

oyster, oyester, oyster have sex with oyster

The person was
non other than
Mr.Lim Pheng sheng haha
when
the ASSM ask who say wan
all of us say PHENG SHENG
den ASSM ask
should we pump him
all the unit member shout
YES SIR hahahaha
and so
Mr lim
had to pump 250 times lol lol lol

After all the drilling
it came to the investiture of PL,PS,VUL,VUS
During that time
the heaviness in my heart
increase significantly
showing how power crazy i am haiz
i was force to fake a smile
and just go along with it
hahaha
memang padan muka saya punya la
kam lan so much in camp summore la
hahahaha

After all of that
came investiture of ATL and TL
chong yen came and anouce one by one
started with

LIM PHENG SHENG

then

MATTHEW ELLIOT

followed by

DANIEL CHIAU

at this
we were all in confuse because
WHO THE HELL IS TL IF ALL ATL???
In between the confusion
i pass around message saying

THROW ALL ATL AND TL TO POND LATER

then they anounce not long after that
there will be another ATL this year
and he is

QUAH JIT SHEN

i went like LEEEMAAA
WTF WTH KNN MCB
lan pa tua d man hahaha
but still standing there with them
my heart was still feeling the heavyness
but getting a post dis huge
was supose to earase the POWER CRAZY
feeling i have should it
then if it is not POWER CRAZY then what the hell is it

After that
i voluntary jump into the pond
because it was tradition
and because
i was the one who tell everybody to do it
so haiz

After that
there was COH
den when that was over
i went over to MCD
only to find out
my dad was already there
so i eat lunch there with my dad and bro
but
something didnt felt right
After lunch
we went to fetch my mum
and then
we went on a detour
to visit my grand mum
who is ill

as soon as we reach there
i finally found the answer to my feelings
as soon as we reach there
we went to where my grandmum was sleeping
(She is in my aunts house..my aunt is a nurse)
my aunt went to check her pulse
and said
OMG
she has pass on
i was like................................
okok i am speachless
i dont know what to say
this is the second time
someone i know pass away
but
it didnt came to a shock to me
because
it had to come sooner or later
right beside the door
to my grandmums room
there was a dragonfly which also drop dead
there this morning.....haiz

However
weird this is
everytime my aunt says
" ama has pass away.."
I couldnt help noticing that
i was about to break into laughter....
you most prob think i am evil and hate my grandmum
well think again
becos i am not that kind of person
but i still dont know why i feel like laughing
maby its because
it was for a greater good
and i felt happy
she pass on a painless...........
But all in all
the sadness its there
even thought i am not crying
my face shows no emotion
But my heart feels loads

Anyway
i have to go right now
Might not be updating for a while
because of funeral ceremonies
till then

A Never ending Dilema

2008-09-12T00:53:00.000-07:00

*Yawn*
woke up early today morning
had another one of those unusual dreams
this time
it was about a coke
mutating into millions of cochroach haha
weird head of mine hahaha

Anyway

I went to school
today was different
i had to take some picutures for YE
about production of the ping pong ball
being the Lazy person i am
i took one of the ready made
and reverse the whole process
wahahahaha
i know i know
its bad and all
but truth to be told
i already gave up on YE haiz

The time was extreamly slow today
i wonder why
maby its because singh is back haha
ANyway
back in class
i was listening to stephen and everybody
talking bout alot of things
ranging from
fear to final fantasy all the way to KOL

being the weird guy i am
i listen to all of them
and came up with a whole idea
and story line for a comic
the story line is something like this

A teacher wants to take over the school
after the headmaster did "something" to him
Upon years and years of service to the school
he found out
before it was a school
it was originally a reserch lab
for new weapon and development facility
aka Project G.A.Y
(Guns and Arms studY)

During the period of the study
they put a young mentaly sick alien name KUMAR
to coma
to do reserch onto him
while doing that
they found out
by tapping into kumars head
they can manipulte his taughts
and use it to
summon weapons from another world
A.K.A DOTA
They manage to summon
a large aray of weaponary from Kumar
before the project was force to shut down
due to missuse of facility
Kumar who is in a artificial coma
was cut out of his life support
and was assume DEAD
Now
the teacher
also known as Manaroath (not real name because
if it was i would get kill if the comic fall in the hand of
my diciplin teacher,head master, or any teacher )
wants to obtain the powerfull artifacts
left by the pass scientist
while doing so
he accidently unleash the wrath of KUMAR
onto the world

A whole bucket of crap right hahaha
lol normal for me la hahaha
tmo got Troop investiture

lets see whats gona happen
till then

Comical relief

2008-09-09T05:02:00.000-07:00

Darkness enlop me this morning
as i open my eye
i only saw darkness haha
had a weird dream last night
about people which can fight using
weapons from a game call dota
it spark an idea for me to draw a comic
which i dont think i will draw anytime soon
because if i do
i will be distracted from studies

In school
it was as normal as everyday
except that
there was a bat flying all over the class room
we who had nothing better to do
started shouting at the bat
saying

OOI SOHAI DONT SOHAI LA LEMA!!!

after a while
the bat started to molt his skin
dont ask me how
but i saw strands of its fur dropping beside me
where i was talking with radin
words cannot describe how disgusting it is haha

During school
the whole class was talking bout KOL
lol nothing better to do
i am still broke from my MMG exploits
beside that
we were also talking bout the new chemistry
teacher in my class
Frankly speaking
we dont like her haha
when she teaches, it makes Pn.Akbahanar
our old chemistry teacher look like a GOD
and if u dont know
Pn.Akbahanar is know to be boring
and for that
she has earn numerous gelaran
such as
Naga Siren , sleeping aura lvl 1o , Cikgu Zombie
Undying and so on
Now since our new chemistry teacher is here
we have decided to give her a name too
we call her

MANOROTH
AKA THE PIT LORD

if u play warcrath
pit lord is a giant beast from the nether realms
and the being name MANOROTH
is a humungus beast weilding a double edge axe
which comes from hell itself hahaha
and it suits how the chemistry teacher teaches
very well

After recess
we were looking foward to 2 free periods
because our math teacher didnt came today
when we went to class
we got the shock of our lives
MANOROTH was there
we were like
Hamilanchiau
and so
we just enter class and do what 4 cekal PPL are famous for
ignore the teacher
the whole 2 period
everybody talk and talk and talk
like nobodies buisness
the teacher sat and stare at us like what
MANOROTH did when he poison the fountain of life
to curse the orcs haha

When the bell finally rings (The final bell)
me and ming wei went to mathews class
for a brief scout MTG
in the scout MTG
we were to discuss who become UL
I personally say
i dont want the post
because if i dont have the post
i will no longer be binded to the chains of duty
why u ask i dont want to be binded ???
because during camp time arr
i can ponteng MTG and go help others la of course haha
i dont know why but i have always been like this
as long as i am not binded by duty
i dont give a dam wahahaha

When they gave us a paper each to vote
i happily voted for my opponent
GOH CHENG KWANG
when the paper was pass up
i came to realise
if i were to get just one vote
i would already be happy
because
most of the people in the MTG
were more of Chenzs friend than mine
so
base on malaysian thinking
they will definitely vote for chen haha

when the results were anouce
it came to my amazement
i actually did got one vote
which came from ming wei haha
lol

while walking out of the MTG
i had a heavy feeling in my heart
which i dont know why
if you can tell me why
plz do
because its still bugging me haha
i guess maby
years of power
has corrupted my head
oh well
i have got to live with it anyway

well
nothing much besides that
till then

Divine Punishment

2008-09-06T07:29:00.000-07:00

Today
i woke up like
4 am in the morning
because i couldnt sleep
its weird because i slept late the other day
which was at 1
sleepyness makes my head go round
at least i guess ahaha
i went to school
to meet up with shaun
knowing how malaysian time works
i sat down
and draw a picture
its not yet completed tought
its a drawing of a fiesty girl haha
nothing better to do ler
actaully
its because i saw 2 weird union school girls
today morning at MCD b4 i went to school
they were pushing the door like they dont have energy haha
in my words i would have called them high
anytime of the year
but i guess
toughts should always be left as toughts

After finish drawing
i walk all the way to SM
to meet up with shaun
and go a few rounds of dota
and KOL

half way dotaing
my dad came
and pass me the flowers
i had to bring for buddhist society
well i got the shock of my life
when i saw the flowers
i wasnt the normal flowers
it was a lotus flower.....GG
and so
after dotaing
me and shaun ran from SM to Free school maket
to see if there was any flowers selling there
but it wasnt our luck
becuase the shop was close
and whats worst we were walking in the rain
running for a while
made the injured part of my ankle
the one which i tought was cured
hurt again..........aaaargh
the rain only worsten in time
by the time we reach temple
we were soaking wet

At temple
we found out
another group or people
have came and clean up the temple this morning
so our spring cleaning got called off
replace with a whole
one hour full of
MEDITATING session

after meditating and finally blessing
i went back
and go back to KOL
this time
is to regain my 2mil meat via MMG
(MONEY MAKING GAME)
its a kind of luck thing where they flip a coin
if heads u win double the amount u bet
if u lose well u lose all u bet...ouch
the whole game is a conspiracy i tell you hahaha
oh well
i sold off some valueble stuff
and gain 400k
then i went to MMG
all was good
i was already at 600k
then i lost three 50k bets
then i wanted to reduce my bet
to 30k
however
when i click 30k
i ter put extra one 0
and it became 300k
and b4 i can retract the bet
BAM
U LOSE 300k
i was like
LEMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but then again
base on statictic
i lost 4 times in a row
which was an abnormality
which means
next bet
sure win wan
or at least thats what the rest
of my prediction says and
i have proven it right so many times d
and so
i put all the money that i have left
and then
BAM
You lose 190k meat
i was like
LLLLLLEEEEEMMMMMMMAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!
aaaagggghh
haiz
i guess
ada menang ada kalah ler
hahaha
now i amm hardcore poor again in the game

well
going to bed now
till then

Buddhist exam

2008-08-31T04:50:00.000-07:00

Had to wake up early today
not because i have to be in school
because i needed a last minits revision
on the Buddhist exam i was taking
in a few hours time haha

It was 8.15 when me and my family left the hse
for breakfast
after that
we went to my grandmum's house to visit her
after that
i went home reaching at 10 sumthing
i took out the Life of the Buddha text book
and started to read haha
weird thing is
the test i am actually taking is only preliminary
which in short means
.."KINDERGARDEN"..
swt rite

And so i went to temple
on my way there
i recieve a phone call from meng jiang
who ask me to tumpang him
2 sec after i close the phone
adrian phone come and ask me to tumpang him to haha
and so
being who i am
tumpang saja la hahahaha
over there
we sat in the libary
making last minit preparations

Adrian finally gave up
and went to eat ice-cream haha
he and meng jiang went
just as they went out
shaun came in haha
we talk for a while
and then decided to skrew last minit revising
and went to meet up with adrian
all the form 4 were there
eating ice cream haha
the ice cream man laughing all the way to the bank again d haha
we finally went to the exam hall
exam started at 2.00
i finish the whole paper at 2.10
after all its a kindergarden paper
i went out of the exam hall at 2.20
after giving adrian an juicy amount of answers haha
I went down
followed by meng jiang
shaun,tung,ming wei and finaly adrian
We went out to talk then turn back
and saw
everybody start working
swt man
exam supose to liau in 40minits time
but ppl already start cleaning up the hall haha
and so
as president
i have to fufill my destiny hahaha
i went up and help them take tables down
being the stupid nut i am
since everybody take one table
i will take 2 hahaha
stupid rite
but since i can coloki ler hahaha
after dat
it was only 3
which was the time we espected to start work
but we already finish it
so me shaun adrian and ming wei went to SK to have a round of dota
b4 we end the day
it was a eeer normal game
i pick sand King...the only hero i can use properly without fumbling
i got team up with ming wei
while shaun with adrian
i was luckly
because shaun agree to dont deny creeps
and so
it gave me alot of opportunity to farm 1st
and secondly
they put me with shaun in the same lane
which means
i dont get harass as much as adrian does to me
which means
OWNAGE hahaha
i was ownage early game
killing shaun afew times
but by the way he play
he most prob was giving chance wan
or else
i would be lucky to be able to kill anybody haha
in the end of the game
me and ming wei won
thanks to shaun for giving me startting income haha
anyway
after than
i reach home
and get some rest
now i am updating my post
well i really should get going now
till then

More temple duty

2008-08-30T08:37:00.000-07:00

Today
i was supose to go to school at 10
to meet up with shaun for a "SCOUT" mtg
which always ends up at the cc
b4 hiting ah keong
which is a wantan mee seller
and so
since i didnt have to wake up early
i took this rare opportunity to get some extra shut eye
my phone rang at 9
it was shaun
apparently
his mtg has ended due to lack of members
which means
i should already be there haha
and so off i go to school....ish
when i finally reach there
we took a trip to ah keong and had breakfast 1st
after that we hit the cc for a while
which i now truly regret
the only thing i did not regret was half life
everything else was bull shit
i mean seriously
it was dam dam dam dam lagg haha
waiting for the dam screen to load took ages
we finally gave up cc and went to the temple early
2 hours early...
we went there
and then we decided to do some revision
because tomorrow got buddhist exam
so have to study hard haha
half way through the books
afrian went to sleep on the floor haha
followed by shaun
and we woke up at 1.40 lik dat
which was still an hour to go b4 mtg start
we finally decided
to go to the front gate to wait
over there
we were so thirsty
we bought 4 sticks of ice-cream per person haha
me,meng jiang,shaun and adrian
the ice cream man was all smiles all the way to the bank
we however
ate all the way till teacher come
when she did
we were given task per person
i logically did the muscle job
which was transferring and all
u know la the kuli punya kerja
after all was done
we were task to wash the chairs
there was one exceptionally hard to separate
i finally did separate it
with the cost of my hand thought
after that we all went home.......finally
at home
i think i just doze off until 7
when i went on9 and do my usual kol
i added a few new friend on MSN haha
had a nice chat with her and the rest of them
on msn
which was the only reason why i was on9 for so long anyway
Adrian also started to play kol now
the game is spreading like an epidemic around the sch haha
the game was laggy today
so i just did what i am supose to do and get out
or risk blowing up my cpu haha
well
nothing much left to do now
except clicking the publish post button below me haha
well i guess its now time to push it
till then

