Things are really not what is seams to be

the clock shows 4 am
yet i am wide awake
trashing around the bed
not being able to sleep
only 4 hours ago i was playing a short game of DOTA
with the AI which was me a good
4/6 rounds.....haiz
Anyway i continue to lie in bed
trashing around the bed
praying to god that time goes faster
or i fall asleep
which never did happen
I stayed awake
an agonising 3 hours later
i skrew trying to sleep
and just go down and start my daily chores

Well
i had scout MTG at 9am
today was supose to be exco mtg
so we will be meeting up with the girl exco today
The 1st thing that pop in my head was
...Sombody later sure chi ko d wan ler either pheng sheng or daniel...
that was what i tot la but i was proven wrong
later on the day....we will get back to this subject

Upon arriving the destination
i waited and waited and waited and waited
Not even the shadow of mathew was there
and its already 9.15!!!!
i took out my hp to see clearly if i had read his msg wrong
but well
it wasnt
its stated there clearly 9AM!!!
as soon as i kept my hp mathew arrive....swt
We went to the class rooms and started to arrange the table
The table was arrange in a large square shape
with a hollow in the center
mathew' and chong yen 's imagination went wild
all the way from mathew strinping in the center
to wild gladiator fights where mat was the king
and pheng sheng and a gorilla is the gladiator

The guides arrive not long after
Mathew came up with a plot
dat
pheng sheng should be left sitting in the far coner with zhou sik
so that he doenst tok balls too much
and zhou sik will anoy him
so that he doesnt talk balls too much

Well as soon as he arrive
he saw mat and daniel in exco mufit
if u dont know the difference between exco and member mufti
the exco mufti has a dark blue colour
while member mufti is light blue
Then he shouted at daniel

Pheng Sheng : Lema eh u all arr ke kiang la wear exco mufti
Daniel : *Forgotten the text*

Then pheng sheng went out the mtg room

Pheng sheng : wei where is chong wee wei
Daniel : for what
Pheng sheng :Take the exco mufti la lema
Daniel : =.= now who ke kiang arr
Pgeng sheng : where la
Daniel : behind there

as daniels point behind the class room
pheng sheng runs in the class room
while daniel call me and both of us ran to the
form 6th block to take the mufti from chong wee
our goal was
to prevent pheng sheng from wearing the mufti
just for fun
as soon as he realise what we were up to
he quickly caught up to us
but daniel was faster
and got the mufti
hastala vista exco mufti hahahaha

During MTg there was a few funny events that happen
One was when mathew was asking
the guides about their name

(The guides are telling mat their name)

Mat : HAr!! cannot hear u la
Guides : My name is *yada yada*

(mat was buzy talking)

Mat : Ok now lets get on with the MTG as i was saying
............eeer whats ur name again???**

(** refering the the guides who just mention their name)

Thank god the guides were ki kuai eh ppl
laughing all away nya wan or else bye bye good impression d

after dat on the same batch of guides

Guides : we all cannot come on *a certain date*
Mat : WHY!!
Guides : we all go holiday
Mat : go what???
Guides : Holiday!!
Mat : u mean under sch or holiday wan
Guides : HOLIDAY!!!

Well i have nothing to say
to coment about this
for the greater good of myself

Mtg started and ended just like that
to my and ivans opinion
the ice breaker session was a totol failure
everyone still kinda blur who is who

Mathew demanded we go to class room to clear up
as soon as we reach
he say he stomach ace and went off
me dan and pheng sheng clear everything up
went out
and guess who we saw
MATHEW chiko with the SGGHS guides
out of everybody it had to be him...tsk tsk tsk

I went to MCD makan
den chow go wait for T304
which came 30 minits later

Nothing much happen after that
at night
i watch a show
which i am not sure the name
but i think its
"Monet Not Enuf "
The start was funny la
after all its a comedy
but after reaching the mid point to the climax to the ending
it really became a sad story
because well
u really really dam pity the ama u know
seriously
i write the the sypnosis of dat part down la easier

The ama got 3 kia
the 3 kia all married d wan
all of them doing well in buisness
den suddenly
1 of them the company someone pecah amanah
so now he bank crupt
the 2nd is the distributor of a product
which is supose to cure ppl
but then it turn up to give sickness
so he also kena bankrupt
the 3rd one work for the 2nd one as a salesman
after the product bankrupt he also tutup gerai la