MBS CC

2008-08-24T04:49:00.000-07:00

I know i have been NOT posting up stuff

but its all for a good cause........at least i think

ok well

i attended MBS combine cookout which is like a camp

let me sypnosis the whole thing

during the whole camp

which literally destroyed my plan

for a peacefull holiday

because it made me go to scout MTG during school holidays

anyway

me,eam ming,daniel,Pheng sheng and Alex combined

with PCGHS guides mandy,huimin,wan qing,Amber and woei jai

well truth to be told

it was really really hectic muahahaha

Day 1

I was already on my way to MBS CC (in my dad's car)

when i recieve a MSG

"JIT SHEN i tot your supose to meet in scout den b4 7???"

and so i reply

"U tell me at MBS b4 8 lema"

and so i had to tell my dad to go PFS what to do haha

but i couldnt prolong it because my dad has to go hospital

for my grand mum

when i reach PFS

i saw the whole unit there

i went down the car and then pheng sheng said

wei can help us transport stuff to MBS boh

and so i force a smile and went to my dad and ask

he said can

and so ok lo

nearing MBS

a kancil ram my dad's car

seeing my dad;s expression

i keep my mouth shut

not only my dad but myself also sipek am te man

In mbs

we started work on our gadgets

i found out the campsite was like FREAKING SMALL

what to do la

anyway i skip all the unimportant fact and go to the higlights

-HIGHLIGHTS OF THE DAY-

-all the scouts keep expressing their ANTI-PHENG SHENG aditude

including me obviously haha...in short we keep finding things to blame him

however the one thing we keep blaming him was

"PHENG SHENG ARR DO WORK LA!!!'

lol man becos he keep asking us to do then he pula hilangkan diri

but then again it might be becos we want to see him not doing work

so we keep remembering when he dont do work and when he does haha

-The word i said the most during the whole duration of the camp is

minta maaf becos due to my working aditude i wont really realise my sourounding

well mainly due to i am 100% focus on working and also i am dam dam dam blur

Almost all the scouts already know this so they avoid me when i am doing work

however the guides different story haha

well after that i had to went home early

we didnt have lunch

so we keep complaining about labour abuse during camp

haha

anyway

when i reach back

i was supose to bath and go out to eat

but after bathing in hot water....yeah hot water man

i went to my bed

and instantly fell asleep at 6pm all the way to the next morning at 5 amazing

DAY 2

as said above

i woke up at 5

i spent my whole nite dreaming of a headless body

which i am not gona talk about anymore because it freaks me out

i went to MBS at 7 as said by pheng sheng

my dad ask if there was time to go for breakfast

i said no because i was running late

when i reach there

it was totally empty

not a pheng sheng in sight

and so i went down

knowing i am gona regret telling my dad dat

i waited for a good 10 minits b4 the 1st guides came

it was wan qing

and then it was followed by mandy and hui min

and finally alex and the rest of them

we continue building the tower

okok i think i will do the highlights thing

-HIGHLIGHTS OF THE DAY-

-The raised stove got burnt all the way through in the centre

due to over weight haha

know at least i know.....7GTS stove serve no purpose muahahaha

-during strike camp

i went on one of my strike frenzy haha

(P.S i really love strike camp because its when we can bent our anger)

1st i called everybody in the patrol to move behind me and strike

other gadget and leave the tower to me

and in no circumstances come infront of me or pass the tower

then i strike off the lader

alex ran up the tower and strike the conecting platform

and then i did the most fufilling thing i have ever done in camp

i took the tower from the bottow and toss it...

yeah u heard me right...tossed it muahaha

after than me and alex went on super frenzy

jumping on the tower and sawing chopping every bit

of rafia conecting any joints of bamboo together hahaha

well it took a toll on us

after that we both got so drained that

both of my legs got minor cramp

and i instantly got a minor fever

if u want to know how i know

i base fever on the number 1 syptoms

which is feeling very very cold in a hot day or the opposite haha

-Prize GIving

all the guides except woei Jai was left at camp

during the ceremony

we expected to win at least something

so we told woei jai to be prepared to ganti the PS

however we were bitterly disapointed

when we didnt won anything ......ouch

i cant deny it

i was sadden by the fact

however

i knew it was for a cause

our raised stove that burnt throught haiz

anyway

in the name of good sportsmanship

i smile and laught in front of every one

but while doing so

i quickly took up my beg and equipment

and chow to avoid more faking laughs and smiles

on my way out Alex meet up with me

and we shouted as much as we could

and then

he shouted

' YOU KNOW WHY WE LOSE?? '

i answered

' BECOS OUR RAISED STOVE BAKAR SATU LUBANG "

then he answere

" yeah dat AND BECOS PHENG SHENG DIDNT DO WORK"

and we continue to shout all the way to the gate

avoiding the guards stare haha

we went home

and like the day b4

i fell asleep as soon as i hit the bed

TODAY

i woke up today

dreaming of a weird buly case

involving abuse, magic, and weird weird stuff

i sometimes wonder whats wrong with my head

but man i wish i never had a dream like dat again

its worst than FEAR the game man

since the hour i woke up

besides the aching all over my body

i had an urge to draw a picture

a picture of the whole patrol and the tower

and so i started on it

starting at 9.20 am

i draw

and draw

and go tuition

then continue to draw

and draw

then went for a hair cut

and finally went home

to continue drawing

and finally at 7.15 pm

i finished drawing

HALLELUJAH

heres the pic

and it comes with the names

however

its soooooo small i doubt anybody can see it haha

enjoy

Well i know it aint dat good

but i guess its fine to me hahaha

till then

Scout MTG

2008-08-18T18:47:00.000-07:00

Woke up exceptionally late yesterday
it has been awhile since i sleep so soundly haha
however
slacking off was not a choice
because i had scout MTG afew hour later
and so
i got up and prepared
when i finally went to school
nobody was there to be seen.
well i am already used to it because
scouts are always 30 minits late and never early
we did a few things there
skewer,cups,fork,spoon and our patrol flag
incase you dont know what this is for
which i know you dont
its for MBS combine camp
well nothing much happened besides that
all the way toward lunch
at lunch i found out about saturdays mtg
which i didnt attend due to transportation complications

they were there to inspect the guides cooking
and apparently
according to them
i can safely assume
a monkey can cook better than them
well i know its an exzesaration
and yes i know i cant spell it corectlly either
ah well
when we were about to chow from MCD
pheng sheng's bag was pulling a small tray
which has tomato sauce on it
daniel with ALOT of intentions
push the tomato sauce tray onto pheng sheng
and now pheng shengs pants is full of tomato sauce
pheng sheng being who he is
want revenge
so he took some and wanted to throw at daniel
which never happened
however on the way back
daniel accidently drip some water on pheng shengs pants again
pheng sheng naik again lo then threaten to spill his sprite at daniel
there was a row between them
which ended with daniel accidently pushing pheng shengs sprite
to the floor accidently
this was the last straw
pheng sheng took the sprite and throw all its contents at daniel
daniel replied with throwing his coke on pheng sheng
and it all FINALLY ends with everybody laughing haha

well besides that hillarious event
nothing much happened after that
till then

Haiz

2008-08-15T07:17:00.000-07:00

Its been a week since i feel in the drain
My leg was wraped in bandages the whole week
today i finally decided
to take it off hahaha
I have cut myself off my meds since thursday
so i expect some of the pain to return
and they did without fail
what seam to be a easy task like walking yesterday
is now harder than i thought
well mainly because every step hurts
but it still doesnt stop me from running and jumping
muahahaha
which of course i will soon regret
on my way back from school
my decision to run and jump earlier starts to haunt me
my leg starts to hurt like hell again
when i go for scout mtg tmo
i think i will put on my bandages again
hahaha
till then

ATC 2008....

2008-08-11T04:30:00.000-07:00

It started on Friday
and it ended yesterday
ATC 2008 was really really fun haha
lets do it in a laporan form

Thursday
I went to MCD with shaun b4 i go campsite
to eat b4 i go camp la haha
when we reach
i saw the bamboo all unloaded already
so i went to hawk patrol to collect my unit bamboo
which was like 23 only haha
i was planing to build a pondok only
not because i was lazy or anything
but becos we wanted to play play abit la
and also
to enjoy b4 we go TRAPLEX and pia like shit haha
okok
after taking the bamboo
i went and start to cut the bamboo
we were doing it out of pure anggaran
due to the fact that we dont have any measuring tape
truth to be told
i have never been to camp with one anyway
and so
by the end of day one
half of the pondok was done thanks to the help of shaun

Friday
i went straight to the camp site
to do the finishing touches with it
my dad comes afew minits later with my charchole stove
and so the pondok was completed tada
the charchole stove was an exact fit
by the time everything was done
it was about 6 already
ming wei started the fire pit
for our dinner
we had a nice time barbecueing haha
chong yen asked us to closed the back of the pondok
so that members dont see it
as soon as i wanted to do it
mingwei ask if we dont closed it permanently
to use it as a back door
becos out to pass the pit and to sit on the other side
would be hard due to the fact
the pit is hot
and so i came up with a sort of japanese door
the one with a cloth sticking down from the top
..well truth to be told
it serve no purpose if we wanted to stop junior
from seeing what we were doing
....sorry chong yen....
we went back after the camp
becos tmo got school wahaha

Saturday and Sunday

Reported in at 2.15 am
there was nothing i can really do
and so i started on my backwoods man utensils
i started on making cups
becos its the only utensil i am good in making haha
i made around 2 b4 the exco's called the unit
to help them set up the monkey crawl
we went
apparently
daniel forgotten how to tie the monkey crawl knot
and so
we were tying rots for the 1st 30 minits
until mathew the saviour came
and brought the senior scout hand book
and inside it was how to tie the monkey crawl knot
yes yes yes
after tying the know
we stayed at the place
chatting
i got bored of their chatter
mainly about motor bikes
and so i took out my head set
plug into my phone
and listen to the radio
Session finally arrive
and hour later
we found out that we tied the knot to near
and thus we cannot thighten it too much
and so somebody has to pull the string manually
and that person is naturally me haiz
it was ok la
after that
nothing much happen
until b4 campfire nite
we went to bath
when i enter the toilet
darren decided to kick a door where pheng sheng was bathing
as luck was not with him
the door felled down with a big bang
oh-oooo
we quickly put the door back up
and bath
me and daniel was the1st and so we went back to campsite
when we reached
me,chen,dennis and ming wei went to hiding
becos tonite we were having bbq
we already told daniel about this
while hidding
we heard zhou sik shouting very very loud
and suddenly something came to our head
does the senior exco know???
lema d lo
and so i went to hq
and went and tell ivan
he say go to hiding
so i went and told ming wei they all
they say go ranks den talk later la
ming wei has this comanding aura with him
so i had to agree only la
.....sorry ivan.....
we went to campfire
eam ming was invited to sing after hawk patrol's skecth
i went and pull him out
while doing so
he accidently step on my toe
which cause my right toe nail to crack to half
i had to pretend like nothing is happening
to prevent the juniors from knowing
so that i dont spoil their campfire
as far as i know, i was stuck over there
at least until free dance
when pheng sheng gave us the signal
to chow back to campsite
there we had the barbecue
ivan came and told us make sure clear up b4 member came back
as soon as he said that
darren came with his mercedes car
and aparently came to the tech block
where he accidently got his tire stuck in the longkang..
and so we had to manually pull it out
when members did came back
everything was cleaned
however
they had to go and take exam
pity them nya
while they were going
unit was bincang-ing where to go tonite
they were all planning to chow
i mearly agreed with them...
and so as soon as the members went to exam
unit was about to chow
when ivan came and say wan to chow...den chow
but dont make so much noise to me
i went to tell the other unit
but the 1st thing they did was on their motor
and chow...very noisy
i was like lema d la dis time
i went in to darren's mercedes car and chow with them la
i still feel guilty...
we chow to strike 1 and played dota
i really dont like playing dota with friends and all
becos number one i am a freaking noob
i almost always click on the wrong button on the wrong time
and so i will piss many people off
and the worst is if i piss my friends off
haiz
but i had to la
and the worst thing dat can happen happened
i got jakiro
eveytime they ask me to ice
i always terclick my ulti
i was the feeder in the game also
and so i resorted in statying in the base and play other game
i went to kol for a while
and then fell asleep
i woke up 30 minits later to be inform we were about to return to sch
darren drop us outside the gate
it was 4.30 in the morning
we passed the porch
i saw chong yen and the 3 atls
i was wondering what they were doing
so dennis and eam ming went to c
as soon as we went nearer to the porch
and indian guy passed the porch on his motor
and i saw ting chow there
there is only one thing that can be going on there
-SKREWING SESSION-
i knew better and ask them to chow ASAP
however pheng sheng came out
and say
lema why u all drive motor in
we said it wasnt us cos it was the farking indian guy
as soon as i said that
i head ting chow's roar of doom
which said "VENTURES GET LOST!!!!"
and so we ran away from there la what else
20 minits later
pheng sheng came to see us
and said
ting chow wanted to see the ventures
it was exactly what i expected
a skrewing session
what i didnt expected is:

-chong yen told us what he did to cover our asses up
(and i know it is true especially the part the ventures all
drive out with the motor thing)