They all banyak hutang
so all go pinjam from the ama
the ama u know la
just give them la
c the face of the ama dam dam dam kelian man

give d
the ama EMO
becos she say
she scared not enuf money to help the kia
so she go ask the friend
the friend teach her go beg for money in kopitiam
when the ama go do
the 1st person she ask is the wellfare worker
so she kena masuk old folks home
The kia come a few minits later to take her out
sambil memarahi nya which again c d dam kelian
on the way out she pengsan cos well she diabetic wan
She masuk hospital then was discharged

(* there is a blank to the story as i was drawing upstairs*)
When i finally did came back
this is where it was now

The ama masuk balik hospital
dis time teruk punya kes d
the 3 kia go burn the kim chuah for her
as soon as the kim chuah burn
the ama eh beat went teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
which means no beat la
the doctor go and take blood from the blood bank
at the same time
the wife of the 1st kia
was speeding with their kia inside
as they were buzy kap siau tang
the car crash and the kia fly out and u know la
teruk sampai teruk
masuk same hospital
and doctor say
"WE NEED BLOOD DONOR"
the parents cannot donate becos
one is anemic and one got liver problem
not enuf time go blood bank
and there is oni 2 packet of that blood nya
and its for another patient
which is the ama
so the 1st kia eh wife ran upstairs to take the blood
the other 2 kia ma luan lo
they all end up fighting over the blood
the ama woke up
saw her kia
she just took her life support out
and bye bye ama
The scene arrr..........waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
pityfulll really really pityful
and its supose to be a COMEDY!!!
in the end
they win 4d toto
1st prize
and everything went back as normal
the end

haiz
oni thing i can say is dam kelian nya
oh well

till then

Life is an anoying circle

School was
As usual as everyday is
except for 2 factors:

-1 week holiday after today
-there is a guy who is sedang merajuk againts me

well
my day couldnt have been more boring
if without the help of the guy who sedang merajuk
well
he sedang merajuk
becos
i didnt want to tell him about sum "THINGS"
i was whispering to another friend which was
well not related to him la

Seeing his behavior
it reminds me of last year
B4 traplex
B4 i setia to my own unit
which was when
i go to one patrol to another
helping them...............which i soon came to regret

It was during school about the same time last year
where Falcon patrol came and ask me for their help
however reluctant i was to help
i couldnt leave them to rot either
because well i have friends there too
and it will hurt sooo much to me if they end up crying
becos of failure

Anyway
during one of the MTG
which was during sch
we were just playing around talking bout gossip
as u might have guess
being in a stat of high along with the other members
i sent a msg to the friend of mine
who is a friend to the person the falcon patrol leader likes
however
this was a HUGE error
u know why??
because the whole school was standing behind
the hp of the friend i just sent the msg too
and so not long after which was about 30 minits the whole school knows

And so
the PL doing what everybody would
go to hiding trying to avoid the person
either to hide his shame or afraid to face rejection
He was hiding inside the hse of his members
while the person was outside working
the person now loath's me.....wouldnt blame her

i tried coxing the PL to come out
but by all means failure
AND so
i had to resort to my last trick
hilang maruah trick hahaha

well
i just left him there
knowing exactly what he was going to do next
i went outside
thicken my skin
said sorry to the person
and as soon as i did that

The PL did what I expected him to do
he came out
and started shouting while crying
i just shut my mouth
knowing no good would come from saying anything
after he was done
i ask the member to allow me to chow
becos
i mean like
how can u NOT feel uneasy sitting beside
the person who just skrew u
after he merajuk
over WHAT I myself did

and so
i fake a smile
and just went off
doing other erands for the Unit
which was the starting point of me setia to the unit
becos
to me there was really no point helping others anymore
of course
i still went around helping other patrol
but...
only if they ask
if not den i dont care ler

and so
end in end
this whole thing tought me
TO KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT
and
its useless consulting a guy
who sedang merajuk againts u
lebih lebih lagi if u cause wan

because well its useless
ANd so
seeing my good friend today merajuk until lidat
i just ignored him
which is well
you can call me
not much of a friend
but well
I am what i am
I change for myself if not for the best
...........................

After all that event above
i actually sworn not to voice it out again
but
i actually feel relieve
that i can finally tell somebody bout it
my blog

A whole load of head pain

BAH!!!

suddenly woke up from my not so long slumber

only yesterday

i went to a cyber cafe with adrian

to download many anti spyware and virus program

to be more exact 6 of it

and so

i left my cpu running all nite long

scanning for virus and spyware....all 6 of it at one time

i look at the watch and

LEEEEEEEEMMMMMMMAAAAAAAAA

3am in the morning oni

Yawn



i went to check on the cpu

and FINALLY

all the downloading paid off

it caught 7 trojan horse per anti virus and spyware haha

bye bye spyware i hate u hahahaha

there goes all my worries of sending nonsence to ppl muahaha



After going back to sleep

i woke up again at 7am...which was already to me

kinda late...



okok i speed off the rest of the day cos

well nothing happen



During physic class

i heard a very interesting theory haha

its about heat and charles law

which stats that

volume is linearly poportional to tempreture

which means

the lower the tempreture the smaller the volume

as the theory goes

when we cool down air in a confine place

air pressure starts to decrease and volume decreases

after a certain period of tempreture

we can find

that

the graph meets zero at a point

which basicly means

air is compress in to zero volume

or in other words becomes nothing

this tempreture is -273 degree also known as absolute zero



what makes me thinking is

if air can be cooled to a point where the volume is zero

then wouldnt it make a vacume

and if this is so

since

what can work in one way should ultimately also work the other

means

heating vacume will produce AIR????

buts here's the catch

vacume is NOTHING AT ALL



haiz

if u have an answer to it

plz tell me haha

till then

A whole world of complications

I woke up today
feeling something wasnt right
the weight of my heart feels so heavy
i wonder why
maby because
i am just power crazy and being demoted
to a VUS is just a big blow to me ego dats all
who cares

I went to school for Troop Investuture today
i reach there at 7
seeing only me and daniel where there
we went on setting up the whole place
with the help of 3 PL's
when we were finally done
we found out
that
troop flag pole was easily 2-3 arms length
longer than other flag pole
making it tooo high
since we have no parang or saw
we had to resort to a sesat method
using the digger and hammering it to the bamboo
and so we manage to tear a good 3 arms length off the bamboo
now its ok but still too tall
who cares la
move on to the ceremony

The investment of recruits,members to ventures and venture
to full pledge ventures were held
during the investiture
of venture to full pledge ventures
our very own MR.LIM did a mistake
and gave a whole series of wrong comands haha
normal la.
We all had a good laugh
however there was still a feeling of heaviness in m heart
ish
i wish i wasnt so power crazy...aargh

After all that bull shit
we had some drilling sessions
during that time
we had to jog one lap around the field
syncronise
however
during the run
some of them kam lan
go change the timing from

kiri kiri kiri kanan kiri

it change to

kieu kieu kieu kan kieu

which means

oyster, oyester, oyster have sex with oyster

The person was
non other than
Mr.Lim Pheng sheng haha
when
the ASSM ask who say wan
all of us say PHENG SHENG
den ASSM ask
should we pump him
all the unit member shout
YES SIR hahahaha
and so
Mr lim
had to pump 250 times lol lol lol

After all the drilling
it came to the investiture of PL,PS,VUL,VUS
During that time
the heaviness in my heart
increase significantly
showing how power crazy i am haiz
i was force to fake a smile
and just go along with it
hahaha
memang padan muka saya punya la
kam lan so much in camp summore la
hahahaha

After all of that
came investiture of ATL and TL
chong yen came and anouce one by one
started with

LIM PHENG SHENG

then

MATTHEW ELLIOT

followed by

DANIEL CHIAU

at this
we were all in confuse because
WHO THE HELL IS TL IF ALL ATL???
In between the confusion
i pass around message saying

THROW ALL ATL AND TL TO POND LATER

then they anounce not long after that
there will be another ATL this year
and he is

QUAH JIT SHEN

i went like LEEEMAAA
WTF WTH KNN MCB
lan pa tua d man hahaha
but still standing there with them
my heart was still feeling the heavyness
but getting a post dis huge
was supose to earase the POWER CRAZY
feeling i have should it
then if it is not POWER CRAZY then what the hell is it

After that
i voluntary jump into the pond
because it was tradition
and because
i was the one who tell everybody to do it
so haiz