-ming wei started a shouting match with ting chow
(very very loud....from the porch the sound could be heard at the campsite)

after the skrewing session
i was in kinda of a deep thought
cos i know almost every single word they said was true
except the accusation bout the units driving pass the porch at nite
cos from what i know
we were out off camp in strike 1 playing dota and they knew bout it
the others however
had wrong point of views concerning the skrewing
they went from kam lan to vengence againts the exco
i tried to be the midle man between both sides
but i know
i will never work
because i will end up being enemy to both sides haiz
the whole unit went to sleep
i went to my campsite to clear the whole place up
while thinking bout what chong yen said and all
the next moring after inspection
i went on striking mode early
because i know
the rest of the unit will chow very soon
i went on a rage mode
and use the parang to strike the pondok
while doing so at the last beam
the missed the bamboon
and hit my lower abdomen swt haha
my unit got around 500 pumps
duh
but it was lest than expected
because i know
the exco wasnt counting the marks for unit
due to the fact
unit didnt pay the camp fees
unit go camp play play only
and so i expect the exco prepare no trophy
and so can say
i go camp for nuts wan haha
after that assembly
there was backwoodsmen competition
many juniors came to ask me
when ever unit can come and go out of camp at will
they ask me becos i was the only one left
the rest all went back already
i told them a cover up story to cover the truth la
i told them the motor and car sound they heard last nite
was from the sound of the seniors car
and they came to skrew the unit
during they were at exam
we kena skrew
and the sound they hear
(which really was between ting chow and ming wei shouting)
was becos senior skrewing us
they believe me haha
MBS CC guides came a few minits later
i got orders from pheng sheng to help them
and so i did
they asked me how to take out the fish innerds
i dont know how la
but becos i dam ke kiang wan
i went and do what i know la
which is take out the gills and the stomach part
seing the stomach
it made me wanna puke
but i had to tahan la
however
my facial feature couldnt hide the fact i didnt like it
it was a laughing matter for the MBS guides hahaha
one of them say
kelian u la
and then she took the fish and voulunteer
however
can say
she lagi mangkuk than me
the fish not only got the innerds remove
the whole fish also moi go haha
and so
i took back the job as fish innerds remover hahaha
when i was done
i washed my hand and went around the campsite
i saw chong yen and ivan taking out pacak
i went to help them
while taking out one of it
which was deeper than the rest
so i used my full energy
when i did
the pacak fly right out
and hit my right nose
and it started to bleeded...great
went to wash for a while
den ok d
now i have a scar on my nose hahaha
i went back to the MBS guides
they were chopping chicken
and so it was now my job to do it
well i did it al right
but the chicken became moi in the end haha
not becos i noob or anything but becos the knife very "SHARP!!"=.='
and so i went back to the sink to was my hand when i was done
when one of them ask me to cut the chicken to smaller pieces
finally something i can do haha
a few minits later
i finish choopping the chicken and hand it over to them
and went back walking around
daniel challenge me to c
who can make the best twist
i took up his challenge becos i my self have a secret to make one
which was alot and alot and alot of sugar
in my doh i put sugar
b4 i go cook it i coat it with sugar
and finally
during cooking
i will add more sugar hahaha
the end product was
a caramelise outter and a biscuit like harness doh
which matthew and dickson liked alot
zhou sik said it was inedible hahaha
however
the competition didnt really had a ending
cos my twist got eaten b4 it could be compared haha
A few minits later
the exco came and ask me to explain the food the MBS guides cooked
i saw they put belacan in the fish
so i explain dat
the fish got belacan and is put under heat
so that the belacan will mix into it
and so
i dip my finger into the fish belly where the belacan was as the abundant
and said
" to prove the belacan goodness i shall eat it infront of u"
and then i stuff my mouth with the belacan
which i soon found out
was not belacan after all!!!!!
it was the black thing u find when u didnt clean the fish properly
it tasted like shit
i almost vormit
but was forced to smile and said
its soo good i cant talk
mathew didnt believe me
and eat a scoop of belacan himself
and he too end up speachless
the guides went back not long later and finaly inspection came
after the inspection i went walking
on my way back to my campsite
i accidently
slip a foot into the longkang
which cause my to fall down
and excruciating pain arise from my leg
it took me almost all my strength not to scream in pain
i could move my leg at all
luckly i drop my tongkat not far away
i turn my body a few rounds
and reach for my tongkat
i took it up to support my weight
daniel saw me and ask if i was ok
i told him what happen
he was like
lema
and said nvm la
he went and call final assembly
i dont know why i was there
becos unit not getting trophy at all
even if we did
i couldnt move to get it
and guess what happen
they called my name
as the winner to best UL trophy....
i was the only UL after all
and so i was force tmo move even in pain
i almost fell twice waking
i couldnt stand properly without my toungkat ish
the day ended with me sitting down
becos i almost kena heat stroke 2 minits after taking the trophy
the symtoms was clear
vision starting to blur
heart beat was fast but weak
hearing became weak
dizzyness...
i went back not so long after
my dad took me to the clinic
i went for an x-ray
there was no fracture or broken bones
however
it was a severe case of sprain
there was a huge swell on my ankle
accompanied by a nasty blue black
my leg got bandage to prevent it from moving
i was given some ointment to stop the pain
and some medicine
and a MC for today and tmo

Now i am here
writing my blog
i will be going to sch tmo
even thought my MC says TMO CANNOT GO SCH
but i think
its nicer in school haha
till then

Hectic

2008-08-05T04:59:00.000-07:00

A cough woke me up today
an very loud and violent one
but i should be getting use to it by now
my flan has been getting worst and worst
however
i cannot deny i am bringing the problem upon myself
eat from th carbon untie summore la hahaha
just for you to know
the carbon untie is the char mee eh untie
we call he carbon untie becos
she cook char mee or anything time
with no doubt sure got high amout of carbon
in it wan
the suprising thing is
it taste WAY BETTER than the stall beside hers
swt rite haha
anyway going to school was like usual and all
only yesterday i was rushing my self
to draw and scan all my pictures so that
i can put it into a pentdrive and give it to jho
for the powerpoint presentation
if your were wondering
yes its for my EST project
codename :MoonColony
truth to be told
everybodies idea will be about the same
because the only way you can live on the moon
is via underneath a big dome
the only difference is the facilities
for my project
we are doing a city which has
both solar and anti matter enery
solor energy is from the giant nanotech tree
in the main cube which has increase the
photosynthesis limit of the tree
by 1000 percent muahahaha
okok enough spoilers for my project
back to school
in school
i spent most of in the bengkel
this time is for the inventors club competition
we are supose to make a model
of sumthing
and well
everything that can go wrong went wrong
we were making a tank
a normal panzer
and then
it struck us
the tyres are just TOOOO big and square
plus is too short in comparison to the body
and so
we change the whole plan
and made it into a overlord tank
which is a more rectangular tank
which now
i think
it looks pretty awesome hahaha
its an achivement with no help from the president...GARY
for his enthusiasme of...
which merely means
he said
"were gona die,were gona die,were gona die" many many times
whole day long yesterday and today when he saw end product
he said
"i knew i can trust you guys all this while"
ish
Anyway
my bigest headace now is camp
only me and Ong ming wei going camp man
luckly got shaun say wan to come and help us on friday weee
extra man power
i am sticking to my plan
make one big pondok can d
i care the exco so much la
in fact
my whole unit refuse to pay the camp fees
and so i have to devise a very cos efficient price
which is rm20 per person
which if you campare to everyother people
who is like rm100 per person unti only rm20 wahaha
haiz
c first la what happen
till then

To my HORROR

2008-08-04T05:02:00.000-07:00

I know its already late and all
but its still a great story
so hear goes....
Sat morning
i woke up with enthusiame in me
to go temple and do some work
before that
i have to go to school
meet up with ong to take pictures for my moral work
as we all know
taking pictures for moral means
faking a picture where we all pretend to do work
haha
so i went to school
i was early so nobody was there yet
so i decided to go 8th south to see them camping
by doing so
i relinquish many memories
they came back to me in waves
some good...some bad...and some very very bad
no 8th south member saw me except chai
den again
chain memang very sharp wan
so understand la
anyway
after taking pictures
me and ming wei
decided to hit the cc for a while
before we go temple and work our ass off
when we did reach the temple
i was in for a shock
apparently
we all thought we were gona clean
the store room
THE FOOD STORE ROOM
however i finally bitten more than i can chew
apparently
we were going to clean THE BIG ONE
and when i say big
i mean VERY BIG
and the worst part is
we were short of 15 members
and thus the work took longer than expected
and man it was dirty in there
at one point
i took out a tray of saucer
when i pass it over
apparently
a whole colony of unknow bugs
crawled on my shirt
and i am talking about ALOT
it was sooooooooo disgusting hahahaha
i could even see one walking pass my eyes
however
that one died instantly after doing so
haiz
we finally did clear the whole thing up
and my crisp white shirt
has turn to a dark black colour
amazing
hahaha
nothing much d
till then

Sick...

2008-08-01T05:20:00.000-07:00

My cough has been getting worst lately
now
even when i am not talking
the pain is still there...ouch
i guess i should stop drinking cold water
and fried stuff
i know if you are reading this
you are most prob gona say something like
"You THINK!!!!"
Anyway
once again i have to skip tuition
for the avalanch size task i have to do
making a cerfiticate all the way to
drawing science fiction drawings for my EST project
codename MOON COLONY
so far i have finish about half of my work
dats why i am blogging now
to take a break
Tomorrow i will have to go temple
and do manual labour again..i think
not sure but i think la
very little people is gona turn up tmo
dats for sure
because i know people at heart
they just hate cleaning up.....its normal
i feel a fever comming up soon
but i guess i just have to cope with it
with my ever falling grades and all
i am certainly doom
haiz
ok now i have to go back to my
marketing report and also EST drawings
till then

Clueless and blur

2008-08-01T01:43:00.000-07:00

Well today
woke up like normal and all
but well nothing really much to say bout morning after all
ok skip skip skip
now at school b4 recess
chulan came to my class and ask for nav
a few minits later nav call me
and chulan said
"You are gona be vice captain for pinhorn"
and i was like in my head
"Yeah rite"
and so i just nod to him thinking it was a joke
we all had a very good laugh
when we decided to elect kavi as the girls captain haha
imagine la
i tell personally
if that does happens
the girls will cut their hair and come to sch as male students haha
ok back to life
at recess
i ate a plate of fried rice
even thought i have alot of flan in me
but in all my years of living
i learn

-drinking cold water when u kena this is GOOD for u
-the more teruk u kena it now the less teruk u kena it later

Anyway
my flan didnt get worst if you were wondering
well after recess
i had to go to dewan
because that is where my sporthouse AGM is being held
me,keshav,nav,patrick,shaun and ming wei sat in a group
not forgetting kavi....A.K.A Tiaga Minachi swt
as soon as we sat down
kavi started to go on one of his very
explicite talk about dogs and humans
which imediatelty draw attention and disgust all its audience
which is exactly why
if he WAS actually in some universal complexion of space and time
were to be the GIRLS CAPTAIN
the girls will cut their hair and rather be man haha
okok back to it
we shut kavi up later
and chulan start to anouce the vice captain
and guess what
now i am a vice captain....lema
haha swt la seriously
why me...among eveyone else haiz haiz haiz
okok not me oni got another 4 people
which are
azhrul (Blue), Keshav , and Navnith..the 4th guy i dunno
then patrick became AJK while jonathan
become student advisor...whatever that is
after that
i have to scram to budhist MTG
because its my 1st mtg as the President...
as soon as i reach there
chairs were being arange already
but a very little members turn up
i understand why thought
many students will ponteng sch becos
they find going to AGM a waste of time...
....unloyal brats.......
did you know betraying your sport house
is like betraying your country??
and the punishment for that is DEATH!!
okok back to budhist mtg
i was very very nervous cos is my 1st time and all
conducting a mtg...a budhist mtg not any scout mtg
due to the low count of students
the teacher got a little piss off
when she ask for volunteers
the members who were there was buzy
i dont blame them cos
Rc members got AGM also,
8th south got camp
and at 2-6 people usually have tuition wan
so ma lidat lo
our teacher needed 30 people
but only 11 can come
and thus......u know la
the rest was normal
i went home thinking bout who i can call to come
so far i manage to get gary to come
others seriously like dont care oni wan
haiz....unloyal members...ish
if you can come tomorrow saturday the 2nd of august
from 2 to 6 at mahindhama temple the one
opposite of MBS there wan den plz contact me
at 014-6012556 ok
i would gladly acept help becos i need as many as i can get
okok
time to chow
till then

Its over....for now

2008-07-31T04:55:00.000-07:00

Yipee
Exams is finally over
however
its not really a time to be celebrating
because i am getting my marks soon
besides that
i have load's and load's of projects to do
1st to come up is the inventors club invention competition
next thursday
then i have my EST project codename MoonColony
then i have my scouts camp next week...aikz
and also not forgetting all directors in YE
must prepare a report on everything
and last but not least i have to prepare afew
cerfiticates of apreciation for all EX-EXCO
members in budhist society...
and now to think of it
i need to be in temple this sat for helping out
ahh this is gona be a long week haha
today was kinda fun
i lost my voice this morning
actually no i didnt
i kena the flan yesterday
apparently when everybody just feel anyoing with it
the flan actually chokes me which
make it painful to talk and when i do i start to cough
thus i resort to not talk
it was a fun day
i exploited my calculator due to my inability to talk
i used my calculator as my comunicating device
we call this new method of talking as

"C.M.S"
Calculator Messaging System

Anyway
i finally gave up not taking around half a day later
when my throat clear up a bit
however the coughing still prevailed when i did talk
haiz
there are times when it feels like coughing blood
because the throat feels really sore
but its fine i guess hahaha
Till then

1st time....and my last

2008-07-26T01:50:00.000-07:00

Today
i woke up at 3
knowing i am gona do something bad
i couldnt fall back to sleep
the bad thing i was gona do
is ponteng school
due to scout mtg
which i have to attend at 10
and my sch oni finish at 2.40
so i decided it would be a good experience
to ponteng school...just one time
and so off i went to school
change my shirt and out of school i went
i cannot understand why people like doing it
because as soon as i reach the kopi tiam behind my sch
the guilt start to attack me
each step i took was in fear
and thus
i decided the oni thing i can do
......
go temple and pai ang kong
seriously
i went to the temple den pai ang kong
for about 20 minits
repenting my SINS
even after leaving the temple
i was still full of guilt
anyway
i went back to the kopitiam
and was about to walk out of it
and move to a CC or something to hide
but just as i took 3 steps to the kopitiam eh front
I saw MR LIM AH SENG (my head diciplin teacher)
driving pass me
this was a sign from god,............
DONT GO CC!!! which was the 1st thing dat came to my head
and so i turn back sat down and order wan tan mee
while eating i did alittle bit of studying on biology
all the way until daniel came
once daniel arrive
we both went and go in cc anyway
even after this mornings incident
i was expecting ah seng to stand and wait inside
but he wasnt there...
haiz disapointing.........
actually not because if he was i would have been skrewed
anway we both had a few rounds of Counter Strike
we couldnt play Cabal because i forgot my password
when i went to AsiaSoft and check
i found out
i also forgotten my security pin
and thus making it impossible to see my
Cabal password...ish what luck haha
soon after a few match of counter strike
which daniel lost alot
due to his lack of map experience
Pheng Sheng called and ask us to meet at eam ming's hse
there
we took a sapu chia
all the way to the guides house
in there
they introduce themself and we did the same
which by the end of the mtg
i found out dat

-my opponents will be PCGHS senior
(which in other words is the people i always go help wan)

-Pheng Sheng is no doubt the king of the art of ABC
(which literally means aligator buaya crocodile)

anway
at the end of mtg
pheng sheng ask us to give our number to them
i refuse
because
the only reason they will be calling my num
is to make me go to camp
if i end up wanting to skrew camp
but i gave them my num anyway
well after that
we went for a little shop at one stop
i bought myself a pentdrive
because i needed to use one for projects and all
at the same time
going there
reinstall my fear of heights
i never ever want to go anywhere that high again ish
okok
after that
we went for lunch at KFC
i still had my voucher from YE
so its a free lunch for me hehe =)
half way eating
we saw a rapid
so we rush our asses all the way to the bus stop
only to found out is the wrong bus wahahah
luckly the person havent clean up yet
well when we finally did finish eating
we went to the bus stop
and found out another thing
the bus we wanted to board
doesnt stop here =.='
and so eam ming took out his phone
and call the sapu chia guy
and is cost us all rm3 each
haiz what to do what to do
the sapu chia drop us at CGL
from there i walk to PFS
i thought it was still schoolding hours
so it was safe to go back
mana tau
as soon as i reach nya
sch over d.....den den den
peng chew saw me and honk me like a mad man
den my van uncle also saw me at the bus stop
moi d la dis time hahaha
luckly arif was there
and so i had a teman to talk to wahaha
or else wait rapid dam long
tan ku ku man
the rapid finally came....2 hours later
and finally reach home at 4
now i am here writing my blog
and man what a day today was haha
i will never ever ponteng sch in my entire life ever again
because man
it was a bad feeling
and now i have to go back to my SEJ hw
till then

Anoyance...

2008-07-25T04:31:00.000-07:00

Yes..
if you were wondering
this is just another post of me
complaining about my life
sometimes
i dont even understand why i do it
but oh well
here goes
woke up at 3.45 today
couldnt sleep anyway
woke up from a nightmare
which was weird
i wonder what i have done this time
haiz
went to school
with 2 boxes in my hand
and man they were anoying
the box has almost fully disintegrated
so its really really flimsy and fragile
haiz
anyway in school
nothing much really happen
the 1st period was physic
man it was anoying
she gave us all one of her work book
den ask us to do pressure and something
while i wrote the word question 1 on my book
she started to write down tons and tons of
other question on the blackboard...lema
and so i had no choice but to multi task
and it went on for until the bell rang
my head was realy in a mush because
we did a whole lot of calculations
and i personally hate them...ish
on my way out of class
steph push me backwards JFS ( Just For Fun)
and due to that i step on navnith's shoe
which his 1st reaction was is to step my foot
....curse you stephen.....
luckly my leg eh skin dam thick one
so was basicly painless wahahaha
back in class david was teaching add math
one heck of a lesson
well
after add math
me vimales and adrian skip math class
with the reason of YE
giving out the tempahan stock
after giving all th stock
we decided to skip pheng chews period as well
because all he does is tell is what is comming out
for exam than "promote" his tuition in class
and so i went up to take the stock
and i told vimalesh to get the permission letter
b4 i reach the warden room.....
when i did reach the warden room
Adrian was not to be found
and so i went in 2 circle finding for him
b4 vimalesh came and told me he got the letter d
but since our money supplier wasnt here
we might as well go back class la
and when we did
guess what
adrian was there....ish
even luckier for us
pheng chew came in 3 seconds after we enter the class
and as expected
he told us what is comming out for exam
and the the other 30 minits he took
to promote his tuition....ish

Recess came and went

i wish i havent see navnith at all this week
its anoying he ask us to go out and do sales
when he himself is not willing to sacrafice his own time
haiz
just if you were wondering
YES!!
me and vimalesh is pretty piss about it too ok
we were talking to each other bout it
and decided not to go...the day b4
then end up going because i hate moral...blek
After school
i decided to take the bus back home
because i have no time to
sit in MCD and wait till my van arrive
and so on to the bus
or T304 to be more precise...
i had to stand because got too many people
it was fine until we past CGL
when a whole bunch of indian girls came in
and stand directly infront of me
and start to chatter really really loudly
come to think bout is noise wasnt the only matter
the size was an issue to.....if you know what i mean
well the condition stayed there all they was until the bus reach my place
i coulnt be more happy to leave the bus
that 1 hour long journey...ish
at home
i am struggling with my loads of HW thanks to YE
now i am doing my sej notes
3 chapters worth of notes
i am doing my touch and go technique for it
or else i wont finish in time
besides that
i still have my math and add math to do
i am totally lost in my modern math already
seriously
i am starting to hate myself more and more
because i let myself ponteng class for YE
the worst part is
i have exam on monday
so i have to skip my add math tuition today
just to clear up my HW
considering tmo i got school
i dunno also la tmo
scouts say have to go MBS CC mtg
but at 11
which means
they all ponteng sch
which is something i will never do.....
dilema....dilema.....
haiz worst come to worst
i dont go MBS CC mtg nya lor hahaha
okok
have to go back to my sej
till then

Chaos...

2008-07-23T05:27:00.000-07:00

Life aint going so well
my head is colapsing
due to the amount of things i miss out
during production session for YE
now i am struggling to get back on track
however my old habits aint doing any help
i am very very used to last minit study
and so
everytime i take out a book to study
i will alway
without fail
either fall asleep or start to wander off
and end up doing something else
and this is where my philosophy kick's in
because
if you force yourself to study
then you might as well sleep through it
because it wont bring any benefit
Anyway
school is no less chaotic
The politic's in my scout troop is getting
really out of hand
i dont even know who to trust anymore
if you want examples
just go look at my C-box
haiz
Maby i should just skrew scouts
and pay more attention at my studies and
the budhist society
after all
i am now the president of the club =)
Right now i am in from of my biology homework
i need like 3 reference book just to clear up my work
aahh a pain in the behind haha
but work is work
and studies is studies
which we should not forget
our priorities must always be straigh
havent have much time to start drawing
because of all the work dats pilling up on me
i have 160 add math question to do
and i only manage to do 40 in 2 weeks
not because i am slow or anything
but it is rally freaking hard
imagine
140 question
each question got at least
minimum of 2 sub question
and each sub question have multiple
workings before you can get the answer
and if you cant ans the 1st one
you will definitely not be able to answer the next
because the question are inter-related
aaaaahhh should have skrew my lessons for YE haha
till then
oh yeah
sorry Pheng Sheng.....
since is 2 on 1
then i believe you la
but i still dont know who to trust anymore

Politics...

2008-07-22T03:42:00.000-07:00

i open my eyes to see darkness
at 4 am in the morning
what was i supose to see anyway
continue to stare in the darkness for an hour or so
thinking of all the things that have passed
haiz what a year

my alarm rang at 5.05
and thus i got up and get ready
for a day in school
the 1st thing i did when i enter the class was
to sleep on the table
dont know why thought haha
it went on for like 10 minits or so
then i got up and started on some add math
which i gave up 10minits later
because i have no idea how to solve it ish
Pn Nirmala my Bm teacher came in to our class
earlier than expected
but truth to be told
she is always early
so it wasnt much of a suprise
class was boring
she ask us to write a karangan bout
buah-buahan tempatan
i manage to whip out a 500 word essay for her
haha as a revenge...good luck to her marking it wahaha
after that class went on like normal
physic 2 periods and then Sej
always looking foward to a good laugh during sej haha
because Ong will always find question which is not releven
to the subject and which will always drive the
teacher up the wall haha
in fact she now has a rule that
if she didnt say question time
we cannot ask question
to prevent irelevent question from slowing down the class
however
this sej period was different
i felt alittle sad today...
i wonder why
Sej end with alot of talking and laughing
because shaun manage to stall time long enough
for him to NOT answer the teacher's question
due to the recess bell

During recess after eating
Pheng Sheng came up to me and say
"Wei you know what, Daniel pull us go to hell again d la wei"
Apparently he sign the 7gts up for MBS CC which is a camp
haiz
later in that day
i found out pheng sheng was lying
and the fact was
he was the one that sign us up for it
and he chicken out when he found out
my school will be combining with PCGHS
haiz
its no wonder the form 4 hate him sooo much
honestly speaking
i think he is on his last string already
and is ready to do anything JUST to get the
VTL post...haiz
as ming wei would say....Rotts la

Shaun was pastering me after recess
about some thing i dont remember what
i didnt mind cos it was funny haha
Life would be sooo much better if everybody
laugh along haha
anyway
since my mathematic teacher was not present today
i decided it has been along time since i remix anything
and so
i took out my english literature book
and remix the poem "Road not taken"
it ended up to be something really really lewd
thanks to my kawan who was sitting beside me
who keep "inserting" my head with "Knowledge"
and so the poem became from "The Road Not taken"
into "The Lover not Laid"
The contents is X rated and will not be posted due to cpyright issue
hahahau
i was gona throw it away
when Neoh came
and took the paper from me
and said
"wow quah this is great stuff...can i have it"
I was like
"ok....=.='"
haha
it really is normal ler
cos the last time i remix something
it was the
Sonnet 18 by william shakspear
and that one was really really funny
i shall scan it into my computer in my next post haha
anyway he took it
and its now framed in his wallet haha
anyway
now i am at home
drawing pictures haha
i finally bought myself
a new mechanical pencil

haha
when i am done
i will post dat along with the sonnet 18 poem haha
till then

Queens bay bazaar???

2008-07-21T04:48:00.000-07:00

Well i know its a little late to post bout yesterday

but well anything goes hahaa..

Woke up at 6.30

i am soooo glad i dont have to see paalan

when i open my eyes haha

.....

come to think bout it

i doubt you will be able to see anything at all haha

anyway

i am amaze my leg didnt hurt

in fact

it felt really really light haha

so anyway

i went to QB

this time i was prepared

b4 we started sales

i started a ruting ego destroying excercise

which is i start to sing and talk more vigourously

and also start to mumble alot more

hahaha dont know how dat works but it does haha

anyway

sales went slow as expected

in fact

the 1st customer of the day was me

which i did the smartest thing on earth

and buy a book mark which i made myself

haha not long after dat

a CGL student who came yesterday

came back and bought the same product again

haha she all in smiles when she left haha

after dat sales was smooth again

I no longer stand and wait

today i go straigh to the customer haha

finally my courage is going up again haha

around about 12 something..

sales was starting to slow down again

really really slow

people started to walk in other direction

just to avoid the YE booth

because of the large swarming by the MGS and Dato Onn stall

at one point

i actually pity the customers haha

anyway

to solve the problem

we took up out secret weapon

" THE HAPPY HOUR SING"

which means rm 1 off every PURCHASE!!

however buisness was still kinda bleak

at one point

there was 3 chines girls at the stall

i was buzy with another customer a malay one

she was about to buy some magnets also hahaa

anyway

back to the girls

Azharul went to them and said something

then they started to laugh

after awhile they asked him if he could speak hokkien

Azharul stop to think for a while

the open his mouth and said

" Wo si hiau ta po"

which means i am a horny boy

the girls laugh their ass off while secretly walk away haha

after that more people came and see

but not so many of them bought

until i saw someone i know

which was Piyi

one of the CTC exco in form pheng hwa wan

i got to know her VIA teik mins patrol haha

was helping him last year dats why

anyway

i pulled her to the stall and we had a nice long laugh

then she bought 2 rm 6 book marks

i discounted her rm 2 so she had to pay only rm10

just as pang was writing the check

she started to say

"wei rm9 can d la"

den i ma go

"wei the check write d la"

den it went on for a while

and i finally suscumb to her

by pulling out a dollar from my wallet

and pay her RM 1

so dat means

to YE she paid rm10

but to her

she pay RM9 oni hahaha

At the last one hour

we pull out our super super secret weapon

" THE SUPER HAPPY HOUR BOARD"

which means rm2 off everything woooohooo

at that one hour

we manage to sell all the big buy items

like book marks,waller and fridge magnets

which was like dirt cheap

and guess what

we manage to get RM400 in that hour it self hahaha

at that last one hour

the whole queensbay mall was like a fly market

everybody shouting happy hour

everyone trying to out do each other in

a shouting competition haha

in the end all was well

we all manage to get a few nickname for ourself

VIMALESH.

-was nickname the black hole....duh....because of his

"gravitational" pull on customers haha

KUMAR

-was nickname The Granny Persuader

because of his untie persuading skills

ME

-was nickname the Discount King because

i keep slashing prices "STRATEGICALY"

for every customer

In the end of the day

the the sales man who sold the most

was undoubtfully kumar haha

One thing i cant understand is how my school ppl

make coments

one moment they tell me

i am very good

and then the next moment

eveything i do i wrong

hahaha

but i guess it doesnt matter

cos we all had fun in the end haha

ahhh

time to get some rest

my eyes are killing me due to

staring at the cpu too long haha

till then

Amageddon

2008-07-19T06:05:00.001-07:00

Woke up at 6.15 today morning
later then usual
but only because i sleep at 2 am last night
i got a shock of my life
when i woke up and saw
PAALAN opposite me hahahaha
its because they over night at my house
the day before AND NOT BECAUSE
OF OTHER REASONS!!!
Anyway got up and get ready for a long day in YE
yeah you got dat right today is sales day
we went to QB and found out we were the 1st people there
well its obvious anyway because
penang free school students all known
for their "PUNCTUALITY"
They finally did arrive but not on time la hahaha
the set up of the stall was chaotic
all running here and there
nobody know what they are really doing
things were shift from point A to B then back to A
hahahaha it was a chaotic morning
After that i started my duty as a salesman
let me tell you something guy's
after today
i will never look down on a sales person ever again
their bin pui must be very kau wan man
which means they must be very thick skin haha
seriously
i had to flatter the customer by saying how pretty they are
and all
and mind you I DONT DO DAT!!!!!
It went well
i manage to sell a few through thickening my skin
The best was when a customer from another school came
she was interested in pangs doll
after some flattering which went like
miss ar lu chin sui arr
nasi lu beh the keychain lu ka sui arr
tapo kaliau lau chui nua kua lu
which transalated means
miss you dam beautifull arr
if you buy one and wear you willl be Even more beutiful
so beautifull all the boys will drool at you
she was laughing when i was done talking haha..
the PFS guys who understand were either
laughing or vormiting hahaha
she still felt berat hati cos it was rm5 one
and so i said
si kong lu hane sui leh
wa discount lu rm1
which means
because you are so beautiful
i will discount you rm1
den she was like
kateng la
and i was like si kor la
which means
she said
afterwards la
and i was like
RM 4 la
and it was a very very manja tone
something i will never do under normal circumstances
well this went on for a good 10 times
and she finally bought afew of them hahaha
mission complete
but i couldnt manage to thicken my skin so often
so i manage to get 8 or 9 out of 15 to 17 people to buy it
an ACHIVEMENT!!!
During sales many people also attended
among them was