After that
there was COH
den when that was over
i went over to MCD
only to find out
my dad was already there
so i eat lunch there with my dad and bro
but
something didnt felt right
After lunch
we went to fetch my mum
and then
we went on a detour
to visit my grand mum
who is ill

as soon as we reach there
i finally found the answer to my feelings
as soon as we reach there
we went to where my grandmum was sleeping
(She is in my aunts house..my aunt is a nurse)
my aunt went to check her pulse
and said
OMG
she has pass on
i was like................................
okok i am speachless
i dont know what to say
this is the second time
someone i know pass away
but
it didnt came to a shock to me
because
it had to come sooner or later
right beside the door
to my grandmums room
there was a dragonfly which also drop dead
there this morning.....haiz

However
weird this is
everytime my aunt says
" ama has pass away.."
I couldnt help noticing that
i was about to break into laughter....
you most prob think i am evil and hate my grandmum
well think again
becos i am not that kind of person
but i still dont know why i feel like laughing
maby its because
it was for a greater good
and i felt happy
she pass on a painless...........
But all in all
the sadness its there
even thought i am not crying
my face shows no emotion
But my heart feels loads

Anyway
i have to go right now
Might not be updating for a while
because of funeral ceremonies
till then

A Never ending Dilema

*Yawn*
woke up early today morning
had another one of those unusual dreams
this time
it was about a coke
mutating into millions of cochroach haha
weird head of mine hahaha

Anyway

I went to school
today was different
i had to take some picutures for YE
about production of the ping pong ball
being the Lazy person i am
i took one of the ready made
and reverse the whole process
wahahahaha
i know i know
its bad and all
but truth to be told
i already gave up on YE haiz

The time was extreamly slow today
i wonder why
maby its because singh is back haha
ANyway
back in class
i was listening to stephen and everybody
talking bout alot of things
ranging from
fear to final fantasy all the way to KOL

being the weird guy i am
i listen to all of them
and came up with a whole idea
and story line for a comic
the story line is something like this

A teacher wants to take over the school
after the headmaster did "something" to him
Upon years and years of service to the school
he found out
before it was a school
it was originally a reserch lab
for new weapon and development facility
aka Project G.A.Y
(Guns and Arms studY)

During the period of the study
they put a young mentaly sick alien name KUMAR
to coma
to do reserch onto him
while doing that
they found out
by tapping into kumars head
they can manipulte his taughts
and use it to
summon weapons from another world
A.K.A DOTA
They manage to summon
a large aray of weaponary from Kumar
before the project was force to shut down
due to missuse of facility
Kumar who is in a artificial coma
was cut out of his life support
and was assume DEAD
Now
the teacher
also known as Manaroath (not real name because
if it was i would get kill if the comic fall in the hand of
my diciplin teacher,head master, or any teacher )
wants to obtain the powerfull artifacts
left by the pass scientist
while doing so
he accidently unleash the wrath of KUMAR
onto the world

A whole bucket of crap right hahaha
lol normal for me la hahaha
tmo got Troop investiture

lets see whats gona happen
till then

Comical relief

Darkness enlop me this morning
as i open my eye
i only saw darkness haha
had a weird dream last night
about people which can fight using
weapons from a game call dota
it spark an idea for me to draw a comic
which i dont think i will draw anytime soon
because if i do
i will be distracted from studies

In school
it was as normal as everyday
except that
there was a bat flying all over the class room
we who had nothing better to do
started shouting at the bat
saying

OOI SOHAI DONT SOHAI LA LEMA!!!

after a while
the bat started to molt his skin
dont ask me how
but i saw strands of its fur dropping beside me
where i was talking with radin
words cannot describe how disgusting it is haha

During school
the whole class was talking bout KOL
lol nothing better to do
i am still broke from my MMG exploits
beside that
we were also talking bout the new chemistry
teacher in my class
Frankly speaking
we dont like her haha
when she teaches, it makes Pn.Akbahanar
our old chemistry teacher look like a GOD
and if u dont know
Pn.Akbahanar is know to be boring
and for that
she has earn numerous gelaran
such as
Naga Siren , sleeping aura lvl 1o , Cikgu Zombie
Undying and so on
Now since our new chemistry teacher is here
we have decided to give her a name too
we call her