-chen
-selin.....with chen
-eam ming
-sunny
-will sern....Ex budhist society president
-jonie....or i would prefer calling tiny
-amelia
-pheng sheng
-xu jen
-dennis
-darenjit

and soooo many more hahaha
well i manage to get 1/3 of those people
above to buy la hahaha
another 1/3 was done by kumar
which is now nickname by all of us as
the Granny Persuader
because old unties and all
have a strange magnetic liking to him
hahahaha
Yang Amat Berhormat Tuan Lim Guan Eng the CM
of Penang also came to visit
in fact he visited all the stalls hahaha
and i was fortunate enough
to be the one
to sell the stuff to him hahaha
although we didnt have time to sell anything to him
we all had a good time laughing
because He is SUCH a nice person haha
well i continue to sell all the way until 5.40 like that
when i realise i havent taken my lunch yet
so i ask permission from my teacher
and went for lunch haha
since most of the guys already went home
and most prob have their lunch already
i decided to have mine alone hahaha
......no i am not emo okay......
after lunch
i went up the stairs just to meet amelia once again
she reminded me i told her i will get her
something for her birthday today hahaha
unfortunately i have no money at all......seriously
but since i cant really break my promise
i went to jerome to lend Rm 10 to get her a present
we went around the YE sales
and finally stop at CGL stall to get a hand bag
which was rm 12
after some long and hard barganing
i manage to get it for rm 11
She was on a call
so i gave it to her said happy birthday
and was force to hurry to my own stall
where kumar is taking all the limelight
......with old unties...
i mean kumar is really good with them man
he can go like
untiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
and the untie will do the same thing like
kumarrrrrrrrrrrrrr
which is just soooooo gay man hahahaha
well the day finally came to an end at 8
my legs are worst than jelly right now
because i have been standing all day
except for the time i went to have lunch la
i am now at home
supose to do some decoration for tmo
but after tasting my bed
i dont think i will be able to wake up d hahaha
till then
-curently sleeping haha- =p

Frustration

2008-07-17T04:01:00.000-07:00

woke up today
with a sharp pain on my leg
turns out
i had one of those ocasional morning cramps
which as i said b4
hurts alot and last for 30minits or so
but well
it didnt came to me as a shock anyway
because i have been having some rotten luck anyway
Feeling very frustrated the whole week to be honest
which makes me very very irritable
which basicly means
i start shouting and screaming for the smallest reasons
the most obvious example was just now in school thought
when i got piss off when the MD as about the decoration's
which i am incharge of anyway
i still wonder why but its most prob the tone that triger the
shouting feast between me and him
well it sound alot like gary...very very sarcastic
and so
being irritable i just started shouting at him
haiz.....
But well besides that
everything is going quite hectic and pretty well at the same time
dont ask me why cos i dont know
its hectic because everbody is basicly clueless
but its going well because things are moving smoothly hahaha
oh well we cant always hope for the best in life
sometimes we have to be content with what we have
anyway
Its amazing how rotten my luck has been this week

on monday
I accidently crash my kidney to a G-clamp
which was lodge on the table...it hurts
From dat experience..i will strongly advise you
"DONT DO IT!!!!"
after that
i lent my favourite mechanical pencil to jonathan
because he needed to do "something" and said he will return
it in 5 minits time.....little did i know
i forgot to ask it back from him....ish

On tuesday
i found out bout the pencil thing...and yes its gone
Jonathan says he already return it to me..ish ish ish
there goes my pencil...waaaaaaaa

On wednesday
thanga lend my pen to fill in some koko forms
which my pen end up in half....ish
however lucky me it was still usable hahaha......little did i know

Today
I went to class with jho
jho was in one of his extra anoying days
he found a marker pen
and started to draw on thanga's table
with the reason thanga drew on his table
after that he took the pen...,
YES THE PEN THANGA BROKE YESTERDAY!!
and slam it on the table just to anoy me
instead of aloud smack
it was more like a loud launch because
that was what my pen did
it launch itseld magnificently afew inch in the air
and like the pioneer 1
it shattered into peices and was never seen again..
THANKS ALOT JHO!!!
its was a good thing i manage to keep my temper
at least until navnith ask me bout the decoration
which i inadvertedly released it on him
due to the usage of scarsm
which made me think he was mocking me instead
...ish i hate myself you know......
After recess
thanga came into the class
made some anoying statement which
nobody listened to
then took a marker pen and march straight to my table
i draw smilley face on it
at that time
i was rushing to finish up my moral work
because if i dont i am gona lose 10 marks for my moral exam
and looking how bad my moral is...10 marks means life and death!!
well back to the smilley thing
after drawing the stupid smilley
he stand up and say
"dats for drawing my table"
and in my mind the only thing that was in it was
"It was JHO not ME who draw your table you chow karipapa!!!"
(note: Karipapa is a word i use to replace the cursing word like f##k)
and so
the obvious thing and irritated guy would do
is to march right straight to his table
and return the favour
by drawing a smilley on his table!!
and this went on
from pencil to calculator and it
end up with my hand being covered with
marker pen ink...thanks to him
and he apparently got the ink all over his shirt
i presume he was running around the school with it
with its lid open...sucker
haiz
Lol besides dat
nothing much is up
curently i am gathering people to my hse tmo
to help me with some painting
for the decoration for YE stall tmo
i dont know if i am still incharge of it
since i ditch this afternoon's mtg due to rage...
haiz...i guess rage really does kill a person hahaha
anyway
since i said i would do it
then i will do it
because i said so hahaha
lame right
but its the way i am
till then

The Union Of form 4

2008-07-15T01:44:00.000-07:00

Today in school
the class went like normal
except for one thing
we have started a new club...
an underground persatuan
call the Union of Form 4
which is lead by no one yet hahaha
in fact we have no idea what to do also haha
the only thing we do is
throw our tie to out left and walk around
the school like that the whole day...
including during assembly
which the prefects find funny haha
anyway
besides that
i was buzy almost the whole day in bengkel KH
for YE production
sales is comming sooooo soooon
and we arent even ready yet
well i guess this is what happens when you slack off
Meng jiang finally started production on his magic walet
...only becos he presented his product last week...ish
well
i guess time wasnt really spent well
because there were people not doing anything
and the MD keep insisting on people to help
in doing of the ribbons for the book marks
which i strongly disagree
because well too many people doing one thing
will mean
a waste on power,time and a very noisy enviroment
and not to mention it becomes less productive
because members will be more occupied talking
hahahaha
well it doesnt matter
YE is this sat
haha cant wait
till then

The Form 4 Union

2008-07-13T05:12:00.000-07:00

I finaly found out
the members of my form 4 unit
the one which is going camp with me
they are :

Unit 2
-Quah Jit Shen (me)
-Ong Ming Wei
-Chew sunny
-Johny Cheng
-Leonard chu
-Krishna

and guess what my first expression was
when i heard bout it
if you guess horified then you are right
and i have a good reason for it too
here are the reasons why:

-the only fella who can come camp and do work
is me and ong ming wei...the rest all either are
no show or no help at all

detail reasons why i was horified

-chew sunny
-world number 1 pedophile and scamer
-he will defend himself even if he is wrong
all the way till the end and the irony is
he is ALMOST always wrong..about 99%
of the time

Leonard
-World number 1 chiko king...more chiko den
meng jiang..unbelievable
-the bigest no show on earth...i dont blame him
cos he aint any help in camp either..ok
sometimes he is usefull....SOMETIMES!!

Johny
-Not to be bad to you la johny but the only time
you are useful is recording skecth other times
you arent there at all

Krishna
-is he even 7 south member???

Anyway afer getting to know Unit 1 members
i feel alittle bit better because its about the same
well after learning what members i have
i now know i will have to improvise
because i know for a fact
the members not all of them can pay fees
and the ones who can pay will not be able to
pay too much....which is like anything more then rm40
ish...
so i meet up with ong ming wei and eam ming
which was my US(unit second..Kay nui Ong)
and Ul of unit 1 (eam ming)
we talk over a cup of coke in MCD
and finally came up with a solution
we will be building a pondok
instead of a fortress
to save up monet
the pondok itself will be around 20 bamboo
and is 10 feet long,wide and height.
Lets all get this clear ok pheng sheng and mathew
its not that i dont want to
but its because
i cant....

no 1-member eh su (man power)
no 2-money eh su (cause by member also)
no 3-I am not a DICTATOR like CERTAIN PEOPLE!!!

Being one with the form 4
i found out many things...
among them is a conspiracy
involving many many people
about a certain prob ATL.....
well the prob ATL is trying to apease the form 4's
but the form 4 are dengan sengajanya
doing exactly the opposite of what he wants
there is a reason to why
i dont want to say it out thought
but heres a clue

"you cant apease them because....
"What they want from you.........
"Is the one thing you want the most..

well unless you are a prob ATL in 7th south
it means nothing to you
but if you are
try guessing hahahaha
till then..

->[Now i know, i am but a pawn in the big conspiracy]<-

YE....ish ish ish

2008-07-09T01:05:00.000-07:00

woke up at 4.05 like every other day
had a weird dream today
which was like
i was wrestling with ustaz suhaimi(my sch Pk1)
for apparently rebuking student rights hahaha
didnt know i was so patriotic hahahaha
anyway i woke up went down and go to sch
just like every other day
Jho was extra energetic today
which alwas means pain and anoyance to me
but well i guess its fine
becos well its like a normal ritual in sch
and its only human to be anoying
plus plus without anoyance
life wont be as fun as it is today hahaha
given the condition
the anoyance dont cross the line la of course
anyway the day started with perhimpunan
today we expected the teacher to pass us the cert for
winning the citibank stock challenge during perhimpunan
however
the upacara penganugerahan came and pass just like dat
and the teacher didnt went out to give it to us
i guess either she forgot or the trophy belum sampai yet haha
went for scouts horse shoe after perhimpunan
well to be honest
its my first time attending horse shoe dis year haha
i was too lazy to attend it any other week
however this week is different
because this week we will be talking bout the Unit organisation
i was planing to combine the two units up
because well we have too little people
so that every one can enjoy in camp la
all of us agreed until at the 11th hour
the unit leader of the other unit decided not to combine
because well he said
"if combine means we all cannot go out"
haiz it literally means
if we dont combine right
during camp we have lisence to keluar camp
however if combine means we all tak ada
it was a condition given by the form4 "LEADERS"
since they became leaders i wonder if the still have the
human part in them left or have they forgotten their roots
so much for combining anyway
....inhuman ADMINISTRATION people of scouts...
Anyway
after the mtg
i went for production...
which means
skipping class to go bengkel KH for YE purposes
going there
i realise what a waste my time was
because all i did was sit down and draw bookmarks
which the advisor as us to stop cos its the only thing we were doing
and we should focus more on our other products..
speaking of the advisor
it has been a week since i have been greatly insulted by
i dont really mind anymore thought
however i have decided on my leaving of the bengkel
around when my school ended that
i wont waste my time doing production already
because well its a waste of my time and energy
when i can be studying
its not to say i want to skrew YE or anything
but ish
its just waste of man power..
Ye sales is next week i guess
i think i will be doing double shift for both days
i think la
dunno what the MD thinks in his head la
but i told him i am willing to do double shift for both days d
just for fun...
wonder how its gona turn out..
till then

Its Just Human..

2008-07-08T05:01:00.000-07:00

Today

i woke up

without any more headace

FINALLY!!!

anyway

i went to school like normal and all

everything was fine and normal

except the guy who sits to the soutwest corner of the class

or more like southwest of where i am la

which is stephen

he look like something bad just happen to him

i guess it must be something with his "kawan baik" or something la

but well its none of my buisness

so i didnt really took notice

until i read his blog..and man i was right

but well besides him...

i dont really think anything else is worth blogging bout

unless me playing advance war half a day counts as

something intersting hahaha

till then

scouts 6km

2008-07-06T02:15:00.000-07:00

well lets skip the morning part
cos its the same as always
have a headace and yada yada
who cares bout dat
so
i went to mcd
the one beside my sch
to meet up with ong ming wei
before we went to school for scout mtg
today(yesterday) was 6km journey for juniors
and well me as a senior with the form 4
arent really going on a jourmey with them
in fact all the form 4 did was jaga the flag duty
but well at least
the form 4 have time to talk bout the ATC camp about
to come soon haha
during horseshoe
which is a ceremony we go through everey time b4 mtg starts
it was anounce
a new prob atl which is
LIM PHENG SHENG
well
its safe to say
all the form 4 were shock
or at i was
in fact i was the last person to know bout it
cos they had a mtg on monday which i couldnt attend
but when he went up
i could see that nobody was clapping
neither was i
i dont know if this is a good or bad thing
but i dont like it
hahahahahahahaha just my intunition
well when the juniors were out having journey
the form 4 which was
me,eam ming,ming wei, and unfortunately nicholas
we were back at sch taking care of the troop flag
i still dont know for what
during that time
we were talking bout planings for ATC
since me and eam ming was UL
we talk bout plannings and pakat in camp all la
besides dat
i also learn a thing or two bout basket ball hahaha
when the time reach 11.50
zhou sik and ze lun return from the check point
apparently team A is already on their way back
woohoo
we all end up talking bout cabal
and going to cc and yada yada
during dat time
i notice dat
zhou sik being the feircest guy in scouts
aint half bad of a person
infact he is quite a nice person to hang with hahaha
we all end up in cc
and the whole thing end at 4
it was a fun day hahaha
till then

Life isnt what it always seems to be

2008-07-06T01:57:00.000-07:00

woke up with a painful headace
could understand why i am having it
took the my phone and saw the time...
.......3.10.....
what the hell am i doing being awake so early
so i tried to went back to sleep
with painful results
apparently my leg had it
ocasional morning cramps
which hurt....alot
which usually last for a agonising 10minits
but thank god it passed
however the headace remains
well it cant be help
so i just lie down and voila
i feel asleep ....
and woke up again an hour later
and went back to sleep
and woke up again an hour later
and it laster until 7.20 when i couldnt pretend anymore
so went down stairs
and did my morning chores
went for breakfast
went back home and started doing my add math
which i gave up doing after failing to do 4 out of 6 questions
in 3 hours
its amazing how stupid i am anyway
anyway i went down to burn time by watching TV
which is rather boring
cos nothing nice was on
anyway nothing much happen today
so nothing much to talk bout it either
saw something that reminded me of friends
during my journey back from tuition
but besides dat
nothing else is worth talking bout
now i think i am going to spend
some of my time killing my brain on add math
till then

Parent teacher day....

2008-07-04T01:04:00.000-07:00

woke up at 4.15
with an painful headace
yawn
anyhow its was too early to do anything
i usually wake up at 5
becos my van comes at 5.30
so i tried to go back to sleep
but well its hard considering the headace that was in my head
so i did the only thing i could
dat was sit up and meditate....
or which you might just call
staring into darkness thinking of nothing at all
bleh a waste of time
Anyway i went to sch
and waited for the day to end
as for because today was parent teacher day
my dad was going to sch to collect my report card
and listen a thing or two bout me
i personally have no fear becos well
I aint done nothing wrong and the worst the teacher
can dish out at me is dat i am talkative which i tend to
become when i am anoying
Anyway during the time of that was happening
my math teacher who was also my form teacher
gave us a set of math questions for us to do
which took almost every single cell in my brain to do
YES i know i am very stupid
i finally finish and i also found out my dad
has already came and went
well i guess i didnt notice it
cos i was focusing on my work
my teacher said
you have a very understanding dad yeah
and i just nod la what to do
well after math me,vimalesh,arif and shaun
stared to pronounce peoples name
backward just for fun
the thing quickly become a way
of making fun of people
vimalesh for instance
we spelled his fathers name backwards
which is
uhtumilak
but well at least he was playing along with it
he is after all
a very patient and fun guy to be with hahaha
anyway nothing much happen after dat
i am still in a dilema right now
either
to go to YE tmo for production in navnith's hse at 9
or go to sch at 7 for scouts mtg (6km journey)
haiz both activities need as much man power it can get
and both society are important to me
so big dilema la
haiz
c 1st la what will hapen
till then

YE......i just wish i could destroy it....

2008-07-03T04:19:00.000-07:00

Well today
woke up extra early
cos of rain and tunder
in fact
it was so strong
my electric supply trip a few times
so terpaksa wake up la anyway hahaha
at school
nothing syok hapen la
oni depressing hours
cos we (THE YE MEMBERS) were at
bengkel KH almost the whole morning...yawn
its not dat i like to ponteng class
but the YE is really going down the drain fast
and if nothing is done i might as well
quit la
Oh well so i went to bengkel KH
sat down in between stephen and pang
and started working on the stickers
while waiting for muzamil to bring the rest of the
FRIDGE MAGNETS...
Well he came after recess which was 1hour and 20 minits later
anyway when he did came
he gave me a small gama plastic bag
which i remember giving him
besides the gama bag
i also gave him 2 pink cark board paper
and another giant plastic bag......
which apparently he claims he dont have
and thus means
YE JUST LOST 1 WEEKS WORTH OF WORK
ish.....stupid FRIDGE MAGNETS....
But anyway
i guess
since the teacher says its too cheap
plus even "GOD" doesnt want us to do it
maby its just "GOD"s divine blessing
that it got lost
haha a blessing in disguise
oh well what is done is done la
cannot be help d
luckly got jonathan nya
who came up with anther prototype
which was way better than the magnets anyway...haiz
okok
after the bengkel time finish i went to
the YE mtg class room
for an official mtg
just now was just a production session
over there i started to plan stuff
for the promotion and yada yada
which was clearly a waste of effort
Well the advisor form osram plus the teacher arrive
they started talking bout the YE and all la
to be honest
i know for a fact
they were using an old psychological ploy
called negative motivational boast
which means
they kutuk us so that we feel angry and want
to prove them wrong so we work harder
but i dont c why are they doing it
with only me,stephen,paul, and joshua there
It hurts my ears to hear what they were saying
(it was hard not to when they speak so loud)
and it hurts more knowing its the truth
as people would say...the truth hurts
haiz...
Anyway we told or at least i did
told the advisor from osram and teacher advisor
of the "INCIDENT" bout the dam magnets
and well he was right
he describe the situation as

"You guys are like beggers who got rob nothing can be worst than dat man"

Haiz
have to admit he is right
2 weeks till sales day
and all we have is 300 unlaminated book marks
haiz.....

tmo my sch having hari waris jaya
dont know why they have it on friday
i wonder how "SMARTER" the sch can get
but what to do la
ish
till then

Emo....

2008-07-02T06:19:00.000-07:00

Well recently
been feeling rather down
dont know why......
thank god i have a picture frame
opposite of me in my room on my table
which says smile
hahahaha
again it brings back alot of memories
that picture frame is not just an ordinary frame
its a special picture frame hahaha
cos it was given by a friend as a
christmas present
around 2 years ago
when i was form 2 hahahaha
haiz i guess
besides that
drawing really does halp me
lift up my spirit abit
after seeing what muhaimin can do with a pencil
i have feel the urge to draw better
hahahaha
well we will c la
till then

What a week ......

2008-07-02T02:01:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not posting for a while
my internet is experiencing alot of problems
because of no dial tone which i find anoying
anyway
the week started off with monday
went to sch and all
i found out the sch has fix in a new door on the stairs
i usually use to go to my class room
it is also anoying cos well
i cant go to my class ish
oh well
we bump with the singh who has the keys
he opens the proch door which can also be use
to go my class so we can go up yipee
while he was doing dat
he was cursing alot and alot
of things on everything in the sch
haha its a secret what he said haha
anyway the day went on....
Stephen found out my greatest weaknest,....
no its not girls for god sake
but oh well its a secret....its my weaknest after all
so his now using my weakness as a way
to exploit me ish ish ish
but it doesnt really matter does it
cos i really kinda like helping people
yeah and his 1st task was....
to pass 4 picture to zoe in my tuition class later dat day
haiz and so it did
i had to to walk to tuition cos my dad was in KL
considering how i like to walk
it was just a "SHORT" distance away
reching tuition class
i sat down where i always sat.....
then zoe came in
and she stared at me with a smile
and smile and smile and smile and smile
....haiz that smile........
reminded me of my form 2 year as PL
where my guides everyday smile like her wan
haiz missing those days.....
and so i did what i was supose to do
pass the pictures to her
when i actually did
i might have pass her more than just the picture
which well i dont really care d anyway
and so the day end with me walking back home..

WElll as for today
i spent half of the day studying
and another half in bengkel KH doing production
i was working on the sticker book marks as shown below

One pic is one book mark

yeah i know
it sucks ....at least for my standards
but what to do la
time rushing hahahah
anyway the fridge magnet didnt came up as expected
it look really cheap
even the MD himself wouldnt buy it
so i am thinking of a new product
but time aint on my side man
2 more weeks oni i think
b4 YE sales day
which on that day itself
i will be planing the layout
stall decor
promotion strategy
and also the tatoo section
aaahhhh head pain
tambahan pula david just drop us one of his bomb
a 175 question coordinates add math question lema
oh well time to get working
till then

Citi Bank stock Challenge

2008-06-25T01:27:00.000-07:00

Tuesday
was the start of a long
and stressful jorney
of the citibank stock challenge event
held in USM
me,adrian,pang and radin
went to USM via datin's car
to attend that event
in the car
we were talking bout pitying navnith and chitesh
who are there alone
and how luckly pang was to come
because gautham wasnt comming
.....little did we know......
When we arrive
we saw an extra head
gautham actually came...oh oooo
dat meas instead of 6 we now have 7
which means one of us have to join other sch
well it wasnt decided until we went in the hall
and everything went on and on
the host were canadians and they were dam funny
anyway
then came the dreaded part
seperation to teams
i was obviously the one
who had to stupidly say
nvm la i go
becos well i thought
since so many girl school
and one school is missing a student
so i assume a girl school would be needing a student
....again little did i know.....
and with god playing out his cards of fate
i combine with Dato Onn again but dis time
2 indian guys who were TALL!!!
toooo tall to be humans anyway
Well i dont know how conversation went cos
i was in a blank
They were talking bout what theame we should be
i came out with mafia...which is bad anyway
so they came out with clerks...which is also bad
and we end up saying
ok lets just make coats with garbage bag
and c what can we do tmo
and with that we all went back to listening to the speach
anyway after the grouping
we went home
and all
at home
i tried to remember alll that was thought
and started on a sign board
it was done in 30 minits anyway
and off i was to dream land.....

DAY 2 (STOCK DAY!!!)

went to USM again Via Datin's car
Its the start of the stock challenge
i went there
get changing
put up a pair of skarf for my mates
and i wore a cowboy hate
and we all look like bandits anyway
so the game begin
it started really fast
and the paste was breath taking
we hit some road bumps
when all our stock paper went missing
due to an accident done by one of the host
apparently
the stock paper was beside me
when he was giving out bonus
he accidently took the shares with him
and thus when we ask for it
he went a little nut in the head
luckly he was calm all the time
or i would have been dead on the double
Anyway till the end of the game
the marks was anouced...
it was a tension
my team and pangs team were neck to neck
with a grand totol of 8k++ worth of shares
which is about 8 times the original money of 1k
well here it was the marks
honourable metion went to some sch...
best girl sch.....
best mix sch.....
den den den den
best guy school...........
went to.......
.......EXTREAM.......
me and my mates went like oooowww man dam
cos we didnt win it
again....little did we know.....
The host started to anounce......
the best overall.......
goes tooo....
...Profit.com/.....
and we all started to shout woooohoooo liek monkey
cos we won
we did it we won yeah man
note: profit.com is not my idea,...i actuallty think its lame
oh well i won anyway
i was smiling the rest of the day
and now i am at home
still smiling
infact i just got a cramp from smiling
oh well
time for a nap
till then

Melovent Player

2008-06-21T01:39:00.000-07:00

Today
i accompanied ming wei and shaun to cc
around my sch area eh infinity there
we played cabal almost the whole morning
during that game
a few stupid things happen
my need to kill got the better of me
and i went on a PK spree
Pk stands for player kill
so i kill around 3 to 6 people all which
i found out b4 i Pk them turn out to
be botters
botters are people who use a computer to train 4 them
so they dont have to train
of course its illegal in the game
but its more fun killing them then reporting them
becos they wont fight back
There was one particular person who i Pk
who was the only person i PK
which was not a botter
i cant remember his name
but after i kill him
he ask how to Pk people
when i told him how
he went and kill the nearest player he saw
which was shaun
After shaun died
shaun made his personal duty to Pk dat guy
until he kenot level up at all
with him was me
the poor guy didnt dare to take a step out the
safe zone haha
wouldnt blame hime
the moment he put one feet out
shaun will stun him then i will slash the crap out of him
just for fun haha
Anyway after cabaling
i went home
and started on a new picture
which i still havent come out with a name for it yet
here it is

Well i have a YE product i have to finish
and have duty tmo at pisa
for the maha saki kadana event
or the lumbini vegetarian food fair
so till then

Cham Tongkat..

2008-06-20T07:09:00.000-07:00

Today
nothing happen as usuall
Almost fall asleep in class
during recess
i meet up with a primary school friend Melvyn
he became more anoying since
but i guess once in a long long time den its fine
After budhist mtg..
i went home via rapid with a form 2 scouts wey shuen
when we reach my hse
we change bath and off to the agenda of the day
dat is cut tongkat
from my hse we walk all the way to sungai ara
which is a 30 minits walk
on the way to the chopping spot
we stop by at a nasi kandar stall for lunch
which both of us deliberately forgotten
after lunch
we went straight to the pendalaman of the bukit there
okok
not really
we just went deep into the small hutan beside the road
where we found many many
heap of dung and mosquito there
We were lucky because we found many fallen trees there which
we can easily cut off the branches and use the trunk all alone
Well we manage to get all 7 tongkat we aim for
so we now had to the the bigest challenge of all
dat is to take the tongkat all the way back to my hse
in was a painfull and tiring experience for anybody
when we finally reach my hse
we started to deskin 2 tongkat
one is mine and one is his
he took the largest and i took the lightest and straighest
it took me 1hour to de-skin and sand the whole thing
now its lying on the porch of my hse
den the form 2 eh mum came at 7
i pity him
cos he had to take 6 tongkat all the way to GIANT
swt
haiz later went for Tuition
now dam sleepy
but have to stay up till later cos must draw YE logo
on my cpu haiz haiz haiz
till then la

Hipocrit...

2008-06-19T04:09:00.000-07:00

I know i know
the spelling is definitely wrong
but besides dat
lets go on with this post shall we
Well i went to school like every normal day
had a nightmare the night b4
I still cant figure out
what the heck was i dreaming bout
anyway
In school nothing much happen as usual
it was aboring day
me and shaun started to rate teacher's by
something we call sleeping aura Level...
well the highest we ever rated any teacher today
was nirmala my bm teacher
which we gave a boring 6 out of 8 in the scale
but the fact is
no other teacher was rated less than 4 out of 8
so i guess its safe to say
i was sleepy in the class
After school....
i had my YE mtg
B4 i enter the production line..
i msg my god sis to enquire about a charcole stove
which i need to lend from her to lend
to my EX-guides as a favour
which they ask from me since sunday
and i have been bugging my god sis since then
well she didnt reply her phone
until now......at 7.30 ish ish ish
anyway production was normal
alot of laughing
and i finaly start to feel
the stress involve in slacking in production for YE
Mr.Lee Gi Hau (I dont know how to spell his name)
apeared to see our production
and by his face
i know he was quite disapointed
and also
i can sense a slight
aura of pityness towards my school YE
most prob for being so LAST minuite in everything
so he gave us a few ideas
i told him a few ideas
the directors all came out with a few ideas
and we all started laughing like stupid people
because of things which i cant remember
After that i went back home
and now i am here writing my blog and
in the mean time
waiting for an SMS reply from my godsis
which i now think
will never arrive.........
WHich brings me back to the main title hipocritsm
Its a big problem in many people today
especially in my school
for example..
the PREFECTS
they go around screaming and shouting at people
and also rampas phone
and tangkap people for their hair
just becos the hair is one cm too long
but the funny thing is
the prefect that tangkap people for hair
has hair longer than the guy he tangkap!!
the prefect who go rampas phone in spotcheck even if student
dont use it
That prefect also bring phone to school only difference is dat
they keep it in a anti rampas zone
that is the prefect locker...
Besides the prefect
many students also sama wan la
they every day say prefect bad prefect jahat and all
but when they reach form 4
all of them begging on the doors of the prefect room
just to become one...ish
Well i hope i am not one of them
but truth to be told
i cant judge myself
only others can judge what we are
because its human nature to only notice bad things bout others
while ignoring or not noticing the good things bout them
But as long as i can
i want to always try not to be a hipocrit...
The only reason why i dont want to apply for prefect
is because
i have always said how bad the prefect was and all
and i never really like how they conducted their usual routines
like spot check for instance
they come in the class and do the stupid face
then start screaming

"CLASS STAND UP!!!
NO SIDE TALK!!!
HANDS BY UR SIDE!!
FACE FRONT!!

and so on...
It makes us feel like we are prisoneers
haiz
but i guess its for a reason
cause its penang free school after all
know world wide for being the most
noisest and hard to control students in the world
so what to do la haha

Anyway
I am feeling really bad right now
for failing to keep my promise to my guides
because my charcole stove suplier can say
ppk me d la
so i cannot lend it to the guides
haiz
till then..