MANOROTH
AKA THE PIT LORD

if u play warcrath
pit lord is a giant beast from the nether realms
and the being name MANOROTH
is a humungus beast weilding a double edge axe
which comes from hell itself hahaha
and it suits how the chemistry teacher teaches
very well

After recess
we were looking foward to 2 free periods
because our math teacher didnt came today
when we went to class
we got the shock of our lives
MANOROTH was there
we were like
Hamilanchiau
and so
we just enter class and do what 4 cekal PPL are famous for
ignore the teacher
the whole 2 period
everybody talk and talk and talk
like nobodies buisness
the teacher sat and stare at us like what
MANOROTH did when he poison the fountain of life
to curse the orcs haha

When the bell finally rings (The final bell)
me and ming wei went to mathews class
for a brief scout MTG
in the scout MTG
we were to discuss who become UL
I personally say
i dont want the post
because if i dont have the post
i will no longer be binded to the chains of duty
why u ask i dont want to be binded ???
because during camp time arr
i can ponteng MTG and go help others la of course haha
i dont know why but i have always been like this
as long as i am not binded by duty
i dont give a dam wahahaha

When they gave us a paper each to vote
i happily voted for my opponent
GOH CHENG KWANG
when the paper was pass up
i came to realise
if i were to get just one vote
i would already be happy
because
most of the people in the MTG
were more of Chenzs friend than mine
so
base on malaysian thinking
they will definitely vote for chen haha

when the results were anouce
it came to my amazement
i actually did got one vote
which came from ming wei haha
lol

while walking out of the MTG
i had a heavy feeling in my heart
which i dont know why
if you can tell me why
plz do
because its still bugging me haha
i guess maby
years of power
has corrupted my head
oh well
i have got to live with it anyway

well
nothing much besides that
till then

Divine Punishment

Today
i woke up like
4 am in the morning
because i couldnt sleep
its weird because i slept late the other day
which was at 1
sleepyness makes my head go round
at least i guess ahaha
i went to school
to meet up with shaun
knowing how malaysian time works
i sat down
and draw a picture
its not yet completed tought
its a drawing of a fiesty girl haha
nothing better to do ler
actaully
its because i saw 2 weird union school girls
today morning at MCD b4 i went to school
they were pushing the door like they dont have energy haha
in my words i would have called them high
anytime of the year
but i guess
toughts should always be left as toughts

After finish drawing
i walk all the way to SM
to meet up with shaun
and go a few rounds of dota
and KOL

half way dotaing
my dad came
and pass me the flowers
i had to bring for buddhist society
well i got the shock of my life
when i saw the flowers
i wasnt the normal flowers
it was a lotus flower.....GG
and so
after dotaing
me and shaun ran from SM to Free school maket
to see if there was any flowers selling there
but it wasnt our luck
becuase the shop was close
and whats worst we were walking in the rain
running for a while
made the injured part of my ankle
the one which i tought was cured
hurt again..........aaaargh
the rain only worsten in time
by the time we reach temple
we were soaking wet

At temple
we found out
another group or people
have came and clean up the temple this morning
so our spring cleaning got called off
replace with a whole
one hour full of
MEDITATING session

after meditating and finally blessing
i went back
and go back to KOL
this time
is to regain my 2mil meat via MMG
(MONEY MAKING GAME)
its a kind of luck thing where they flip a coin
if heads u win double the amount u bet
if u lose well u lose all u bet...ouch
the whole game is a conspiracy i tell you hahaha
oh well
i sold off some valueble stuff
and gain 400k
then i went to MMG
all was good
i was already at 600k
then i lost three 50k bets
then i wanted to reduce my bet
to 30k
however
when i click 30k
i ter put extra one 0
and it became 300k
and b4 i can retract the bet
BAM
U LOSE 300k
i was like
LEMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but then again
base on statictic
i lost 4 times in a row
which was an abnormality
which means
next bet
sure win wan
or at least thats what the rest
of my prediction says and
i have proven it right so many times d
and so
i put all the money that i have left
and then
BAM
You lose 190k meat
i was like
LLLLLLEEEEEMMMMMMMAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!
aaaagggghh
haiz
i guess
ada menang ada kalah ler
hahaha
now i amm hardcore poor again in the game

well
going to bed now
till then