Premonitions of TTO

2008-06-14T01:07:00.000-07:00

This morning
i woke up from another one of those
weird and rare dreams i sometimes have
this time
I was1st playing lontar peluru
although the peluru was very light
as soon as i tried to move it to position
my hand started to hurt real badly
so affecting my throw
and then the dream jump from that senario
straight into a car with ong ming wei
and suddenly
i heard ong ming wei saying
"lidat la,c me duwan call me and yada yada
right after dat i look out the car and saw one of my guides
smiling and waving wearing a cooking apron.....
well directly after dat
i woke up feelig very vey emo
so i went down and do my usual stuff
and prepare to go my school TTO
which is short for
Troop Take Over
I went to school at 6
that is 2 hours earlier
the mtg supose to start at 8
so i went to mcd and makan sarapan pagi dulu
i was supose to meet dickson at 7.15
to do the ritual
of the passing down of the buku suci
hahaha
the only reason theres a ritual
is to prevent anybody to missuse the book
because the book contain some pretty deep and dark secrets
made by whoelse but me
so all went as plan
daniel came earlier than expected
but during the puting up of flag pole
i pick up a rock and started to lontar peluru with it
it was fairly light....just like my dream
i manage to throw it quite far but after that my hand
went straight into lapse...which means it started to hurt
which now i blame of the 150 times 5kg bar thing i did last night
Anyway later i had drilling
while drilling i recieve an sms from my guides
asking for the charchole stove for modern cooking session......
which if you conect it with the dream it goes like this

car =drilling (Moving in a group)
ming wei= scouts
guides = The same person who ask for the charchole stove
apron = Modern cooking competiton

weird isnt it
hahaha but it doesnt really matter anyway
I got promoted to VUL in tto
which i dont know is a good thing or bad thing
i always knew that was comming right at me
but i always regret becoming a PL becos i failed my promise as one
which is i fail to win the overall throphy for all 3 camps...
Anyway after tto
i went for lunch with my family and relatives
fathers day lunch
we makan until 3 like dat
i stop at 1.20 becos full d hahaha
now i am back home writing my blog
dreading to do my add math homework
david cheng has befall upon my head
i guess i have to get starting now
till then

Tagged....again!!

2008-06-12T05:17:00.000-07:00

1)What do you want the most now?
Something to do!!!!

2)Who is the person you trust the most?
I dont think i can trust anybody

3)Are you in love?
Nope....not yet

4)If you have a dream come true. What is it?
to draw the warm smile of that particular face........

5)Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes.....its scientificly proven

6)Whats your goal for this year?
Get A1 for Add-math in my end year

7)Do you believe in eternity?
nope....Everything is not permanent
The only thing that is permanent is suffering

9)What feelings do you love most?
Happy....content

10)What are the requirements from your other half?
I dont really care as long as the person is happy with me
than i am fine

11)What kinds of feelings you hate the most?
-EMO ing-

12)Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Not all.....but majority of it

13)What do you want to do in the future?
I have no idea.......

14)What is the most important thing in your life?
............Seeing people around me happy......

15)What did you feel last night?
Sad.....cos my exam marks teruk

16)Who do you hope to always be there for you?
.....friends???

17)When do you think the world will end?
Definitely

18)The world ends tomorrow. What will you do?
..........Start to draw the warmth of that person's face until i manage
to draw it or i die trying

19)What do you think of the person who tagged you?
Hmmmm confident guy who well seam to be an american-European guy
stuck in the body of an indian guy hahahah xp

20)What do you want to know right now?
Lots.

Then add 6 people in you list and list them out at the end of the post.Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged! =)
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watashi tak tau...

Buku Suci

2008-06-12T05:05:00.000-07:00

Well
i have been working
on a sort of guide book
for scouts in my troop
which contain information of ok ok stuff
all the way to illegal stuff
but all in all
its just a guide book
Anyway...
its been a rough week for me
getting all my exam marks never seam to be
more painful than ever
this would be
my worst exam marks ever in the history of me
only one A2 so far
everything else is either a
6C or a 4B.
Trying to get through the day
without thinking of my exam marks
but i guess it will never never work
haiz...
Troup Take over is one saturday
i will pass down the buku suci i made
which took me 3 full days
to a PL....which i am stilll thinking
My friend already ask me not to pass down
because it does contain illegal stuff like money issue
which is why on that page i put a warning not to do it
not even as a last resort
but well i guess humans are still humans
taking part in my sports house rugbi team this year
i wonder if i am gona be knock silly
but then again
i think i will be the one knocking ppl silly hahaha
till then

bitten more than i can chew

2008-06-05T06:59:00.000-07:00

Well

nothing much happen today

went to school early to meet up with shaun

for a short cabaling session....

and then went home via rapid

at home i didnt have much to do anyway

so i went on to do something my friend ask me to do

which is to draw her....

so i went around in her friendster profile

randomly pick a picture of her

and started to draw......

i really dont know what to say bout it

heres the pic i am supose to draw and the pic i draw

WHAT I AM SUPOSE TO DRAW

WHAT I END UP WITH

it actually isnt really gud
even if i had spend half of the day drawing it
so i guess i just have to try again la hahaha

till then......

The subconsious forces...

2008-06-03T05:30:00.000-07:00

I have been thinking alot lately
mostly due to my over elaborated reserch
in wikipedia on many many weird things
one of them than hits my head
is the existence of a subconsious force
some might call it the law of attraction
in the movie golden compass its called dust
but well think of it this way
this subconsious force is actually not a force at all
ITS U!!
The chinese call it feng sui
the indians call it,.....eeer..something..(sorry cant remember)
and the westeneer calls it luck
are they all the same???
Yes they are
all three of them is away to imporve our life in someway
chinese and indians have a technique
to move things in the house and place
to make you one with the universe and at calm
and brings you sucess
the westeneers calls it luck
when alot of good things happen to you
they call it luck
well if you see it in many points of view
you will be amaze on what everybody thinks
but mostly i can tell you.....it aint no magic trick
it is all also not just a mere coincidence
to make what i am trying to say more clear
let me give an example....
if one day i wake up and say
" if i dont eat char koay teow today, i wont be happy,full and bla bla bla"
so what will happen if i eat char koay teow??
i will say to myself
" waaaa char koay teow goooood i am top of the world"
and thus making me over look almost all the negative stuff that happens
and only focus on the positif things that happen
in other words i will be very bery happy the whole day
so now what will happen if char koay teow stall tutup today
i will say
"Lema no char koay teow moi d la today"
and then i will go through the day
focusing more on the negative things that happens
and thus i will feel it has been a very horrible day
and so...
what i am trying to say is
its all in your head
If you think something is going to happen
chances are it will happen
only because you do things that can make it happen
for example i want a laptop
so everyday i think bout the laptop
sooner or later
either your fathers over hear you saying i want a laptop
and buy you one for ur birthday
OR
you work your way till a laptop flies to your hand
this also applies for the chinese and indians
lets say b4 i go consult the fengsui master
i started out working as clerk
everyday i work until sienz
becos of that
my boss always skrew me
cos i always sleeping on the job
so cannot go anywhere lor
then after i find the feng sui master
he say put this here and there
den he say
"i gatauntee you.You sure get big post in ur company"
from there on
i will always think
"waaa i gona get big post hahahahaha den i can buli ppl hahaha"
because of that
i will start working harder with more dedication
because i am motivated
and thus my boss pula
will start to notice me
not as a guy who sleep on his job anymore
but a person who can contribute
so my life in the company
very easy la
cos very fast naik pangkat
ad so finally i become CEO of the company
and who do i thank??
i thank the feng sui master who come and do my hse
i never take time and think
did the arrangement in my hse help me
or did i deserve i realy deserve it??
to most people
the arrangement actually help
cos it gives a smal motivation like above
but to a small minority
if you were to tell them
"which feng sui master you go to"
i assure you
they will slap you hard in the face
because there got to where they are
on old hard sweat
and you are telling them the use magic to go there
who wouldnt feel insulted la
anyway i hope you get the message i am trying to send to you
i would like to thank alvin
for opening my mind bout the char koay teow part..
( it came from him...i just took it)
anyway
till then

Its the Thought that counts....

2008-06-03T05:10:00.000-07:00

After contemplating on afew things
i notice there are some things my fellow friends do
i have a friend teik min who in one budhist society mtg went to chat
and at that time we saja wanted to do the transfer of merits chant
The chant was of course in Pali language
but there was also an english transalation for it
The thing that make me think was......
why are we chating it in pali????
arent we supose to understand what we are saying
instead of just blindly memorizing it??
Its like the subject moral
There is about no good in that subject what so ever
it useless....
what u do is memorize a bunch of nilai
word to word
and go do exam
because of this
many people end up copying in the subject
okok copying is anyway a norm for many people
but the point is
will it be any use to us??
i dont think so
same to the chanting
will it be any use to us if we just memorize the teachings
in a different language
a language which we will never have time to learn???
this is just my opinion so dont take it to heart because i might be wrong
Budhism is never a religion
Budhism is a teaching pass down to generations to help us
to release from sufferings
SO!!
if it is a teaching
arent we supose to understand what are we learning??
isnt that more important??
well to many people
they dont understand
thats why i am writing this
just because u want to chant whatever sutra
doesnt mean u have to chant it in the original language
u can always chant it in other language u understand in
AS LONG AS u transalate it corectly!!!
then it should be no problem
however i am not going to stop just here
i am going to bring this one step futher
(note : THIS IS ONLY MY OPINION!! if u are sensitive then dont read the contents below seriously!!)

ITS THE THOUGHTS THAT COUNTS

continuing from the subject above
lets just say...
we want to chant the transfer of merits sutra
so that every one can enjoy the fruits of our labour
HOWEVER!!!
what if that person is mute???
does it mean he cannot share his merits??
NO!!
he still can
because is all in ur HEAD
all you need to do
is just be sincere in what you want to do
then i believe ur merits will be shared to all
its the same for the opposite case
what if
you dont want to share your merits
but you are force to chant the sutra
does it mean u are being forced to share it
i dont think so.....
so what i am trying to say is
its all in your thoughts
as long as you are sincere
than you really dont need to chant anything at all
you just need to spend a few minuits
calming your mind
and send ur love to the world

Grieving in the cemetary of swords

2008-06-02T04:53:00.000-07:00

Well i had nothing much to do today
so i drew a pic hahaha
well its my 1st time drawing in a new media
which is pen
i found out i need at least 2 types of pen
one for out line
one for shadding
anyway heres the pic

GRIVING IN THE CEMETARY OF SWORDS

well anyway
I dont have much to do already
so i think i will go back to drawing
I will be going to bodhi heart tmo as a field trip
and also go to penang hill hahaha
i wonder how it will all work out
till then

LTC aftermath...

2008-06-01T07:12:00.000-07:00

Well it has been a 2 days since LTC is over
I still feel sleepy....zzzzz
But well i woke up relatively early today
about 7 like dat....its already kinda late 4 me
Went and laze around the hse doing nothing at all
And then i stumble upon the dewan rakyat article in the star
I always look foward to a good laugh reading bout Malaysian Politics
cos it is really really funny
On how the BN and the Opposition will try to make each other look bad
which always ends with both of the sides looking like clowns hahaha
In fact i dont even read the comics to laugh anymore
i just turn to the dewan rakyat page
whats better is that
they are considering to make the dewan rakyat an all year round thing
which is GREAT!!! cos i can laugh my socks off
It is also quite funny to see how the BN people
always say something
but ends up doing it themself
for example
There was at one time when the hindraf thing was out
UMNO said :

"We should not take things on the road becos Protesting is not our way"

And after the election when they fell guess who is the majority of ppl protesting??
Them la!!!!
The istana of perlis dunno what karpal singh wan
the protester majority is UMNO
the protester at the komtar there wan
Also them what!!!
Well i am not trying to make them look bad or anything
but i am just saying
its funny when u actually read about it
Anyway after the comedy session with the paper
I went to my room to draw....
Well i have no idea what i wanted to draw anyway
so i just took a peice of A4 paper and draw
But well it didnt turn out so well
cos i didnt really know what in the world i was drawing
and also the drawing was lacking of many aspect
so i threw it away and continue drawing.....almost the whole day
Well nothing much happen later that day
except the part i watch FERUM (it means iron) man at night
it was okok la
I am still hoping of watching chronicles of narnia sometime later
i was always a fan of the book hahaha
Well its getting late anyway
have to go and sleep
till then

LTC...the Leader's Torture Camp

2008-05-31T02:18:00.000-07:00

LTC a.k.a Leadership Training Camp
or also known as Leader's Torture camp
was held on thursday 29th of may
I think it would be better if i wrote it in a catatan form 4 u

29th May (ALL HELL BREAKS LOSE TODAY!!)

I woke up at 4 dat day...
I was supose to be at sch at 5.30!!!!!
so.......i decided that
mathew can live 30 minuits without me anyway
so i went back to sleep
and woke back up at 5 hahahaha
so i bath and eat lar den i got my dad to fetch me to sch
Awaiting to c the pitiful form 2's
and MATHEW!!!!!
however i was sadly mistaken
I reach and no F***ing people was there!!!
And i am supose to be 30 freaking minuits LATE!!!!
so i phone mathew
and he said his mum had to fetch his sister to PCGHS 1st
so i wait la.....and wait.....and wait
and he came an hour LATER!!!at 7
if i knew he was going to reach at 7!!! i would have sleep longer ish ish ish
Once the slave lord has arrive
he ask ME to put up the flagpole
so i went to select a bamboo
while doing that
i got the WORST case of bamboo hair i ever got in my entire life of scouting!!!
I didnt even know bamboo hair was dangereous!!!
Teko hair is supose to be irritant
But bamboo hair was supose to be soooooo BIG
that it wont penetrate ur skin
but well now i know its not true
becos the FREAKING bamboo hair went directly into my meat hahaha
and well it hurt ALOT!!
But it didnt really affected my work...okok abit la
After the pole was up we called daniel the second exco
i was supose to be a helper there
daniel said he was on his way......
which in scout language means
He just woke up and will take his time to reach
and so he did
he arrive an hour later
The form 2 arrive at 9.....(I AM GONA GET U FOR THAT MATHEW)
And hell started for them
but of course the worst was save for later
All the seniors were called in code name
me for example was
lonelysamuraibananas4u9202080753110146012556
and anytime the form 2 wan to refer to us they had to call me by that name
which is not easy but if u were to compare them to
pheng sheng and daniels name
it was pratically "easier" abit
Mathews name was the easiest to remember
cos there is no number at all
The only thing i can remember about pheng shengs name is
it had the word shannon love amelia in it
daniels was undisputedly the hardest cos it was all numbers
Anyway..................
the form 2 were given ample amout of time to build 3 gadgets
pheng sheng did afew weird things......
I went around doing my usual leaking of info
becos i cant stand seeing people suffer when i know i can help them
of course i had to do it secretly
and indirectly
or else the SLAVE LORD will have me for breakfast
althought i doubt it
Well afew hours later the form 2 was having backwoodsman
which means cooking with wood and all la
i was helping the form2 especially enzio for no special reason
and in intervals i was talking with the other form 4's
apparently chen kwang went and hide eam ming's umbrella
due to unknown reasons
Eam ming failed to find his umbrella and went in a state of emo
this i wouldnt care much except for the part
he went and took my tongkat and smack it on the wall
and CRACK!!! it snap to half
I wanted to take the pointy half of the tongkat and stuck it in his ass
but when i got hold of the tongkat and saw his face ready to do it
I lost all hope to do it.........so i just forgave him la
This well hapens to me all the time...i mean the lost hope part
everytime i get work up
i just lose the urge to do it when i see that persons face
Thats why i can never really skrew a person haiz
Well nothing much happen after that except the form 2 suffering
they went so bad if u were to ask me

30th of May (THE WRATH OF HELL IS ETERNAL)
When i say the next day
it means 12 midnight
We had campfire the afew hours b4 12
it was the traditional "
"SING-BROWSEE-ISLAND-OR-GET-SODOMISE-WITH-A-POINTY-STICK!!"
Which happen to everybody everyear hahaha
after that the form 2 was in a class room for post moterm
which also means being skrewed like hell for nothing at all!!
Mathew was fanatic b4 the skrewing session becos
the gaurd ask him to off the corridor lights becos he wont use it
Mathew thinks the gaurd pakat with dunno who was go
rob our sch.......swt man
So he left me and the two form 3 which we call omega
To take care of the belogings in the tech block
we were all arm with parang hahaha
the famous hulk also known as eugene was left with me too haha
in case u dont know
eugene is a crazy nut
when he is angry the parang can fly straight at ur head with no hesitation
last year he chase me and pheng sheng around the campsite
for stealing his jud..which we did as a prank..which i almost die
anyway 10 minuits after mathew left
he came back and took omega noob away from me
so now i am left with myself and omega OH which is eugene
then 10 minuits later mathew came back
and too omega oh from me too
with the alasan to prevent RC ppl to off their lights
so i was left alone......
during that time
the bamboo hair i got earlier that day started to hurt real badly
so i tried to sqeeze the needle out
it work
the pus and needle all came out
well i had to do it at least afew times
becos there was like 20 needles lodge in my skin
and when all of them came out
i had a big hole in my hand(The part b4 my thumb)
which was bleeding and was still very pain
but tahan oni la haha
After the post moterm and all
they were drilled for a while and then
started our journey to YOUTH PARK
i leaded the expedition like i do every year
just becos i like too
I really pitied afew form 2's so i help them carry the mallet and parang
the journey is actually the second hardest event in the whole camp
becos they are force to take
all their belogings
ranging from shirt,food,parang,mallet all the way to charchole stove
and its not a short journey ok
The hardest part u ask???
hehe its the event after this
The hardest is actually going hiking in youth park
its hard becos well try doing it without sleeping for one day
when u are totally exhausted
due to drilling none stop
pumping at the thousands
and also getting poke in ur ass with a pointy stick
its hard i tell u its hard!!!
After that they were all allowed to go home
becos they went any food left to cook anyway
so thats the end of LTC hahahahaha....
went home and slp from 10.30 all the way to next morning

31st May (THE REPENTING OF SINS)

Well TODAY
i had to woke up early again
to go temple and help teacher
The 1st thing i did was go straight to bath
and bandage my thumb with the open wound
which cause my whole finger to become imobilize
i went to temple in time hahaha
teacher arrive 2 minuits after mine
and reveal a funny thing
apparently teacher was reading the history of the temple
and stumble apon the names and faces of the fouders of the temple
and apparently
the founder of the temple
the 1st ever chief abbot of the temple
looks exactly like me when i frown!!!
WTF man hahahahahaha
Anyway it all went well
we went cabaling later (me shaun and ming wei)
and went home just in time to write my blog hahaha
I also found out
the girl guides patrol i help won best overall
for the pheng hwa camp wan............
because the PL said thanks to me during my cabaling session
so as they was haha
all's well ends well hahaha
till then

Just another day....

2008-05-25T04:53:00.000-07:00

Today i woke up at 6
because i could sleep at all
Everytime i try to close my eye and dose off
My eye start to be get all itchy just like if u got pepper on ur eye
which is very anoying
Anyway since i could sleep,
I did all my morning chores early ler hahaha
becos well later i will be going to Galaxy anyway to try out CABAL
which ming wei has been trying to get me to play so eagerly
Well everything went well
I sms a happy birthday msg to my ah sun early this morning...at 6am
I guess that was enough after all haha....
Neway on my way back from Galaxy...it started to rain...hevily
By the time i reach home i was soaking wet d haha sui nya
Well after a nice warming bath and a new shirt
I had to acompany my mum to a wedding ....a malay wedding
Not that i am racist or anything but i coincidently i dont like most of them
Well after that i was really thinking of kicking back a have a nice rest
so i lie on my bed and 3 minit later.....a recieve a phone call
from wern yen asking if i can go to theresa's house to help her
...what to do arr ma go lo hahaha
Since it was only a short distance...its not dat long ok...i decided to walk
But just as i reach the fish market i received another call
It was her again but this time asking me to bring my laptop
so now i had to patah balik and take my laptop
This time i call my dad to fetch me to theresa's d la
cos i scared kena pak chiau man hahaha
what u expect ler taking a laptop on ur hand in a kampung area
Over there.....
I found out i didnt really had to bring the laptop
cos my laptop cant read DVD
and the song they wanted me to cut was in DVD
so too bad too sad nya lo hahaha
Well i end up drawing a banner and a flag for them
I really ran out of ideas so i just drew the 1st thing dat came in my mind
.......the IBAN shield.......
And woila i drew the banner with the word PIXEL
ala iban tatoo design hahahaha
weird la if u ask me...
but i would have to pity them cos they would have to paint it hehe
Well once thats done i had to teach them how to make a mechanisme on the table
I pity this girl more cos i know.....
I explain things like dis to anybody also
that person sure blur until macam udang saja wan
I tried my best la but i had to control myself from laughing
when her face became soooooooooo lost hahaha
But well i manage to get it to her....i guess
If she still didnt know
i already gave her my num and i will slowly start the blur session again haha
Well she did also ask me to plan the formation for them
or at least 3 out of 5
i manage to came up with 2 but well
when it came to the fifth one
i was really dry already......
i end up giving them a very lame idea which was to make an arrow
ish now i wish i didnt gave it cos its lame.
Well i walked back from theresa hse once al was setled
it took me 35 minits to walk back
i would say it was faster than usual d haha
Till then la

Boring day.....

2008-05-23T23:58:00.000-07:00

Today........
I went to the temple expecting to do
The heaviest and most time consuming work of all
Because its cleaning up the metal bars,cage, wooden plank and more
BUT!!!
I when i reach there
My face look like i just got hit by a car
The metal bars,cage and wooden planks all have been kept
So pratically we had nothing to do aaaaahhhh
Well the teacher manage to find something for us to do
and the duty end unfortunately an hour later
so what else is there left to do arr
go play half life with ming wei and shaun nya ler haha
We went to makan 1st den we went but
on the way there tepat tepat
teacher spoted us in her car
den she call "jit sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen!!!!!!"
Then the rest of the member that tumpang her car ma luan d lo
say i no go duty yada yada la
but the fact is i was there working den liau oni i go
Truth to be told i think they were just playing around hahaha
But i felt akward cos i was walking with a big black sack behind me
It contained milk,rice,sugar and condence milk
It was a gift from the reverend for helping in the temple la
It was given to everyone and not me oni kk
But well truth to be told i either look like
....santa clause without a beard....or
....A killer with a body in the black bin bag...
So well it was a weird day
U might be asking why dont i just go back right
well i cant....
because at 12 i have to go PCGHS and hantar parang to wern yen
So since i at temple d might as well one shot la
or else kacau my dad go up and down
becos of dat i have to berfoya foya there for 1hour haha
It was fun la
Now i am blogging while dancing with the rythem of whatever that is playing
cos i have nothing to do
I still have nothing to draw about
I am planing my next journey from my hse to gurney haha
till then la haha

Teacher's day....

2008-05-23T07:38:00.000-07:00

Today my school was celebrating teachers day
so in other words everybody has to go padang for perhimpunan
There was very little form 4 who attended school today haha
Tung wasnt here at sch but suprisingly Adrian came
Anyway that was a pretty boring ceromony if you ask me
They only few things i found interesting to do was:

1.To anoy the prefect (The dum dum indian ass prefect besides dinesh)
2.To see how Zamri keep fooling around with pheng sheng
3.To see how the most unknown teacher got the most popular teacher award....
(Seriously no one actaully knew the teacher existed till this morning...i sense a conspiracy)
4.Finally is to make fun of anything and everything related to the YE's ex MD
who is a prefect and he is dam dam dam dam dam anoying and a jackass to add up

Well after the assembly we went for recess then we were force to go padang again
This time we were ready...
We ran straight up to our class rooms to hide so we can skip the assembly
and guess what i found???
The rest of the form 4 who attended sch...swt=.="
Anyway gary was playing Yu-gi-Oh with leonard
And the rest of the class was too interested in the PSP shamir and ganabathy bought
Suveender fix his ipod to the class speaker and blast music all the way
some teacher who skip the stupid assembly actually joined us and beat to the music
hahahaha
It was nice seeing Gary lose so many times to leaonard becos he really
has no skill what so ever in card games
Well after i went back i tried to draw ....something
But i didnt really work up and i end up throwing a few crumpled paper to the bin
Later that night after tuition ......
I finally got hold of some sand paper
I could go out and buy them during the afternoon cos it was raining heavily
Since i got the sand paper...
might as well i get on to the work la hahaha
I was supose to deliver my EQ to my cho sun which is wern yen
But well i cant send to her a rusty parang la......my image man hahaha
So i spent about 20 minute sand paper and it was shiny again haha
It would have taken me an full hour when i was form 1 but now sudah pro haha
After sand i was supose to oil it with ground oil.....then came another prob
I dont have any ground oil!!!!
SO i went around finding alternative and i found some....
....VEGETABLE OIL......
What to do la blur blur d hahahaha
so i follow the nike motto and just do it ler
...hopefully she doesnt read my blog =p
Well have to go tidur d cos tmo buzy day
GO temple work d den must go deliver vegetable oiled parang to wern yen haha
till then..

A "BAT" day

2008-05-22T00:20:00.000-07:00

Today was one very relieving day...
because exam was finally over hahaha
Well its was overall quite a good day
The day started with a bat which kamikaze into the fan
and got threw straight to the table beside me
It would have been a normal event
except for a fact that the same bat actually poop on that table the day b4 haha
I guess thats what they call divine punishment haha
Directly after dat...my fever really got up
It was really hard to concentrate in the exam
expecially thanks to the chilling cold due to my fever and the sleepyness and gastrik
I start to wonder is it coincidence or the curse of the bat...hmmmmmm
But the exam wasnt really hard eiter way.....except chemistry la
Well once exam was over i really thought of falling asleep but
I had to do production for ye haha so coloki nya la what to do
But i doubt i could have slept even if i wanted to cos
the class was dam noisy
and also the gastrik and fever combo made it very painful and aching to do anything
Now i am back home blogging and also thinking of the comic i was planing
hehe i guess i am gona make it a comic after all haha
I think i could post it here in my blog once i have done a few pages haha
till then cos i have to rest........still in pain..ouch

one more day to go.....

2008-05-21T05:21:00.001-07:00

Well the title says almost everything...
One more day to go till exam is over
And the starting of my overly pack schedual
But recently i have no been feeling really well
Been getting gastrik problems and fever more frequentlu this days
but i guess its only a minor problem haha
I am still suffering from tiredom
thanks to the overniting haha
Anyway i am planing on writing a new comic which has been in my mind
Its a fantasy adventure la haha
About a noob and a world with power to do this and dat
the normal flow of any other comic la if u ask me
Only thing that bothers me now is should i make it into a comic or a novel ??
I think a comic would be more befitting it hahaha
Apparently to some people.....name vimalesh
i have become less anoying lately....
I dont know if its true or not neither do i know if its a compliment or an insult
But truth to be told..
I just lost the interest to anoy people anymore...
of course unless you anoy me in the 1st place
Tmo i have my final exam woohooo
which is chemistry and EST...
Est i am not so worried but chemistry is a different story....
I am still horible in my chemical equation
I now understand that mere memorizing can no longer save me
I must now work hard towards understanding it as well
Well nothing much already anyway
Tomorrow after exam got YE mtg and also scouts so quite buzy haha
anything comes up i will post la k haha
till then....